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:: Thursday, November 14, 2002 ::

I'm a loser and a failure......
i can't do it.... Jokester and Procrastination, just bombards me one after the other... i feel so bad now that i can't edit the BraveVision in time...... sux a bunch for me........... i can't do it....... i'm so tired, need sleep, but I'm BATMA17, yes i am......... and i am human and i need my necessities of sleep....... i've said it in my away messages before:" I'm not goin' to die of bad eating habits, i'm goin' to die of stress....." i could just n... i could win if i just manage my time better..... there's never enough time, but there's always time....... i'm weak... *sob...... Friday was the best time to show an episode because it is a day after the game.......... now i don'[ tknow i'm thinking and pondering... an idea just popped up..... but it's possible, but should i?......... nah. ... maybe i shouldn't......... it'snot thati can't but i'm ... i can't sleepy.. y am i typing... because ihave enough time to do this but not edit..... editting takes a long anal time peeps.. it's so difficult..... i probably would be able to finish if and only if.... there was no such thing as homework.... now i'm blaming homework..... which is true, everytime i think of it, i feel sleepy and shiznets like that........ but when i say screw it and not care of my grade........... hmmmm calculus..... that's the only real class i'm having a hard time with... BUT I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN SOLVE SIN COS !!! AND LIMITS AND SHIZNETS LIKE THAT..... Physics is getting more difficult but i believe i have a better chance in that than Calculus... Lit..... i don't turn my HW on time, i'm getting a B, i CAN get an A... Calc F--- that shiznets...... Electronics, I should get an A cuz it's such akick back class and direct... but one test can screw me over... but i can get an A! Website design... do the freakin' work, which i do.. and all u get is an A...... 5... Physics... B+ but hey, this HW will bring me down cuz i'm not gettin' it all the way.... so i might be stuck back to a B, but IT IS possible i'll get an A....... Civics..... started rough at first, but if i just read the material(which is purty long and boring, and even if i do read it, i probably won't be able to retain the knowledge....) an A is possible, but i'll most likely get a B... and then Social Justice.... pshh....do the freakin' work and u get the A... it's all there...... man all this would give me 3.5... but if i take out calculus......22/6 = 3.666666... hell thas freakin' better...! A-HOLE.. THAT's IT... i've had it with calculus, I'm dropping that class. i don't freaking care!!! i'm NOT goin' to use it in the future anyway! *fart... 'scuse me...... and i could use the extra period to do HW and not have HW the rest of the day... and shiznets F U ALLLLL ..... F THIS.. i'm dropping it..... if i just do my HW in Calc sure i'll get a C and it's equivalent to an B, but hell, when test day comes.... i'm goin' to have blank page and i'll feel sorry for myself even if i do get that C.... F THIS.... F U.. no not u.... U not U. THIS!!! BLAH ........ok things to do......... crap, BraveVision... it's almost 1:30AM.... i won't be able to even start the Rally... i feel so ashamed........ SHAMBLES!!,, (whoa, never ever used that word before...) SHAMBLES!, it's a diabolical scheme!*raise hand and clench it in the air.........hmmmmmm what's the best day to show BraveVision next week?........ Thur. may be a good day..... white schedule no 7th.. hmmmmm it's purty lagging with the Luau and rally, and homecoming game... but if or when they defeat mater dei, then everyone would be in a good mood.... ok so.................i'll see or vvhatever... who reads this anyway?


c-ya:-)


-j

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