:: Dnubirom .....reverof dna dne eht tilnu won ::

:: Wednesday, January 01, 2003 ::

hmmmm..... did it seem to u that when New Years came closer and the time was counting down, did it seem that it was like it was the end of the world?... it felt like that to me.... like it was counting down to the end of all existence and i had nothing or i could do nothing to prevent it. instead of running outside and seeing how far i could get before it ended.... i just sat in my cousins room alone, and everyone was out in the other room.. i was just sitting there, thinking, wondering, construing, pondering, analyzing...... entiresting, very.... a new year.... dayz left till vaca. is over... sux a bunch... i feel saddened that i haven't been doing anything productive.. we'll see what the day holds........ i'm BATMA17.. and i have to pee..... now what? i feel like buying a video game... Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers to be exact........ dang... exactly a year ago, i just started playing Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty... I never beat the game... i just got up to the part where... err.. all his... ALL his supplies and gear was takin' away.. i rented it... so i never finished that..... i rented Max Payne also, didn't finish that either.. i just got up to.... when he's in the shipping yards.... after the first main boss bad guy.. the guy all ritual and stuff..... tha was kewl... i started FFVIII freshman year, chistmas vacation.. i've never finished that too.. i started over a couple times... and then i started playing.. headstrong... the summer after sophmore year, i didn't finish that either... got up to disc three. ... just before meeting with.. uhh Laguna for the first time.... and then attacking Pandora.. or Lunar Pandora?.... i forgot but i told Chamuel i would beat it this vaca... i haven't even touched it since the summer before junior year....... crazy shiznets.. i'm not getting anythin' accomplished..... i got a letter from UCLA.... my sisters like... dude, did u get it? open it. open it.... and i'm like... how can i get in if u didn't get in?.... she's the academically smartest among us three children... and then i said: it's probably just saying that they received my application.... i openned it and read the first line: Thank you for your interest in the Theater major at UCLA. ... then i read the second line: Your application for admission to UCLA as a major in the Department of Theater for Fall 2003 has been received... then i said... see i told u and i didn't read anything else, and i threw the whole packet on the couch.. and ate brunch..... i've been playing a lot of SIMS: Unleashed recently... now that i have my Blarg family back.... lemme tell u ... that game is ADDICTIVE if u get ur mind set into it..... u start at 8 PM next thing u know it's 8AM and ur racing towards ur bed before ur parent checks up on u.... so anyhoo.... yeah.... i bout the The Sims(1), Livin' Large(2), and Hot Date(4)... my sister bought House Party(3), Vacation(5), and Unleashed(6)... i lost my family while trying to install Hot Date... my comp. coudlnt' handle the capacity, and this game takes A LOT of space on ur comp. so, well, it's on my sis's labtop now..... but luckily before installing Hot Date i saved my whole hard drive on a CD so..... when i found it recently.. my sister installed my ...well-preserved ... family back into current state and now i'm playing a lot of it... i wonder how smart peeps have time to play and enjoy a game...... like Edward.... he's.... an A student... his dad pushes him.. and yet he still has time to play... i guess i take a loooooooong time at playing... cuz i wanna soak in the scenery and look at the animations and do stupid stuff than play the game straight through.. and whne i do that... i guess the responsitle peeps see it as a waste of time..... but i wish there was more time.... but.. also.... if there was more time.. i would STILL procrastinate which sux... like there's this Poetry thing that's due after VACA.. it was originally due after Thanksgiving Vaca.. but it was postponed... i could've done it way back when or even now, but i don't FEEL like it............ and the summer reading.. i had help by many different peeps( thanx to those who helped) and i was STILL lazy to do it... i tell u, California is the 48th ranking state of education(recently, our Governor Grey Davis cut back on 48 Million dollars.. or is it billion... vvhatever.. it pertains to Public not Private... vvhatever...) even at my school... it's freakin' EASY AS HELL..... but everyone is lazy..... freaks-in-a-mythologies..... so yeah... ummm.... so much to do... and only days to do it now... i had 17 and half days... but no accomplishment there... whether or not it seems like it, i'm trying to be hard on myself and just do my work... but i'm not.... funny... i have no more AP classes...... funny/sad/hysterical... vvhatever......st00pid..... i gotta pee.....keep the PEACE IN..... 20003.... whoops 2003.... 6 months until i'm a legal responsitle A-dult in the eyes of the Law... sux a bunch....


c-ya:-)


-j

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