:: Dnubirom .....reverof dna dne eht tilnu won ::

:: Tuesday, January 07, 2003 ::

i had this whole blog planned out and it would've been about my thoughts on the universe and how back in the day how experiments were made and all that... yeah, physics class made me think of that... but no more...... umm just that i've always thought there was a force of attraction betweenmasses..... i didn't know it was true, it was just one of those random thoughts that were never talked about with others...... no matter living or not, there's a force..... i thought of this whenever i hit my head after picking something up... like i bend down to pick the object up then as i get up.. i tend to lean towards 'something' and i would bump my head... that's what made me think of it... now today in physics, i learned there is such a thing... crazy shiznets.... copernicus and all that sun revolving stuff. anywhoo.. i guess i did say what i wanted to say.... vvhatever... the thing that made me not want to talk about is that the USC apps for a film major was due Dec. 10... ok vvell.. i'll just major in psychology, but once i get in, i won't accept and reject them... HAHA YES, that will be in my biography.... ok so,,,... i hate when my mom talks and explains and REMINDS me.... and what sux the most is that it's double edged sword... one side is away from me(positive), the other side is towards me(negative), and i can't have one without the other... the good, i get reminded and things r explained.... bad, she sometimes explains TOO MUCH, and since i would LIKE to say shut it, and keep goin'... i shouldn't cuz.... i dont' know,... means to an end... not that.... but she's always will be useful in the future so i have to be nice with what i have so i can keep it... but damn it! just shut it sometimes! ... but damn it... blah!...... i need a secretary.... one who would WRITE everything i say and appointments... an intelligent one who can explain to me stuff... cuz es like this... everytime u learn something... something old is thrown out of ur mind and it could've been useful later in life... but i don't want to remember.. i want to be concerned with what i have at the things I WANT to do... and then the secretary would remind me... the thing is.... i believe that i've been with mother too long and i can't stand it anymore..... so es like.. if i meet a stranger, who would turn into an aquaintance, who would then turn into a friend... then i wouldn't be all harsh and irrational towards them than my mother.. ya'know?... i would be nicer to peeps u don't know.. unlike my mother whom i've known for almost 18 years now... es too much i guess... but yeah, if i do get a secretary. I am 10000000000000000000000000000000000xinfinity% sure that would would treat them right..... i would treat them decent, tell them my secrets so as to let them know i trust them, i would be modest... ok. enough of that.... u want to know my schedule of the week?.... i could but it's too much to write, although i am fighting Procrastination... hmm... DIABOLICAL SCHEME *clench fist in air... alrighty.. if u really wanna know what i'm plannin' to do... i welcome the break.... i may be more efficient in talkin' to u between 12 AM and 2AM... y? cuz then there's no interruptions by family members.... such as mother....


c-ya:-)


-j

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