:: Dnubirom .....reverof dna dne eht tilnu won ::

:: Tuesday, February 25, 2003 ::

ok, it's been awhile... might as vvell start typing now than forgetting it later
FRIDAY: after school was a DISTRICT show.... at the Troubadour in West Hollywood on.... err Santa Monica BLVD?... that was TIGHT.... Alex saw a sign on the door saying no VIDEO RECORDERS. and we were all like "dammit, that sux"... vvhatever so my sister helped set up the merchandise next to My Ruin's.... (NOTE: lately i've been mispelling a lot of things... sux a bunch... i'm thinkin' it's the IM... ya'know? always goin' for the short cut..... like difficult... dificult..... 2 f's right? or correct?)... anyway... everyone except the Merch, Roadies, and the Band Members had to get out, cuz it was still 6:30 or so.... takes a long time to get around Hollywood..... Me and the others(Anthony's friend, John, Ernie, some other guy, damn, dang who else?..... oh yeah!... Ramon's lil bro, Andy) just walked back in forth ... where does the line start?... and we kept passing it by... and then there was convos about the other bands playing, how hungry we all were, the death at Banning.... and then me and this other guy .... crap,.. is it John?... from AST wait in line so that the others can get their guestlist ticket... they come back ... we get ours, we come back, but our spots weren't saved so we go in the back of the line... kewl people go in the back of the line ... it wasn't too long.... we all go in.. District was 3rd up ... out of 5 bands? ...yuP, saw people at the usual place... like Ralph Areyan's sis, Melissa, and her companion, Bonnie, Julie and her family, Alex's and Alan/Mike's family, .... alrighty vvell, since i had no camera, i just helped my Merch sis with the merchandise... it was funny... i was comedy relief, otherwise my sis would've been sittin' alone... but es all good.... us kids know how to live alone..... we watched people browse District's stuff, and then My Ruin's stuff (there shirts r at Hot Topic), then they would buy a My Ruin item..... 2 people there had BATMAN shirts... sweet shibby and all..... well, there were fliars of District's next show with My Ruin in Corona, some where blank sheets.. i took those blank sheets, and with my Black Erasable Pen,... haha, yes.. wrote "Men's Troll Period" and a little Knome waving... underneath "Cuz we have feelings too."..... and i put that up on the side of the table.... then David's dad bought some beanies for $8 .. and i was like "hmmmm"... so behind that Men's Troll Ad i put " NonFamily Customers PLEASE " yeah that was kewlio too..... there were these free demo CDs so i was like "Hey! Buy a FREE CD!!!" some foo' questioned how to buy a free CD well, i had to explain dammit... "Just give me imaginary money.. or when my back is turned... take one..." dang guy... STEAL IT!!! it's still FREE!!!.... ok so..... Buy a FREE CD... or They're an unlimited time only.... then... i would say out loud "Gee, if i had $10 dollars,.. I'll surely buy a DISTRICT shirt..." or "Wow, look at that DISTRICT shirt... i would surely buy that if i had enough money to buy the DISTRICT merchandise, cuz the DISTRICT merchandise r kewl too!"/// blah blah.. somethin' like that ha ha...... it 'twas funn... the most fun was when.... i found another blank piece of paper... and i wrote "FREE STD's -----> " the arrow was pointing at me.... i had my hood over, but i could hear people giggle or laugh at it... my sis would confirm it cuz she would laugh at other people's suprised expression.. cuz it's like DISTRICT, DISTRICT,.. fREE STDS?!?!... ha ha... yeah they mispelled DISTRICT out on the front but vvhatever.... during the show, i couldn't see it well.. cuz..well there was a wall....(*fart.. 'scuse me).. there was a small window and in the cornor was a TV.. the TV shot shook a lot which made it look kewl, but it was a single angle... that sux.... es all good... cuz when i went out to see one of the songs, there was a big MOSH... big guyz too.. some guy got his face smashed into a metal pole near the stage... he was bleedin' from the forehead and said that his two front teeth was loose..... crazy shiznets.. after the show, they came by saying that they were teh biggest mosh pit that night... the others were more of swaying.. or trying to mosh.... and My Ruin,, i think they're more of Headbanging.. i don't know about that fur sore though.... so that's kinda likea freaks-in-a-mythologes.... and a crazy shiznets..... whoa, crazy shiznets.... ok so. thas kewl... when the show was ending, i helped clean up the merchandise, then it turns out, one of the rides left early... so i had to go in the Cerino's car (Alex's and Alan/Mike's family) which consists of their mom, dad, and older brother... it's kewl... we made it at their house in like 20 min. crazy shiznets... then me and Angelo (the older bro) went to buy Taco Bell... yuP.. Homeless guy,... he was ignored,.. sux, but i'm not driving... i guess, so yeah.. car made a vveird sound, freaked me out... i was hella tired... so when my sis got back we both headed straight home... i went straight to sleep....
SAT. (long one eh?) ok... now i woke up .. watched POWER RANGERS: NINJA STORM.. yeah!!! back to PR baby.... i saw a commercial to Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, and the voices r different... ok so .... i was supposed to wash my car, to ... err. .. STAMP IT?... but i didn't i took another nap... then my sis and her bf comes home i wake up... wash the top of the car...... and then.... err stamped it... that was kewl.. then i washed my car... it's nice.. i like it.. i'm ... it's MINE... ha ha.... it's the BATMA17mobile... what do u expect?.. let it dry out and stick underneath the sun.. then i go back in the house and edward calls around 3.. he wanted to work on the PCN script... but dang, i dont' want to drive all the way to bosco... so we'll work on it online or at school (hasn't really happened yet...) then went online and went to sleep again.... i wake up.. eat... Movie time... DAREDEVIL...... hmmm contrary (sound sophisticated now, HA!)... Contrary to those who didn't like it.. i liked it... yeah, few discrepencies.. but i psyched myself that the movie wouldn't be that great... so when i did watch it... it was better than i thought.... which worked...... wow.. i think of the movie as a whole, and the actors.... do little...... and the Kingpin isn't shown till like 40 min... gotta consider those things... my analytical mind... vvell.... es all good... He's "not the bad guy.".... thas kewl... he is darker buy goriness... not gory.. .vvell.. violent?... just that... he really takes justice in his own hands.... if they're bad... he would leave them for dead.... it hink Bullseye would survive the fall.. .. i know Elektra Natchios lived anyway... and Kingpin is black... entiresting, very.... so es kinda likea whoa,... how Kingpin... fell?.... ouch... so now what..... i watched the movie with my sis and Alex... he was in pain, so he couldn't drive... ( u can tell the show the night before was good, if the band members r literally unable to move the next few days)....
Sun. : woke up... went to church.. played FFVIII..... yuP.. i could do HW... but those rn't due.... aHHH CRAP..... PHYSIC's QUIZ...i didn't study... shoots-in-a-mythologies..... i meant to sleep after bloggin'... but now..... crap.. i dont' want to ... oh geez... quiz in Theater,... quiz in Physics... quiz in Economics.. and i didn't study or review... screw it.... i'll just do vvhatever.... :-( .. man! my grades r slippin', but i need my sleep too... stupideHOME WORK..... HOME is HOME... my time... not SCHOOL TIME......... freaks-in-a-freakin' mythologies... dammit... anyway..... yup..... i heard this day that monday started at 9... Wongstah confirmed.. i asked other grip of peeps too..
Monday let's see school was purty chill today or that day.. but now .... today(Tuesday)//... its' goin' to be slippin' day.. cuz i'm goin' to slip in my 4,5,6 period classes dammit..... ahhh!! SHOOT!!!.... ok there's always next time (*scratch armpit)... .. ok so.....
Noel's talkin' about how many school days r left... yup.. just tryin' to make it last longer, and shorter at the same time.... Prom.... vvhatever.. :-P./.... then a lot of peeps looked at my car after school... yup... then.. in the LRC.. peeps were sayin' somethin' about BATMAN... makin' fun of me or somethin'.. sux a bunch.. but vvhatever.. es all good.....aummmm PCN.. yeah, i agree with Edward that nothin' was being done... but hey,.. they don't like my lectures... *shrug vvhat r u gonna do?... but es all good... i agree with Randy and Michelle though.... y end practice early.... there's still day light... with clouds and wind..... ok so... i was waitin' to talk to Green Lantern after but i missed him and he left... so i waited for everyone to leave... but i didn't sit with them.. so YES, i was there, i just wasn't in ur exact vicinity.. i walked around with Roy, since he's tall.. he saw the car from afar and got ecstatic as he is :-D... ha ha..... es all good... Roy talked to his buddies i didn't really know to well.. so i was walkin' over to what's left of the PCN group..... then saw Mike Towle's lil bro in his Baseball gear sittin' in the ground.... he was avoiding some girl... sux a bunch.... he and the peeps he was agree that that girl was annoying.... vvell, i dont' know the whole story, so he's got to do, what he's got to do.... ok..... then in the end Roy and Vizcarra was left.... he talked about Footloose, and the dead 4 yr. old girl who was raped.... narchoism? yes,... having sexual pleasure with a dead body... vvhatever.... i know what they mean... i'm not suprised how sick this world is.. i mean come on. look at me... :-P.. i'm BATMA17.... i have to be there.. seriously.. ok so... i could expand on Knowledge isn't Everything theory or lecture or belief and other Jaism stuff (pronounced jay-is-um) then... we departed... as i exited the freeway, it started to rain... dang so close.. well, my car got wet, but es all good.. es inevitable correct?.. correcta mundo dude,... dudette...... hmmmmmm...... other convos..... confidentialliy?... no.. HA!... vvhatever... well .. when i got home, i ate then went to sleep.. (it is bad to eat then directly sleep afterwards... remember that)... and then i woke up at Approx. 2:00.... and now it's 3:14.... i guess this took a while to type out... alrighty..... i still need to accomplish some stuff which i assigned myself months ago.. DAMN... 4 day weekend, .. make use of it... cuz there won't be a 3 day weekend for a long while.... March = Hell month... one school day off (excluding weekends) if it weren't for Bishop's Day off... or it just happens to be on St. Patrick's day..... vvell, make use of it.. cuz after High School .... Responsitility... actually u don't have to take responsitility... unless u want to have a good start for the rest of our freakin' lives.... saddened... and hopefull.. it's the Puture.... how analyitical i am... anywhooooo..... college doesn't really have that many off days.. nor public high schools around here... so no matter how much u say "I HATE BOSCO"... there r its ups in it.... vvhatever.. es just me i guess :-P..... Prom?


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 3:20 AM [+] ::
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Entiresting, Very...
weeks ago i went to BANNING HIGH SCHOOL for a District show... just now i hear there was a fight between 2 17 year old guyz... the fight started in the auditorium into the parking lot.... the kid died after complaining about headaches just before goin' to sleep at his home.....


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:07 PM [+] ::
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Without a Trace is such a good show too....
Jerry Bruckheimer( producer of many movies and TV shows) is a smart lad...
So sad, and depressing.... and yet hope remains......... little hope is outweighed by the anguish..... but that hope is enough for almost everyone.....


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:01 PM [+] ::
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HA HA!!!
They mentioned BATMAN on CSI ~ kewlio!!!


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 9:46 PM [+] ::
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ahhh!!! DIABOLICAL SCHEME!!! *clench fist in air
Y can't i think of the best things to say when it happens???!... damnz it all, i'm just goin' to have to live with the secondary ok response i've given...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 5:55 PM [+] ::
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i'm displeased with myself cuz i'm over analytical..... oh vvell


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 2:01 PM [+] ::
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Birds of Prey ~ Entiresting, Very... just had a problem with Barbara walking, but Dinah's powers seemed kewlio...
These kidnappings and vain deaths..... do they have a meaning? who knows... saddened.
Know this: There IS so much in the world that is unknown... Ignorance IS Bliss.
I want to know... Knowledge is painful. Is it satisfying?


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:13 PM [+] ::
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Twice it happened:
The Lips catches my eyes.... My Eyes look and go, " WHOA!!! NICE SITE.... wait! NO.... that's not kewl of me." They look away; it wasn't THEE LIPS.
*shrug... what r ya gonna do?


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 7:25 PM [+] ::
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i have an objection over Edward's blog!
NO, EDWARD WAS NOT THERE THE WHOLE TIME!... HE LEFT LIKE AT 5:45... I STAYED THERE TILL THE END CUZ I'M BATMA17 LIKE THAT..... AROUND 6:30 EVERYONE LEFT EXCEPT GILBERT... he was goin' to walk home and no one at his house was pickin' up the phone... SO..i had to drive him home..... there i did my duty....... PCN.. kewl and all.... i should do HW... later...... after 24... Smallville was kewlio too
OH!!!
in the TV Guide it says Birds of Prey is a Series Finale this Wed.... but on the commercial it says Season Finale... We'll see about that

oh yeah!... and it's not.... bad, persay, to cuss and be a good catholic guy at the same time... it's all about the approach ,... and the setting.

12AM:
24 is freakin' fraggin' kewlio, MAN!!! also...on Smallville, one of the room numbers in the hospital said 420... heh heh.. i think... vvhatever.... anyway
i realized i'm gettin' into old shows again... like Power Rangers (never seen it since the second movie came out in '97?) Ninja Storm, Angel (never seen it since the first season), and Buffy the Vampire Slayer (never seen it since Buffy's lil sister joined the show)... Entiresting, Very...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:13 PM [+] ::
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did u notice that winter formal was last night?
i almost forgot, until my sister just came back from Lakewood mall... she said "Wow.. there's a lot of girls packing the salons and dress shops... talk about procrastinating ...someone could have stole some makeup stuff since all the stylists r busy"
yeah.. and i'm like "oh yea! i forgot" .... ..~ and then i worked on my BATMA17mobile.... I got the ....patch... and continued to disassemble it.... ya'know so as to not have dangerous DIABOLICAL SCHEMES in the car... safety for daily driving, ya'know?
after that... played FFVIII.... talk to Mr. BeckerMan, and Magnolia..... and then...... oh... that night... i saved someone... yup yup..... slow night, cuz everyone was out partying.... but hey, gotta continue working..... it's not just a job... it's a vow....
and this vow.....(cover story) is makin' me not go to senior prom...
but in actuallity ... i don't wanna go (whining)
i dont' know anyone to go with.... i don't want my date to be bored with me...... y is it that here in America, u have to ask someone to go and then be obligated with them all night.... in the Philippines, it's just one big party... u go and have fun.... no obligations required.... I would feel obligated, and if i were to ask someone, and they ditch me,... i wouldn't be suprised, but i'd still be hurt.... but crap, man! i don't wanna go and feel "regretted" about it... shoots-in-a-mythologies....
i was thinkin' and excited to go as a stag... but if i'm the only stag.... that'll just suck too.... whoa... (that's the best time a group of villians can attack ` that's a DIABOLICAL SCHEME *clench fist in air)... also... i've never been to any formals or anything else... so i wouldn't know how anything works.....
so... i'll go as a stag.... freakin' A-HOLE..... even my tita is getting on my back... she's the worse though... she has this hula class and they suck....
yesterday, she called and i was home alone... saying "Hey, can i borrow An's(my sister) boots?" (and of course she doesn't want to ask her directly first) so i suggest"dont' u want to call her first?" and she goes"OH!... uhh sure... what's her #?" then blah blah blah.. "Bye.. oh wait J! do u have someone to go with to the prom" No.. "i already asked 2 girls for u, one is in 8th grade, the other is a freshman" (i'm thinkin' in my head.. oh no.. thanx. .. but i didn't ask for this... and if i do go with one of them, they'll get bored cuz she would've just met me, and she wouldn't know people at the dance... and if she does, she'll probably want to hang out with them and their friend's would be like "this sux... i wanted it to be just me and him/her... but i'm a good friend, i have to save her from boring BATMA17"....... crappidy crap crap..... kinda likea freaks-in-a-mythologies....... and then my parents said... go with my cousin... i'm like HELL NAH!!!... freak that shiznets..... she goes to millikan....... and my immediate family ask from time to time... and it's not annoying..... it's eating me from the inside... dammit I KNOW I'm not with anybody.!.... and i dont' want to be like older ssister.. for her prom or formal in her senior year, she went with this freshman..... (he's a star basketball player in college now... i Porgot where... he's purty good)... well, i'm fine with the guy is older than the girl........ not the girl older than the guy.... but vvhatevererly..... i don't want anybody born before'84 cuz my cousin is born '83 and it would be vvierd to date someone older than my cousin.... nor after '88... cuz my other cousin is born in '89 and that'll be awkward for me too... it's just me i guess.. but vvhatever..... that's just a preference, it doesn't have to be like that..... CRAP!.... just read my previous blog... they're all infatuations.....
i dont' feel like goin' to prom... cuz seriously... i can't dance..... i'm not comfortable swingin' my body..... i'm more of the behind the scenes guy..... i'm more into movies than music... music es all good... and my only dance move is headbangin' or just boppin' my head to the music... but the slow songs r the easiest.. derr.... just hold ur gal and sway..... and if ur close friends, ur bodies'll be close..... and if ur not... u can fit 2 more people in between and play London Brigde is Falling Down..... KAKA HEAD!.. .blah head.....
triple life style... difficult tis es


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 9:34 AM [+] ::
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i was thinkin' of goin' to sleep, but what the heck...
my input on girlies... femalez.... the opposite genetilia than mine...

Currently: I am not looking for anybody. I'd like to have someone to talk to everynight.... but i dont'... so i've come to learn to not worry about it. I hope she'll come my way, but.. vvhatever, we'll see....(hopefully before prom?)
so..... yes, i've had crushes before... the longest was from 1st to 6th grade... blah blah..... it started when a friend of mine said " oh, she said she thinks ur cute" and i'm like wow.... ahh shucks.. goofy style.... anyway... then everytime she was in my eye's view, i would just turn away... then 6th grade, my other friend said she liked her, and i'm like "oh... kewl"..... then after school that day.. i'm like... damn, ..... i've liked her for a long time, i've made no move, so y should i continue to feel the way that i do... so it stopped....
anywhoo..... infatuations/crushes have come and gone
.... now, every girl i meet and makes me.... happy(laugh, smile, amuse me, a simple smile for vvhatever reason)... i get infatuated by them, yes, i admit... but they r now short lived... no more than 5 days at the most.... they pass by....... besides... when i forget about them, i'm fine with it... I ALSO have to organize my life style tooo.. .but dammit, it's so hard to have a relationship and save the world at the same time.... and i'm worried that if the villians of this world hurt her, i wouldn't be able to bear it... and also, my feelings for her would be unfair for the safety for the bystanders, innocent, and other people of this world.... it wouldn't be an equal opportunity for everyone else.......
yeah, so....... infatuations run by.... come and go... but hey, friends stay... or at least aquaintances.... and if they need me, they'll call me.... or they don't know me to well, and they'll ask for help, advice, someone to talk to from someone else.. which is fine, cuz as long as u get the help that u needed, then es all good..... BUT REMEMBER, if u have a problem.... u CAN try and deal it out with them so as to..... fix things,...yes, it's not a perfect world, so the outcome wouldn't be what is wanted, ..... sorry to deter u, but dangz it all....... it's not a perfect world.... so make it perfect.... don't abide to the world's bidding, make the world abide to u.... if it was all perfect and utopian (dammit, need to write Utopia thing-a-ma-gig for kaminsky), then it would be boring right?.... well, just like Voltaire's Candide (short book, i advice ua'all to read it) would u rather have a boring life? or a sucky life that can't overlook the little things?........ well, der........ heh... i kid.... there is no easy answer..... each have it's pros and cons.... i think i would lead to the boring life..... but that's me.........
.... hmmm i had more other things to say than my escapades and Candide.... crap......... cuz those were just blah crappy things i didn't need to say
so.... ummmmm
Love... who needs it? everybody does... but i suppose i can wait...
no, not family love,... that's not enough to a human being, i believe... unless ur freaked up in the head in that sort of way. ummmmmm .....
Yeah, infatuations.... that's all it is,... infatuations....!!!! AHHHH........ question: can an infatuation become genuine? A DIABOLICAL SCHEME TIS ES! *clench fist in air...
for the answer doesn't rely in me,... it relies in ur own actions......or fate? ahh! fate... that'll get me in the God subject...don't get me started... ok.. i'l stick to the gist: IF God know's what ur actions will be, then he'll know u'll go to Hell right?.... so were u meant to go to Hell?.... or were u meant to wreak havoc in the world to teach others what not to do, and then u have access to go to Heaven because u did God's bidding of wreaking havoc..... God works in mysterious ways......if there is?... which i believe semi-half-heartedly.......
ok.... be urself....... am i being myself? or do i hide behind a mask?.... i'd like to believe i'm not hiding behind a mask, i just have a wide variety of expressions.... entiresting, very tis es............. we're all chameleons..... acting differently around certain peeps..... ends to a means or means to an end? ok.. that didn't make sense to me either.... ok..... i meant: we all act differently... maybe not the way we want to... it's like after the day is over it's like, u wanted to say this to someone or do something vvhatever it may be,... good or bad.... we should've acted this way, but didn't cuz..... u weren't thinking?............... damnz it all... kinda likea freaks-in-a-mythologies....
Nothing gold can stay........
inflammable means flammable? indefinately means ? inexperienced means? unexperience?.... eh? huh? wha? what is it good for, absolutely nothing, sing it again now
i should work out...
u may not be superman: powers given, or batman: one who took a vow after one "fateful" event,
Flash?- one who asked to save his love?, or his nephew, who accidentally? was given the powers..... GL(Green Lantern)? - he didn't choose to be, the ring chose his master.... one who is good at heart... doesn't matter what he can do whether it is being a photographer or an artist, he is just good.....
not Wonder Woman, she's a semi-goddess.... Aquaman, heck.. .he's a king... not him......
what am i going at? u think about it... i'm not going anywhere... as in... i don't have a point...... what u think about urself when reading this is what's up... .....conPusing? then don't think about it....


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:59 AM [+] ::
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being PASSIVE can hurt and waste peep's time...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 8:16 PM [+] ::
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LECTURES SUCK! but they're good for ya.... being reminded.. i hate that too... but it'll stop being annoying if ya just do it...... u don't tell someone their problems? how do u expect them to change.... TELL THEM straight up! now, don't say it agressively, cuz then that negates it.... just tell them!!! Who cares if u hurt their feelings, u want them to change for the better.. and if they feel like it? they'll change.... trust me... ahhh the word trust.... so much depends on it....

PCN, PCN, PCN
Frankly, (who's frank?) i don't care about it.... i dont' care how it's run, controlled, practiced, or anything...but i do care about it's worth, meaning, and about having FUN!!!
It is fun, but is its worth and meaning being applied? on the side, yes ~~~ eh..... sure.. vvhatever but is it being productive? not too sure... it doesn't seem like it to me... the workers r restless... not tired, but not working to their full potential. today is February.... May is when it begins yes?... how u schedule... don't care... but it's not settled... it's not stable... STABLE IT... within the time frame.... find out who's in, who's out.... make dues and get it over with... be lenient, then take 'em out (nicely,....:-P).. and other clinks that need to be worked out...

I do not know about the other side of the group (but i'm there for u galz too), but from what i see (i am not omniscient), there r 2 halves.... the yin an the yang... only that this yin yang isn't together...BLAH! stupid example ok!
there's 2 people.... the complainer and .. not the pascifist, but a passive....One good quality.... he's initiative, straight, bold, experienced.... but his attitude and path of accomplishment needs work.... he may not agree... that's fine... but if he wants the criticism to stop... u have to change.... not totally... just the jinx....
The other.... friendly guy, man.... he's a kewl guy, no complaints, wants to make it fun,.... but he's not taking initiative.... when asked, he seems like he doesn't care... he does, but it's not showing enough to convince me.... no motion to this situation... if u don't know, then find out... u have the power, make use of it... accepted the position... make use of it. both needs to combine forces...

COMMUNICATION AND PLANNING R KEY ELEMENTS... from MY experience, tis es true...
but.... they do communicate, but neither wants or is apathetic to talk about it... if they do, it's not enough... too brief, too vague, no detail in which assumptions r made.

This is what gots to happen...(i'm not forcing, i'm telling it annoyingly )
one is well-rounded... very well-rounded, ... too well-rounded??? u know what ur getting into.. if u dont' know... more than one person is telling u.... ur not listening? listen... if u r? then get it right, and see, - they wouldn't be telling u unless they wanted u to change so that u become likeable to them. . . . (or they're just telling u to make u feel bad ~ in which case u could ignore it, but then pressure builds up inside, and grudges form) , if u do, talk to peeps, like me... doesn't have to be me... but one who can back up what they say. there's more to say...(but doesn't need to be said here... i could but i have to start HW sometime soon... maybe... if ever... neBermind)
the other... take action and show it.... need help?... i'll suggest to u on what to do, if u agree, how u do it is up to u... i'll guide ya... if u don't agree speak ur mind!!! do not stay quiet... do not stay quiet... speak it out.... it's just boiling if u leave it alone

i can be ur wingman anytime.

STORYTIME: ( i read this, not my story.. when i read it... it was like.. eh... i still think it's eh.. .but UUU read it)
a Man and his Boy was going into town a far ways ahead to sell their last Donkey and look for work... the Man and the Boy lead the Donkey on it's leash... a man walked by them saying" Make use of the donkey, Man... it's what it's for!" The Man, said ok, so he rode the Donkey and the Boy lead them....
A woman came by... "U heartless, sir... let ur Boy ride the donkey, be a man and u lead them" So the Man got off and let the Boy ride. and he lead.
A group of men saw them and said "R u tired, sir? y don't both of u ride the donkey. That's what its purpose is for anyway!" So the Man rode the Donkey along with his Boy.
A lil girl said.. " Aww poor donkey!!.. get off him and u carry him..." they got off, but they couldn't get a hold on the donkey well.. the Man and Boy chopped off a tree and got rope.... they tied the donkeys legs with the rope to the tree and carried it upside down..
as they were crossing through a cliff. they settled the Donkey down...... The Donkey, on it's side wanted to get up... but couldn't... so it floundered and went off the cliff and perished... The Man and Boy lost they're means of selling the Donkey... (vveird eh?)
What's the point?
the moral is: U can't please everyone, in the end, u'll lose everything

....Entiresting, very.... my response to what i just learned :
"freak it", now i'm really posting this because it hurts.. not me... no pain, no gain right? i'm happy ur all mad at me!! i really am... but i'm disappointed that u don't tell me... i really am...

I'm the outside guy watching over. I'm not God. God isn't here. vvell.... He is, but i don't know. if u want to know, ask Him, He knows... anyway... i'm the neutral guy... the realist... i don't agree with anyone to the full extent, unless otherwise noted...... u think i'm serious? about the program, a lil, but not significantly a lot... about all'ya'alls reputations...? yeah, others may not, u may not and stuff but screw them,.. i care about there opinions, but i don't talk about it unless it's too radical(,dude.. heh heh)... my job... i'm no peace-maker... although peace could (not should) result from understanding...
Understand each other...

I'm BATMA17, and psychologists r gay cuz they want money....

( on another note, Heard a story if u could kill innocense (thanx dictionary.com! innocense is a white and lavender to pale-blue flowers grow in perfect rings of widely spaced bands around the stems forming a kind of pagoda; California) i meant... if u could kill innocents to save many lives,... would u?... recently on 24, the guy told where the bomb is so as to save his children from dying... he's a terrorist and he said his job is for Allah(God)...... the situation was that he was tied up. on the TV he was forced to watch, the good guyz tied up his family and threatened to kill them... they did kill one of them... but it was a fake. the bad guy didn't know. If he has strong feelings for Allah, then he wouldn't have told the bomb and his family would have died.... but he failed "Allah" and told where the bomb was.... and save his family
just like.... err. is it Abraham?
God told Abraham to kill his own son... Abraham reluctantly was in the act of doing the job... but (luckily?) God stopped him......
so since the bad guy didn't do his job, was it meant to be... i guess.... wait.. a lot of ideas came to mind on this... so... whoa can't type fast... anyway, another story... in Mr. Mesta's class last year, a story was told.. whether or not to kill an innocent child just to save many.... after all the accusations and evidence, if that one survived... there would be everlasting peace, if that one died out of persecution and stuff,... there would be lasting peace, for only 200 years or something like that... so it's really like trust, and.. instinct?.. so does that mean Jesus should have lived? and then there was peace? instead of Jesus dying, and giving a temporary peace... vvhatever.. blah blah blah... there's a lot more about it,, but just reflect on vvhatever vvhat not things i've said.. or typed... :-P )

if u said u don't agree with me... bi0tchin' about it won't make it better... tell me... and back it up... otherwise.. u know i'm right...
cuz i'm BATMA17.. that's it .. what more can i say?

c-ya:-)


-j

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IF I FORGET UR NAME.... IT'S NOT BECAUSE I'M MEAN, IT'S CUZ WE HAVEN'T SEEN EACH OTHER IN A LONG ANAL TIME!!!
SORRY!!!

c-ya:-)


-j

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Wednesday: PCN practice..........
Thursday: PCN practice.......freakin' crap(on the way there...), then ate at Jack with D, and Leon... then went to D's house... then to the Celeb B-Ball game.... Teachers won... Ryan Starr(American Idol) and some other girl from Lizzie Migguire..... vvhatever
Friday: Homecoming Game ~ didn't go.... went to a wake.... District's uncle died...
Sat: The Funeral..... then ate .... then home... then District Show... purty ok at the Club Seven 2 Seven.....
Sun: Church... Target...... eh that's it...
Mon: vvhatever
Tue: It's raining.... or now i hear that it's stop.. vvhatever.... gotta write a script for PCN practice... although it's not for PCN practice...... entiresting, very.... kinda likea DIABOLICAL SCHEME!!! *clench fist in air....


c-ya:-)


-j

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:: j 7:37 PM [+] ::
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hey !... it's tight.... heh heh heh....
alrighty.....
don't read the following, if u plan to hear me read it later...
it's a poem of mine... couldn't wait to put it on here.... It's kinda likea freaks-in-a-mythologies...

Valediction

Good day to you, sir,
And the ones sitting next to you.

Yes, we are at war, but what�s to say
About this foray,
On the day, last May sitting in hay?

How was yours?
Mine was great!
Last night, I say, �Hey!�
To a friend of mine, her name is Faye.
But nay, she doesn�t remember my fame, my name, j.
For I left and came to this distant land,
Pass, through, over the Loch Tay.
I lay here by the bay, far away,
Very far away, night and day,
Feeling gay (not the �homocidal� way),
While reading The Cay, as I play
In the sands beneath my feet.

And beneath, underneath my feet,
Thank God for not sleet,
For it is nice and neat.
A blanket, a sheet, for my teat.
I meet my breath�s end,
For I saw her, a blur, at first.
A second glance, with the wink of an eye
And behold! It is true that it �twas false.
It was not her, the European her, that I once knew.
I think I knew her, but not.
For what I saw was not a she, nor a he,
Just the tree, not just a tree,
But this computer screen.

Not to be discouraged, this deserted land is ice cream.
Sweet, and hot but not,
No bones, no not.
I thought I knew, but I did not.
I forgot.

But please, go on with your life.
My mind, my sanity, my vanity.
All gone in this �. Poem!
This poem has turned into a coelom.
Who is this Coelom? I DO NOT KNOW!
�Fo SHO! FO SHO?!? FO SHO!!!�

Sanity, insanity, my vanity,
What the freaks-in-a-mythologies?!??!
It�s a DIABOLICAL SCHEME!!!
Long gone, so long, � long gone.

Question this. Did I ever own a bong
While writing this song?
I tell you now.
No, I did not.

For this has gone, my mind and time.
So, hence, therefore, farewell,
And Ode to Joy to my health and�

(What not.)



c-ya:-)

-j

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