:: Dnubirom .....reverof dna dne eht tilnu won ::

:: Monday, February 17, 2003 ::

did u notice that winter formal was last night?
i almost forgot, until my sister just came back from Lakewood mall... she said "Wow.. there's a lot of girls packing the salons and dress shops... talk about procrastinating ...someone could have stole some makeup stuff since all the stylists r busy"
yeah.. and i'm like "oh yea! i forgot" .... ..~ and then i worked on my BATMA17mobile.... I got the ....patch... and continued to disassemble it.... ya'know so as to not have dangerous DIABOLICAL SCHEMES in the car... safety for daily driving, ya'know?
after that... played FFVIII.... talk to Mr. BeckerMan, and Magnolia..... and then...... oh... that night... i saved someone... yup yup..... slow night, cuz everyone was out partying.... but hey, gotta continue working..... it's not just a job... it's a vow....
and this vow.....(cover story) is makin' me not go to senior prom...
but in actuallity ... i don't wanna go (whining)
i dont' know anyone to go with.... i don't want my date to be bored with me...... y is it that here in America, u have to ask someone to go and then be obligated with them all night.... in the Philippines, it's just one big party... u go and have fun.... no obligations required.... I would feel obligated, and if i were to ask someone, and they ditch me,... i wouldn't be suprised, but i'd still be hurt.... but crap, man! i don't wanna go and feel "regretted" about it... shoots-in-a-mythologies....
i was thinkin' and excited to go as a stag... but if i'm the only stag.... that'll just suck too.... whoa... (that's the best time a group of villians can attack ` that's a DIABOLICAL SCHEME *clench fist in air)... also... i've never been to any formals or anything else... so i wouldn't know how anything works.....
so... i'll go as a stag.... freakin' A-HOLE..... even my tita is getting on my back... she's the worse though... she has this hula class and they suck....
yesterday, she called and i was home alone... saying "Hey, can i borrow An's(my sister) boots?" (and of course she doesn't want to ask her directly first) so i suggest"dont' u want to call her first?" and she goes"OH!... uhh sure... what's her #?" then blah blah blah.. "Bye.. oh wait J! do u have someone to go with to the prom" No.. "i already asked 2 girls for u, one is in 8th grade, the other is a freshman" (i'm thinkin' in my head.. oh no.. thanx. .. but i didn't ask for this... and if i do go with one of them, they'll get bored cuz she would've just met me, and she wouldn't know people at the dance... and if she does, she'll probably want to hang out with them and their friend's would be like "this sux... i wanted it to be just me and him/her... but i'm a good friend, i have to save her from boring BATMA17"....... crappidy crap crap..... kinda likea freaks-in-a-mythologies....... and then my parents said... go with my cousin... i'm like HELL NAH!!!... freak that shiznets..... she goes to millikan....... and my immediate family ask from time to time... and it's not annoying..... it's eating me from the inside... dammit I KNOW I'm not with anybody.!.... and i dont' want to be like older ssister.. for her prom or formal in her senior year, she went with this freshman..... (he's a star basketball player in college now... i Porgot where... he's purty good)... well, i'm fine with the guy is older than the girl........ not the girl older than the guy.... but vvhatevererly..... i don't want anybody born before'84 cuz my cousin is born '83 and it would be vvierd to date someone older than my cousin.... nor after '88... cuz my other cousin is born in '89 and that'll be awkward for me too... it's just me i guess.. but vvhatever..... that's just a preference, it doesn't have to be like that..... CRAP!.... just read my previous blog... they're all infatuations.....
i dont' feel like goin' to prom... cuz seriously... i can't dance..... i'm not comfortable swingin' my body..... i'm more of the behind the scenes guy..... i'm more into movies than music... music es all good... and my only dance move is headbangin' or just boppin' my head to the music... but the slow songs r the easiest.. derr.... just hold ur gal and sway..... and if ur close friends, ur bodies'll be close..... and if ur not... u can fit 2 more people in between and play London Brigde is Falling Down..... KAKA HEAD!.. .blah head.....
triple life style... difficult tis es


c-ya:-)


-j

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