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:: Wednesday, February 12, 2003 ::
LECTURES SUCK! but they're good for ya.... being reminded.. i hate that too... but it'll stop being annoying if ya just do it...... u don't tell someone their problems? how do u expect them to change.... TELL THEM straight up! now, don't say it agressively, cuz then that negates it.... just tell them!!! Who cares if u hurt their feelings, u want them to change for the better.. and if they feel like it? they'll change.... trust me... ahhh the word trust.... so much depends on it....
PCN, PCN, PCN
Frankly, (who's frank?) i don't care about it.... i dont' care how it's run, controlled, practiced, or anything...but i do care about it's worth, meaning, and about having FUN!!!
It is fun, but is its worth and meaning being applied? on the side, yes ~~~ eh..... sure.. vvhatever but is it being productive? not too sure... it doesn't seem like it to me... the workers r restless... not tired, but not working to their full potential. today is February.... May is when it begins yes?... how u schedule... don't care... but it's not settled... it's not stable... STABLE IT... within the time frame.... find out who's in, who's out.... make dues and get it over with... be lenient, then take 'em out (nicely,....:-P).. and other clinks that need to be worked out...
I do not know about the other side of the group (but i'm there for u galz too), but from what i see (i am not omniscient), there r 2 halves.... the yin an the yang... only that this yin yang isn't together...BLAH! stupid example ok!
there's 2 people.... the complainer and .. not the pascifist, but a passive....One good quality.... he's initiative, straight, bold, experienced.... but his attitude and path of accomplishment needs work.... he may not agree... that's fine... but if he wants the criticism to stop... u have to change.... not totally... just the jinx....
The other.... friendly guy, man.... he's a kewl guy, no complaints, wants to make it fun,.... but he's not taking initiative.... when asked, he seems like he doesn't care... he does, but it's not showing enough to convince me.... no motion to this situation... if u don't know, then find out... u have the power, make use of it... accepted the position... make use of it. both needs to combine forces...
COMMUNICATION AND PLANNING R KEY ELEMENTS... from MY experience, tis es true...
but.... they do communicate, but neither wants or is apathetic to talk about it... if they do, it's not enough... too brief, too vague, no detail in which assumptions r made.
This is what gots to happen...(i'm not forcing, i'm telling it annoyingly )
one is well-rounded... very well-rounded, ... too well-rounded??? u know what ur getting into.. if u dont' know... more than one person is telling u.... ur not listening? listen... if u r? then get it right, and see, - they wouldn't be telling u unless they wanted u to change so that u become likeable to them. . . . (or they're just telling u to make u feel bad ~ in which case u could ignore it, but then pressure builds up inside, and grudges form) , if u do, talk to peeps, like me... doesn't have to be me... but one who can back up what they say. there's more to say...(but doesn't need to be said here... i could but i have to start HW sometime soon... maybe... if ever... neBermind)
the other... take action and show it.... need help?... i'll suggest to u on what to do, if u agree, how u do it is up to u... i'll guide ya... if u don't agree speak ur mind!!! do not stay quiet... do not stay quiet... speak it out.... it's just boiling if u leave it alone
i can be ur wingman anytime.
STORYTIME: ( i read this, not my story.. when i read it... it was like.. eh... i still think it's eh.. .but UUU read it)
a Man and his Boy was going into town a far ways ahead to sell their last Donkey and look for work... the Man and the Boy lead the Donkey on it's leash... a man walked by them saying" Make use of the donkey, Man... it's what it's for!" The Man, said ok, so he rode the Donkey and the Boy lead them....
A woman came by... "U heartless, sir... let ur Boy ride the donkey, be a man and u lead them" So the Man got off and let the Boy ride. and he lead.
A group of men saw them and said "R u tired, sir? y don't both of u ride the donkey. That's what its purpose is for anyway!" So the Man rode the Donkey along with his Boy.
A lil girl said.. " Aww poor donkey!!.. get off him and u carry him..." they got off, but they couldn't get a hold on the donkey well.. the Man and Boy chopped off a tree and got rope.... they tied the donkeys legs with the rope to the tree and carried it upside down..
as they were crossing through a cliff. they settled the Donkey down...... The Donkey, on it's side wanted to get up... but couldn't... so it floundered and went off the cliff and perished... The Man and Boy lost they're means of selling the Donkey... (vveird eh?)
What's the point?
the moral is: U can't please everyone, in the end, u'll lose everything
....Entiresting, very.... my response to what i just learned :
"freak it", now i'm really posting this because it hurts.. not me... no pain, no gain right? i'm happy ur all mad at me!! i really am... but i'm disappointed that u don't tell me... i really am...
I'm the outside guy watching over. I'm not God. God isn't here. vvell.... He is, but i don't know. if u want to know, ask Him, He knows... anyway... i'm the neutral guy... the realist... i don't agree with anyone to the full extent, unless otherwise noted...... u think i'm serious? about the program, a lil, but not significantly a lot... about all'ya'alls reputations...? yeah, others may not, u may not and stuff but screw them,.. i care about there opinions, but i don't talk about it unless it's too radical(,dude.. heh heh)... my job... i'm no peace-maker... although peace could (not should) result from understanding...
Understand each other...
I'm BATMA17, and psychologists r gay cuz they want money....
( on another note, Heard a story if u could kill innocense (thanx dictionary.com! innocense is a white and lavender to pale-blue flowers grow in perfect rings of widely spaced bands around the stems forming a kind of pagoda; California) i meant... if u could kill innocents to save many lives,... would u?... recently on 24, the guy told where the bomb is so as to save his children from dying... he's a terrorist and he said his job is for Allah(God)...... the situation was that he was tied up. on the TV he was forced to watch, the good guyz tied up his family and threatened to kill them... they did kill one of them... but it was a fake. the bad guy didn't know. If he has strong feelings for Allah, then he wouldn't have told the bomb and his family would have died.... but he failed "Allah" and told where the bomb was.... and save his family
just like.... err. is it Abraham?
God told Abraham to kill his own son... Abraham reluctantly was in the act of doing the job... but (luckily?) God stopped him......
so since the bad guy didn't do his job, was it meant to be... i guess.... wait.. a lot of ideas came to mind on this... so... whoa can't type fast... anyway, another story... in Mr. Mesta's class last year, a story was told.. whether or not to kill an innocent child just to save many.... after all the accusations and evidence, if that one survived... there would be everlasting peace, if that one died out of persecution and stuff,... there would be lasting peace, for only 200 years or something like that... so it's really like trust, and.. instinct?.. so does that mean Jesus should have lived? and then there was peace? instead of Jesus dying, and giving a temporary peace... vvhatever.. blah blah blah... there's a lot more about it,, but just reflect on vvhatever vvhat not things i've said.. or typed... :-P )
if u said u don't agree with me... bi0tchin' about it won't make it better... tell me... and back it up... otherwise.. u know i'm right...
cuz i'm BATMA17.. that's it .. what more can i say?
c-ya:-)
-j
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