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:: Monday, March 31, 2003 ::
Don't underestimate the Fortune Cookie...
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 7:29 PM [+] ::
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:: Sunday, March 30, 2003 ::
"u should be looking for someone to the prom, man,... i did... good thing i found someone early."
"provided her parents will let her go with u... which i think they will, ya'know?......... ......... yeah, i know,... i should be looking but i'm not..."
y don't i just ask alot of girls and have all of them go with me at the same time... AHHAHA... no...
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 11:27 AM [+] ::
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:: Saturday, March 29, 2003 ::
good night, good night...
g'night...
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 12:40 AM [+] ::
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:: Friday, March 28, 2003 ::
i'm a neutral guy,... i can get conPusing, which i agree... But there r infinite possibilities to any situation, i just try to name them all,... sorry all
infatations, all infatuations...
*thumbs up!!!...
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 12:02 AM [+] ::
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:: Wednesday, March 26, 2003 ::
the dream i just had...
OK so i was wearing a pillow case pinned across my neck and wearing it like a cape, and it was windy outside... So i go outside and let the wind let my cape flutter up... then i run with the wind and the cape is flying over my head while i run... A couple of kids r outside and they're like kewl... and try to follow me... They ask me somethin', but i didn't hear... while running i turn around... the kid stops and tells his other friends, "He's talkin' on the phone."... but i wasn't, i didn't even have my earpiece or my cellphone with me... but i didn't stop i just kept running... then i run around the block swiftly like on my nightly patrols and the sun is going down... I notice a lot of cable guyz, and phone guyz... SBC Pacific Bell, Verizon, and their vans... and i'm like... ooook.... so i run around the cornor of my block, and another van pulls up and turns off his engine (he parked on my side of the street with the car facing me & driver side near the sidewalk)... He comes out,,... I'm running past him, and somethin' about his face isn't right... He looks like Joel the Announcer from Conan O'Brien Show... he says, " There's a lot of guyz [cable/phone guyz] out here right now. " and i say, "yup, ...." and i continue to run... he had the old guy, nice guy face, but somethin' about him wasn't right.... so i continue to run and get to an intersection... no one is really outside and the sun is goin' down..... i turn around and see that guy looking at me and walking back to his van... i guess he was finished.... Then i jog back.... and now the van is on the right side of the street, but the passenger side is nearest to the sidewalk.... somehow i get inside the van, and i was goin' to exit through the passenger window,... as i was goin' to... D-Money comes out past left side of me and out the window first... as he walks away he says, "Careful, Sushi, there's a lot of vvierdos one after another." (meaning after killing one bad guy, another will come out)...".. and i say, "yeah..." and i thought of zelda .... but anyway i look around after he said this and walked away... then i try to drop down from the van's window. my right leg was free, but somehow my left got caught on the seatbelt and pinning my leg against the car door/window.... so it didn't hurt, but i couldn't figure out how to set my foot free... the man finishes whatever he was doing from the back of his van... he looks at me and has the same smirk on his face... he comes around the driver's side, and i can still see him looking at me through the van's windows... he gets into the car... he was goin' to drive off with my leg caught... so i get myself back into the car and release my foot from the seatbelt... i look outside the van and we're just pulling out of the curb... i turn to look at the "Joel" and his left hand is on the wheel, he's looking at me with a knife, blade down, in his right hand.... He stabs me in left side of my gut... just where the ribcage ends... i bent forward, and realize... hey this doesn't hurt.. .ya know why? cuz i'm BATMA17 and my superpowers prevented the knife to penetrate my skin (remember: BATMAN and BATMA17 r different people... BATMAN is the comic books, BATMA17 is me)... so i take out the knife away from his hand and i lunge the knife into his neck... so yeah, alright kewlio... but then the man turns out to be my DAD... so es like WTF??? whoops!!! oh no.... so i take out the knife but there's no wound or blood or anythin... it just looks like my dad is in a grouchy mood, but not specifically mad at anybody... so it turns into the old,but recent van (i've had 2 vans, the first one got stolen when i was in 4th grade.... the recent one was just traded in in January.) my dad parks in front of our house. He shows me something... i don't know what the heck though... like we have to put glass in a light bulb.. so he takes a light bulb, unscrews it so that u can put stuff in it... takes a Corona bottle and puts that in a pipe, and the sticks the bulb at the end of the pipe... the purpose was to break the corona bottle inside the pipe and let it slide into the light bulb... we couldn't just break the bottle because then shards of glass would be everywhere, that's what the pipe was for..... so then he does that and puts the light bulb where is was and lights it.... then i takes in this satellite/weather balloon inside the house... i don't know y, but for some reason we had 2 more around the block, so i asked, "u want me to get the one.... (somewhere)?"... and he's like "no, that's ok.".... and then
i wake up...
entiresting, very..... i feel like i missed somethin' but i can't remember it. i think it was somethin' about a girl from Footloose... but i can't really remember who what or somethin'... vvhatever....
ummm... yes... ,, nah i won't say here. i'll just tell those who ask for one... alrighty...
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 7:22 PM [+] ::
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:: Sunday, March 23, 2003 ::
RIP, gumshoes...
Our great Chief (aka Lynne Thigpen) has passed away recently.
She has taken the time to stop the undastardly kleptomaniac Carmen Sandiego and her band of V.I.L.E.
Also seen from movies and TV roles. I remember her as Grandma Walker from the movie BLANKMAN...
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 8:29 PM [+] ::
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:: Saturday, March 22, 2003 ::
i ponder, wonder, construe, think, analyze of what we do... Multiple events happen today... what made us choose the way we do, especially if ur actions is not on a normal basis with u...
Party, Dance, Play, Eat, Vagabond, Drive, Help, Home, Sleep, Bored, Excited, Hurt, Scared, Secrets, Sick...
All these happened tonight, but not to one person.
What is ur fellow _________ doin' right now..... ENTIRESTING, VERY...
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 2:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Tuesday, March 18, 2003 ::
Breathing hard, can't sleep.....
u know y??? i'll tell u freakin' y...... cuz i'm neutral... peeps want me to choose a side,.. i can, if i want to....but no.... i'm not on or the other,.. i'm a lil bit of everyone and everything.... more usually than others.... that's y.... it's eating , churning me,........ damnz it'a lllsa'''klsjklsj ok..... that's y..... i can't... or not willing to.... i should or could, but what..... it's in the middle,... in the middle of time.... that's y it takes years to develop.... i'm in the middle of it... id on't know when.... Jesus,.... from 12 to 30 to develop .. BATMAN,..... from 8 to 24 to develp... takes year.s... dttakes years.... ..... yeah... that's what it is... or not just thinking clearly .. or am i not...... ifnoracne i sblishs...... ummm knowing all isn't everything...... knowledge is power....... how much power can one take....... reed..... suffering.... both, neither, somethin' else....... what can be done....... seriously,i 'm not lookin' at what i'm ty[ping... i'm just typing and my eyes r closed and my head laying a against the moniter and typing fast and the room i sdark and my breath is... soemthin' and i don't care.... AHHH:-( .. ... . what the freaks-in-a-mythologies....... fantasy world.... mixed with the real wordld... somethin' or somethin' or jus ttotally wrong....i don't know anymore, bruce..... bruce almighty,.. ha ha don' tkinow do i care? yes, but whatdo i do...... everyone CAN, but who DOES?!?!??!../. i am the psh that makes UUU movie.... i am th ewings that ... wait i am the wind beneath uUR wings..... i am the MILK to URR Moon........ i do everything.... for UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU and uu and u u u u and u..... ummmmm *scratch head... umm............. ...
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... yeah, that's what i thought, yo..lor not....bleh
somethin' is a muck and i'm feelin' it in the head and.....body, but it's in the head somewhere out there... somethin' somethin' somethin(Fieval song... ya'know Fieval.. that Mouse that stows away to America) now that's kewlio yo... .tight anal movie.... uhahh blah.... y..... y... oh yeah... yeah.... umm neutral... i' not one... or the other... io' m both... i'm everything.... not one whole
one made from a lil bit of everything and that everything i snot sufficient with others...... yeah, that's what i thoguht... 'gnight yo dag yo... yeah, that's what i thought
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 7:30 PM [+] ::
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entiresting, very...
-Yay, it's over, but another feat appears...
--UUU, break the cycle, unless u want that thrill
---sorry, dag, but i've warned ya,... kinda, ya'know?...
--till the end, shall regret not practicing what is preached...
-till that time, shall mistakes be made, but will it be known?
dag...
word...
yeah, that's what i thought, ...yo
"Have u ever had a girlfriend?"
"no."
"y not?"
"... ... "
"who do u like?"
"i like everyone... ... ... everyone is just... ...is my friends."
bring on the c-%&^*$*&
I am away, the outcast of this world.
To live how I live is an onus.
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 6:25 PM [+] ::
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:: Monday, March 17, 2003 ::
i noticed i like working at night... i should patrol a lil less, and do my work... hey, i can't be everywhere at once, but I WILL be there if u trust me and call me name in a life and death situation... sooooo... so back to old habits of less sleep :-/ i guess that's somewhat bad... :-( ...ummmm i miss eating in my room, i shall do that too... which i am currently... ok... ummm but sleeping habits.. damit what do i do...
don't fall asleep behind the wheel.....
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 11:12 PM [+] ::
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an excerpt from 100 blogs ago: Oct. 30, 2002...
Seriously, my preference is harder music (not too hard, but hard)... not really soft.... unlike da POP TEEN IDOLS out there.... they just over exaggerate their music.. it's crap.... they say they have it bad, but i don't believe it's that heart-breaking.... it's just out for the white girls..... hmmmm maybe i don't 100% mean it that way, but vvhatever... Christina Aguilera was kewl, but now she's gettin' too ghetto......... i do Not really like HipHop or Rap..... there r exceptions to those though........ some have really good rythm to it... Punk is gettin' old and some of them r gettin' too much like da POP TEEN IDOLS out there.... Ex. New Found Glory.... talkin' about love... how love hurts, how you don't need her/him to love.. blah blah blah...... F IT... i'll let fate choose that for me...... I gots no time to waste anymore on that shiznets, i'll let it come when it does come. Right now, I'm concentratin' on my own shiznets...... i'm not goin' to deny it, i do get lonely, but hey..... that's what friends r there for... to kick it with u.... as for a special gfriend.... i have no one in mind.... i need it, but not to the point where i cry over it.... i dislike when peeps use their profiles to say OH HOW SAD AND SHIZNETS... well dang.... it's not a MOVIE..... ur all corrupt by the ideals of a happy ending, tragic ending, romantic ending movie!!! hard to get away from movies now, but it's hard to say ur not influenced by it..... i am, but at least i know what reality is....shoot stop spreading the guilt and sorrow.... move on,... dont' wonder just do...... but think first... dont' wonder... dont' waste time... ask and get ur answer.... don't get frusterated if u don't like the answer. u asked and u got ur answer... if u demand, well, yeah, it shows initiative, and if u use the right moves and tone of voice u might impress them but dang.... that's risky.....also..... just be urself... compromise with the other..... that's what it's all about... sacrifice a little, get a little, and maybe get more than what u want...... well, anyhoot....i should practice what i preach, but i don't cuz i don't have anythin' or anyone to practice on.... but what really annoys me are Proms... F IT...... it's supposed to be fun.... it should be one big party.... Proms are like... its' an obligation to stay with ur date... just to be courteous and all.... that sux... if ur date sux, the whole night sux, but if u have to choose wisely u may have an OK night(just cuz u wasted ur time by "choosing wisely")... but if u do, u may not get who u want (it backfires) and u might as well just stay home or be a stag.... a group of stags r kewl cuz ur not alone and ur in packs.... nothin' can bother u cuz ur with a bigger group... but what i'm sayin' is ... y does proms have to be so .... not formal, but ... y do u have to ask someone out to go to a formal? cuz it's formal, cuz u ask someone out... that's what bothers me. if u kick it that special guy and girl... great! no one will bother u if u show some PDA, not too much PDA(that's just dang, ur makin' peeps who feel bad already feel worse)...but those who choosessomeone, not as great as u wanted it to be, well, ur one night that's supposedly big, isn't anymore....... and to those who always complain about not having someone, shut it and just be a stag.... go with a group of stags of course but hell.... yeah well... its' still months before then.... sooooo vvhatevers..... things change..... i MAY oppose what i say on this in the future but yea.... i was kinda repetitive before, but i'm just tryin' to say what i say.....
yuP,... that's a part of it... and i still feel somewhat the same way... i'll continue to let fate do the work... (i watched Signs and i believe in that shiznets ~ things happening for a reason.)
yuP, i don't cray (*i mean cry, i always put the letter 'a' dammit) over it... out loud... :-P F Prom, not in a bad way... heh heh?
yuP, yuP
just another form of PROcrastination
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 8:08 PM [+] ::
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Approx 4 min. ago:
My dad asks how was my date to sadies... i said to ask An, my sis... She knows her and her brother and their family... she pretty much did the talkin'... then:
my sister asks, so who r u goin' to take to prom. in my head, hmmmm, i'm goin' to blog about this... everytime they mention prom and the times i have no (not feelings, but) ... i have lil care for it so i says, the usual, i don't know.... then my sis goes, y don't u take that girl Diana... i go Who?.... then she reminded me... It was that District girl who posts a significant number of posts on the District message board... so i'm like hell no... not that i don't like her, but she'll.... err. .. hella (haha!)criticize the music... Ha.. funny!... seriously!!!.... ok... that's enough
prom? blah bleh bleeh blah blue...
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 6:51 PM [+] ::
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hmmm... ur the leaders... if u tell them, they will come. make use of it. It doesn't sound mean, unless they say so. Yeah, that's what i thought. When u say u dont' care, Y did u beg to become leader. Everyone should be informed, otherwise, i agree, Ignorance is Bliss,... or heartbreaking.
i've said it before, and i'll annoy again(cuz the way to stop annoyance is to do what is asked the first time around)... Plan ahead, communicate more. Time is the only thing that cannot be beat... at this time. Ur either with it, or without it.
What r ya gonna do? *shrug
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 10:31 AM [+] ::
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:: Friday, March 14, 2003 ::
Watched Tears of the Sun with Monica Bellucci... oh yeah...
I liked it cuz people didn't like it... it was slow pace, dark, and... non violent.... somewhat realistic in my opinion
I liked it cuz people didn't like it... i noticed that it was primarily to open minds (or refresh) than to entertain...
I liked it cuz people didn't like it... i'm not into the oh GOD, christian vs. other religions and stuff... but vvhatevers.
I liked it cuz people didn't like it... Monica Bellucci is a hot one...
I liked it cuz people didn't like it... it's really just me and my other friends, but we have a way of getting something serious or little comments from the movie and make it into something vety, vety, vety funny... PRIME MOVIE EXAMPLE: The ROCK.
then watched a lil bit of the ending of The Two Towers... kinda sleepy and i still have work to do... damz it all, i need sleep, ... too much sleep... must work...
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 12:10 AM [+] ::
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:: Monday, March 10, 2003 ::
being apathetic is so much easier... towards school
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 10:02 PM [+] ::
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call and say hello...
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 9:58 PM [+] ::
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i did not adhere to my psychological warning... kinda likea spidersense... just now... my mother closed the garage door, my car was a bit to close... scratch on the front side... sux a bunch... my trebuchet can only reach a max of Approx. 26 feet... no more...
but i'm still happy, the day will go on, the dayz will go on... and now, i found my BATMAN cape, belt, and mask!!! I thought my mom gave it away but nope!!!. i'm happy... yay..... and did u know that Sadies is Saturday?... what do i do?... seriously, honestly, what do i do?
vvhatever...
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 9:14 PM [+] ::
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Entiresting Weekend, Very...
Friday, Saturday, Sunday..... today.....
entiresting, very...
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 7:23 PM [+] ::
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:: Saturday, March 08, 2003 ::
Entiresting Friday, very...
I tried to put our contraption into my car... but dang it.. wouldn't fit vvell, i was kinda hurrying myself too... but hey! i figured out how to put down the rear seat... so at school it was purty fun.... 4th period Theatre.. just played cards all class cuz Mr. Lang is workin' on the Footloose lighting.... ummmm... 5th period, just free period, watched others and helped some with there contraption machinery , while my group just watched and studied,... and yeas, i feel somewhat disappointed... vvhat r u gonna do? *shrug..... 6th period... regular class, but i got a note from Vice Principle Linares that i got Sat. DT... BS!!! i'm BATMA17.. i don't receive petty consequences... when class was over i straightened it out.... some others were wrongly accused too.... i was supposedly ditched 5th period... vveird... that's physics.. i'm always there.... ok then...
School, after school, i scoured the El Dorado Park.... i don't know if our leaders checked into that... but hey, I'm Public Relations... i walked around, talked around.... Looked into the building center,... they said yes, we can practice in the building BUT it's being remodeled... and the funds have been rare, so it's goin' slow... i got a simple map from them about the Duck Pond... i was in the wrong side of the street..... but i went there .. checked it out... it's fine.. vvhatevers... some shade. and there's DUCKIES... ok. .. so... after that went home.... no more powderpuff game, sux a bunch... vvell, i was freakin' tired but worked on Batapult. didn't work very well... tried till around 6:00, still a failure damz it all.... then BeckerMan and Jacob went home... Bought Taco Bell(i ate meat.. oh vvell), first time to put food in my car... for myself...,..,...,.,. sooo.. i was in the drive thru and the black lady was like What the F?... u got some fu--in' batman sticker on top of yo car... i'm like "yeah, (smile) thanx.".... good food... after that directly went with my sister, Alex, and Mike to the Cerritos mall...... saw some Panda Kids (-OO-)and other joes and Bosconians...... yuP, yuP ... then onward to Long Beach Town Center around 9:00.... wanted to watch Tears of the Sun (hmmm... Monica Bellucci),... but it next started at 10:10..... watched Shanghai Knights (thanx many many times Monica).... it was gooood.... some things u just have to accept in the movie... cuz.. it's a Jackie Chan movie... vvhat else do u expect?...... now i'm home... and i'm STILL in my Bosco Uniform.... hmmm... smelly goody....
ok... tomorrow.. today.... ummm PCN i guess and then District show.. might as well ... gotta plan for Trebuchet(seems like it would work better).... X-Mas Video... and Hard Drive... Eeyore.... things to note for myself....
anyhoo... to the Duck Pond, for those unknown:
605 South...
Exit Willow St...
Left on Studebaker (first intersection)...
Left side is Duck Pond, Enter fist available left turn...
Follow pathway... Dead end is Parking Lot, can't get lost...
BATMA17 shall be there, along with.... uhh... vvhatevers...
it best be the right one, cuz there's only one duck pond on Willow and Studebaker..... AND... i vvonder.... all of u who read this... were u previously formally informed about PCN... or was it random word by mouth.... just wonderin' is all.......hmmmm mmmm
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 12:20 AM [+] ::
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:: Thursday, March 06, 2003 ::
i vow, promise to uphold everything... i need to get things done this weekend... please let me get these things done and not be lazy..... FREAKS-IN-A-MYTHOLOGIES!!!
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 11:32 PM [+] ::
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:: Wednesday, March 05, 2003 ::
Trust..... a word hard to accept ~ understandably...
Ask for help, receive help when the goin' gets tough... BATMA17 (or any other fellow good-doers) r willing to help...
Sadly... i saw someone on the freeway exit stuck... Yes, i wanted to help... But i knew (i hope i knew) i didn't have the resources to help them... would they have trusted me, a stranger?
vvell, i'm not stranger to u... unless u entered this site, ... vvierdly... any hoo...
I'm BATMA17, i can save u anytime...
Seatbelts...
PANDA KIDS!!!
-OO-
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 7:31 PM [+] ::
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:: Monday, March 03, 2003 ::
Which Animaniacs Character are You? "You are inquisitive to the point of getting trampled, run over, and blinded, on a daily basis. "
"Why.....?"
"It could be due to your scientific nature. You long to learn how things work."
"Why.....?"
"Because you really like to know things, but are prone to getting hurt."
"Why.....?"
"Because, if it wasn't for others generally taking the fall for you, you might well be dead by now! Remember, curiosity is great, but it also killed the cat. Well, in this case, the dog, Buttons, would probably be more appropriate."
"Okay, lady, I love you, bu-bye!"
:: j 12:13 AM [+] ::
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:: Sunday, March 02, 2003 ::
had other adventures, but they're not ... i dont' feel like writing it, all right?!?!?!
ok... just thought about it: Last time i went to Disneyland was even before they start promoting California Adventures.... hmmmmm........... maybe 8th grade is when i last went there... crazy shiznets...
Knotts.... haven't been there since.... somewhere between Freshman and Sophmore year..... geez
Six Flags... haven't been there since.......... a long anal time ago... maybe Approx. December of.... that one year my cousins visited... geez, louis,....
Universal..... haven't been there since my other cousins visited..... Approx.......... wow... maybe 13 years old.. dam... haven't been anywhere for a long anal time.....
i remember one summer year... we practically went to Disneyland, and/or Knotts, and/or Six Flags, every week... that was crazy shiznets...... geez... long anal time ago... vvow...
that last... "amusement park" i've been to was........ HA!.. San Diego Zoo... July '01 i think...........
where did i go august '99?..... hmmm i think that was.. uhh knotts.... man.... vvell...
back in the day i used to collect ALL TICKET STUBS... the first was.... i think Mortal Kombat: Annhilation... that was like what grade..?.7th?. to.... 9th grade... September... cuz i remember not keeping the stub for The Excorcist.... the place were i kept it was ripping apart cuz of too many stubs............ crazy shiznets.... kinda likea freaks-in-a-mythologies..... alrighty..... treb ur sh-- or cat my pult,..... here i come... after i sleep
g'night
oh yeah!!! I BEAT FFVIII... happy and sad, cuz now i have nothin' to do.. i'm experiencing withdrawal symptoms...... i have lots of stuff to do, but i'm not gettin' to it... damn it!!! lazy anal pieces of shiznets...... ok ummmmmm and GOD BLESS MR. FRED MCFEELY ROGERS ~ Good man, good man...
PANDA KIDS!!!
-OO-
c-ya:-)
-j
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