:: Dnubirom .....reverof dna dne eht tilnu won ::

:: Monday, March 17, 2003 ::

an excerpt from 100 blogs ago: Oct. 30, 2002...

Seriously, my preference is harder music (not too hard, but hard)... not really soft.... unlike da POP TEEN IDOLS out there.... they just over exaggerate their music.. it's crap.... they say they have it bad, but i don't believe it's that heart-breaking.... it's just out for the white girls..... hmmmm maybe i don't 100% mean it that way, but vvhatever... Christina Aguilera was kewl, but now she's gettin' too ghetto......... i do Not really like HipHop or Rap..... there r exceptions to those though........ some have really good rythm to it... Punk is gettin' old and some of them r gettin' too much like da POP TEEN IDOLS out there.... Ex. New Found Glory.... talkin' about love... how love hurts, how you don't need her/him to love.. blah blah blah...... F IT... i'll let fate choose that for me...... I gots no time to waste anymore on that shiznets, i'll let it come when it does come. Right now, I'm concentratin' on my own shiznets...... i'm not goin' to deny it, i do get lonely, but hey..... that's what friends r there for... to kick it with u.... as for a special gfriend.... i have no one in mind.... i need it, but not to the point where i cry over it.... i dislike when peeps use their profiles to say OH HOW SAD AND SHIZNETS... well dang.... it's not a MOVIE..... ur all corrupt by the ideals of a happy ending, tragic ending, romantic ending movie!!! hard to get away from movies now, but it's hard to say ur not influenced by it..... i am, but at least i know what reality is....shoot stop spreading the guilt and sorrow.... move on,... dont' wonder just do...... but think first... dont' wonder... dont' waste time... ask and get ur answer.... don't get frusterated if u don't like the answer. u asked and u got ur answer... if u demand, well, yeah, it shows initiative, and if u use the right moves and tone of voice u might impress them but dang.... that's risky.....also..... just be urself... compromise with the other..... that's what it's all about... sacrifice a little, get a little, and maybe get more than what u want...... well, anyhoot....i should practice what i preach, but i don't cuz i don't have anythin' or anyone to practice on.... but what really annoys me are Proms... F IT...... it's supposed to be fun.... it should be one big party.... Proms are like... its' an obligation to stay with ur date... just to be courteous and all.... that sux... if ur date sux, the whole night sux, but if u have to choose wisely u may have an OK night(just cuz u wasted ur time by "choosing wisely")... but if u do, u may not get who u want (it backfires) and u might as well just stay home or be a stag.... a group of stags r kewl cuz ur not alone and ur in packs.... nothin' can bother u cuz ur with a bigger group... but what i'm sayin' is ... y does proms have to be so .... not formal, but ... y do u have to ask someone out to go to a formal? cuz it's formal, cuz u ask someone out... that's what bothers me. if u kick it that special guy and girl... great! no one will bother u if u show some PDA, not too much PDA(that's just dang, ur makin' peeps who feel bad already feel worse)...but those who choosessomeone, not as great as u wanted it to be, well, ur one night that's supposedly big, isn't anymore....... and to those who always complain about not having someone, shut it and just be a stag.... go with a group of stags of course but hell.... yeah well... its' still months before then.... sooooo vvhatevers..... things change..... i MAY oppose what i say on this in the future but yea.... i was kinda repetitive before, but i'm just tryin' to say what i say.....


yuP,... that's a part of it... and i still feel somewhat the same way... i'll continue to let fate do the work... (i watched Signs and i believe in that shiznets ~ things happening for a reason.)
yuP, i don't cray (*i mean cry, i always put the letter 'a' dammit) over it... out loud... :-P F Prom, not in a bad way... heh heh?
yuP, yuP
just another form of PROcrastination


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 8:08 PM [+] ::
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