:: Dnubirom .....reverof dna dne eht tilnu won ::

:: Tuesday, April 29, 2003 ::

i have found the problem,... the clink... the jinx that Procrastination has put upon me... It has controlled me for too long... and it controls me through which i type upon right now... For now,
c-ya:-) AIM
c-ya:-) Blogger
c-ya:-) Kazaa
c-ya:-) any sort of games
c-ya:-) ..uhhh. what else do i do that distracts me?...
c-ya:-) thinking process?... :-/ nooo...
but hey... dammit, i have to... I MUST OREGONIZE MY SHIZNETS...
i'll tell u somethin'... i was supposed to supply Mr. Alo with some Footloose scenes by TODAY!!! and it's almost 3:30 AM and i haven't done ANYTHING AT ALL!!!... crap this shiznets, yo... i gotta do stuff; important stuff... i played StarCraft up to till just 5 min. ago and i have to ... heh... start my Lent season... I DON'T KNOW BUT I GOTTA DAMMIT!!! I HAVE TO...
e-mail me or call me if need be...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 3:32 AM [+] ::
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grrr...
i don't have any will power...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:28 AM [+] ::
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i'll keep this short...

I believe prom shouldn't be wear u ask and feel obligated to stick with ur date all night...
I think of too much things... unnecessary things in order to not do "priority" work...
I try and make myself cry because i don't cry often enough...
A hero should hope to never fight...
Sacrifices made, mistakes made, pushes things far away...
I should practice what i preach...
Now i miss PI... :-P
I hate school, i hate the fact of time passing by where we all grow up / contradicting, yes?
There's always enough time, i just don't make the use of it...
Do i hide behind a mask, or is it a beacon of help?...
Would i really do more if i could never sleep, or just waste more time?...
If ur goin' super fast, would ur eyes comprehend what's passing by or would u see everything slow?...
Quantum Physics <~~ Whooaaa...
... ... ...
yeah, that's what i thought,... yo...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:18 AM [+] ::
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*leaning head against arm and hand...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:32 PM [+] ::
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I AM THE BEST PROCRASTINATOR IN THE WORLD!!!
THAT SUX!!!


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:15 PM [+] ::
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i think the reason y i'm goin' slow on Footloose video is cuz i liked it so much i don't want it to end...
awww corny shiznets... :-P


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 6:14 PM [+] ::
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i want my some of my thoughts to come true...

*note to self: create story about a hero's sacrifice ...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 6:09 PM [+] ::
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Go to prom... o k
Ask anyone... o k
Do IT!!!... o k
We'll help u... o k
Go stag... o k
I know someone... o k
but she can leave u when u get there... o k
prom this... o k
prom that... o k
now this... o k
now that... o k
u don't have to go... o k
but u can if u want to... o k
go as a group... o k
drive urself... o k
come at the last minute; sneak in... o k


o k


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 2:51 PM [+] ::
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started reading blogs and xangas around 11:00 PM and now i'm finished at 1:36AM...
i still feel woozily oogily... not in the sickness kind of way... :-/
( f---in' school ... >:-{ )


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:36 AM [+] ::
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just wanted to say i'm feelin' kinda likea whoa right now... turbulence from the plane is makin' my head woozily and oozily... o and a day of my life is gone... Thursday the 17 is completly gone cuz i've been on the plane... geez... so many blogz and xangas to update and catch up on... sux a bunch i missed out and sorry if i wasn't able to save any of ya'll that needed savin'... but there's always GL and Iron Man...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:10 AM [+] ::
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Which Stupid Stereotype Are You?

this quiz was made by Erin



c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:26 PM [+] ::
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overall fun...
sux that less than 10 hours from now it's school,... got back about 2 hours ago...
ummmm ... if u want to know what happened read my mind and my thoughts cuz i just thought "hmmm... if i had a comp. and an internet connection now i would blog about... blah blah blah".... but since Approx 10 dayz has passed, i'm not goin' to write everything down... i'm just catchin' up on some stuff currently... i'll just talk about my cousins and stuff.. cuz now i remember all there names... yay... *ahem... SARS... o k... that'll be next time... i'm ... i'm talkin' with some of ya'all online right now... kewlio


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:32 PM [+] ::
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For this has gone, my mind and time.
So, hence, therfore, farewell,
And Ode to Joy to my health and...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 6:05 PM [+] ::
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Chantel Kreviazuk - Leaving On A Jet Plane lyrics

I'm... I'm...


All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye


But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die


So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go


'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go


I'm...



There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing


Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring


So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go


'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go


Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way


Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say...


Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go


'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go


And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go


But I'm leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
(Leaving) On a jet plane



c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:28 AM [+] ::
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~WHOA~~~~~
ask noel y... :-P


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:13 PM [+] ::
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Somewhere out there
Beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me
And loving me tonight

Somewhere out there
Someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another
In that big somewhere out there

And even though I know
How very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing
On the same bright star

And when the night wind
Starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping
Underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there
If love can see us through
Then we'll be together
Somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

And even though I know
How very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing
on the same bright star

And when the night wind
Starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping
Underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there
If love can see us through
Then we'll be together
Somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true...

~~brilliant~~

Fieval, An American Tale - Somewhere Out There


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:32 AM [+] ::
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Depression?...
or Anxiety?... entiresting, very


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:06 AM [+] ::
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sleep isn't satisfying anymore...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:53 PM [+] ::
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just stare ...


c-ya:-P. ... whoops


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 9:53 PM [+] ::
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geez, i just started feelin' all bleh ever since i was sick... maybe Depression slipped somethin' in my body when Sniffillis used it's sword and attacked me...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 9:11 PM [+] ::
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entiresting music, very...

ok... so walkin' down the vvhatever... alone? and have publicity?... and... livin' alone? sadly?... that'd be sweet... no it wouldn't... i've gotsta realize that... but... so? so what?... hmmm ok... but4 grrr...
it's a good thing... otherwise... ~whoa~... it would've been messed up... so much variety... ninga what?... damn shiznets shItzer crapsidies, yo... i guess... sacrifices? *cough... is it a sacrifice or a name i've given to make it sound kewl...???


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 7:11 PM [+] ::
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geez i've been bloggin' a lot!!!... if ur a newbie here, i usually don't post this much, but... i'm already feelin' homesick... i'm leavin' to PI on Wed. and i have lots to do till then... i'm not goin' to be able to finish FOOTLOOSE... i'm so dead, persay... i feel so down... so homesick... i wanna stay home for my last Easter Vacation in High School... man, i feel down... not even goin' to PCN... stayin' home... hurrying myself... overloading... then breakdown... and lay in bed thinkin'... wonderin'... ponderin'... construing... analyzin'... grrr... HA!... that's the word i've been readin' lately... grrr...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 6:49 PM [+] ::
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dude, dudette
so much to do... now I VEREALLY THINK I WON'T BE ABLE TO FINISH FOOTLOOSE BY WED...
sorry, ya'll...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 2:41 PM [+] ::
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DANG IT, BLOGGER, WORK!!! 6th try now... this was supposed to post 1 AM today...

damn it... it deleted... gotta start over...
ok went to Javier's 18th B-Day party... i went back to my car and cleaned stuff up... when i got out... Hakel, this girl Courtney, and Palmero were outside tellin' me I have to take Courtney home, cuz it was closin' in on 9:00 and her dad is really really strict so it twas an emergency... Palmero tagged along and Courtney was stressin' likea mother's freaker... so es kinda likea whoa... and i got lost and... all the goodiness...
ok this is what happened:
Approx. 8:50 PM ~ 605 South... 91 East... 5 South... Exit Brookhurst... u-turn...
drop off... u-turn... u-turn... 5 North... 91 West... Exit Alondra...
east on Alondra... past Valley View... u-turn... (Approx. 30 min. drive)
right on Woodruff... right on Rosecrans(too soon)... left through a neighborhood...
west on Foster... Dead End... u-turn... east on Foster... past Firestone... (Approx. 1 hr. drive)
u-turn... right on Studebaker... left on Imperial... past Woodruff Ave....
past Bellflower... u-turn... right on Bellflower... left on Foster... past Woodruff Ave....
right, left, le(cops!!!),... right... parallel park; hit curb... park... walk to house... Approx. 10:05 PM
vvell, i realized she left her bag in my car and vvell... whatdoyaknow... i have a new utility purse/bag... yayness!!! i still have it, yo... yo...
good times, good times...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 2:40 PM [+] ::
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I GET REALLY REALLY VEREALLY VEREALLY VEREALLY EMOTIONAL WHEN I WATCH FOOTLOOSE, OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN...
SO ES KINDA LIKEA CHILLZ ON MY BACK, YO... AND WATERY EYES... AND... AND MORE LAUGHS... AND ... *THUMBS UP,... YO...
and i catch myself watching the show over and over and over and over and over and over and over again... for tha laughs and the love and the awww... and ohhh and hahahahha and the *slap whoa... ouch... aray ko!!!... instead of edittin'... dude,... dudette... hard to tell if i'll finish in time by wed... serious, yo...
dag, yo... my camera is freakin' overheated, yo... but yeah, yo... entiresting, very... gettin' my mind off things... and time flies... yo


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 4:16 PM [+] ::
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i waste away my day and sleep... but not, for i am awake... in bed... under the covers...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:58 AM [+] ::
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GOOD GOSH!!!!! Power Rangers r so KEWL AGAIN!!!
freaks-in-a-mythologies...
so exciting...
but... white girl liking asian guy?... that's possible?


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:03 AM [+] ::
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KING KONG AIN' GO NOTHIN' ON ME!!!
... ok that had nothin' to do it with anythin' relly, but it just popped into mind....


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 4:32 AM [+] ::
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bring on the pain... bring it on .. just bring it... bring it...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 4:32 AM [+] ::
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... silence ...
sacrifices... be like God huh?... follow Jesus?... sacrifice to save others?... F THAT... if i would i could, but F THAT... OK SCRATCH that would could should busy-ness...
i would too... i will... but then what? huh? no one else to follow... so F THAT... I THINK HE SHOULD'VE STAYED ALIVE... and save those by not dying... / ... sacrificing... live to to see the day and alll that jazz shiznets, yo... screw that shiznets... F IT ALL... freakin' fraggin' A-HOLE...
mistakes all made,.... pushed uuuu away.... SO FAR AWAY!!!...
i like this feeling... or not? or not...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 4:23 AM [+] ::
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MAN!!! WOMAN... IN AND OUT OF BED HOW MANYTIMES??!??! THINKIN'..... debating to write or not...
ok... i see myself, if i don't do anything soon... a lonely rich guy... i dont' know about the rich... but i'd be walkin' to high places... alone... which is kewl to think about ... but (ow, my left eye is hurting)... but dag, yo... what the freaks-in-a-mythologies, ya'know?...geez
sacrifices, indeed... man, i really want to break this keyboard right now so i don't have to type anymore.... just smash it with my fist... i'm hungry... i need NEED NEED to start edittin' FOOTLOOSE dang it yo... i'm just l... dang.... F THIS SHIZNETS...
F THAT... F IT ALL... NOT UUU... *exhale ... i can' save everybody but u don't know, till i try...
i can save everyone else, but me........................................................................................???
everyone can, but who does?


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 4:21 AM [+] ::
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GEEZ TO WRITE, OR NOT TO WRITE??? I WAS ABOUT TO GO BACK TO SLEEP... BUT HECK,
WHAT I'M FEELIN' RIGHT NOW IS Y I DISLIKE FORMALZ... IT SHOULD BE LIKE THE PHILIPPINES, WHERE THE DANCES THERE R JUST LIKE... JUST GO... WHOEVER U SEE THERE, KEWLIO, YO... BUT HERE,... ES KINDA LIKEA... HAS TO BE A MAGICAL MOMENT... SHEESHUSMARIUSHOSEF...
RUINS THE MOMENT, THE MENTALITY OF THE MIND... screw that shiznets, yo...uck this shItzer...
some people ask... y does BATMAN have ROBIN, or BATGIRL?... reason being... no one can be alone... without those to talk to, u can get depressed and lonely... His family was takin' away from him... i guess u can say,... he's trying to build another family, a surrogate one, in which he's never had... to love and care as to be loved and cared...
dag yo... dag yo... dag yo...
i can't really say i only have 3 different aspects of my life... it's really 4,... though the 4orth shouldn't apply too much... but it's takin' it's toll... i can think, it.k
my legs r cold...
i should continue editting FOOTLOOSE... i was thinkin' of goin' out but i just stayed home... but instead of editting, i knocked out at liiike.... 8:somethin'PM... and i woke up about an hour ago...(2:56PM) no body is online... missed 4 calls,... whoops... wow... i'm leaving this place... then when i get back... i'll be darker... not personality-wise... probably... if it is personality-wise,... entiresting, very...*sighgrrrrrewer.....
i'm just sittin' here... i'm suprised to see no one online,... not even with an away message... today is saturday... things to do... sunday... things to do... things to do...
F school too... F it all... uck this shiznets...*faaart... 'scuse me... *scratch... so much time has been passing and i'm just thinkin' what else to type...
i watched PHONE BOOTH thursday... God works in mysterious ways... i like it... "the way to get a person's attention isn't to tap them on their shoulder, but to hit them upside the head with a sledgehammer"... i like that... :-D... i just didn't like the last comment before the movie ended,... all about the ringing phone and all... that didn't need to be there...
now what?
go back to sleep... or start editting for the day... i still have lots to go..o my goodness there's a lot to do... i dont' know if i can finish by wednesday now...:-( sorry all... es kewl i'm leavin' and all, but this is how i want to spent my last real vAcA. for high school? i was hopin' half there, half here... but noPe... man, i'm goin' to feel homesick i think...
dude,...... dudette... just thought about immigrants... so much high hopes comin' here to America,... and when they get here... it's still all about connections... they're still starting off... so what's so great?... they have there reasons...
i can sum up all my problems with this: i should practice what i preach ~ so who am i to say what to tell u... u don't have to do it, but, y'aknow, it's a suggetion... it's not the best... but there's a difference between helping u and choosing a difficult decision... trust me,... i'm the milk to URR moon...
ok... this is
but i confess... i don't have the answers... i don't know which way to gooo (currently with my situation... but i can help UUU still... so trust me)


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c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 4:10 AM [+] ::
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for some DIABOLOICAL REASOn... i feel kinda likea whoa... :-(...:-P
but,... entiresting, very... there's a time to be sad, there's a time to be happy,... but u can dance... DANCE!!!
~ yeah, i don't know the exact words, but hey... there's a time for eBeryting... i guess so, yo...
sacrifices, indeed...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 3:34 AM [+] ::
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i wants to blog about recent events, and... vent???... but i gotta OREGONize stuff... so yeah,.ummm dag yo.... busy ... guy.... umm...
entiresting, very...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:51 PM [+] ::
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lately, i've noticed:
"the best way we speak to the world, is through words on the WWW"
entiresting, very...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:06 PM [+] ::
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man, i've been bloggin' daily now... crazy shiznets... anyhooo...
it just brought to my attention that... geez, my cousins r gettin' older now.... 2 almost 14 year old girls... 2 almost 13 year old guyz... i mean whoa..... one pair is graduating 8th freakin' grade and the other will graduate the next year... man,... and they all seem so immature still.. i don't know y.... or somethin'
vvell, they're not immature, i know, but it just seems like, ... was i like that when i was there age?... geez, i remember 6,7,8 grade, and the.... drama....(dumb word to use, but anyhoow)..... and they're most likely experiencing the same things..... es like whoa... kinda likea whoa...
dude, i'm really summerizing how i feel about this, but es kinda likea whoa.. man... woman... whoa....
*look down, shake head..... look up = whoa, yo.... whoa...
they're startin' high school, and heck... i remember freshman year cuz es so recent, but far away, yo.... whoa, yo... whoa... and now they're gettin' into high school... whoa, yo... whoa... ya'know, es kinda likea whoa, when u watch someone so old or so young, and still think u know what u know... ya'know?..... man, my lolo and lola r here, and i don't know what they feel... cuz ALL of my family is at work or school... and they're here... watchin' TV or what not things...crazy shiznets.. sux a bunch... whoa, yo... whoa... and then my lil cousins... some so angel like and the other DEMONIC!!! WHOA, MAN... WHOA... but is the younger they start the better?... ya'know, get that phase of life over with... so then, the angel becomes WHOA, and the WHOA becomes an angel... kinda likea crazy shiznets, yo... whoa, man yo... whoa...
(i should be doin' my HW.. .but HA... anyway)
whoa, man yo... whoa

a lil bit about me...
(i'm openning up a bit... that's y the title of this site is the way it is...)
i feel somewhat distant from all my cousins... all my dad's side lives in Michigan or up north... My mom's side, vvell, the rest of her side moved here in CA in the past recent years, and the distant cousins r still in the Phil
==== OK sister just interrupted me: Terrie B... singer of My Ruin a Hard Rock band District has been playin' with (there shirts can be bought at Hot Topic... they're not well-known band, but they're like well in between wealthy-famous and underground music... mostly underground,.. i don't know i just listen, i dont' go into deep with music... i'm the movie guy... anyway..... my sis asks me how old she is... guessing, i say 28... no,higher, ... 38 yuP... my sister says" ISN't tHAT OLD?" ... in my mind... mixed ideas;, no set response.... thought it related to what i was just talkin' about kinda ====
... ok... and the distant cousins r still in the Philippines... vvell... let's see. .... (where should i start... i just deleted alot cuz i thought it would sound conPusing)
most of my ... ok... with my dad's side... simplest.... suprisingly my titas and titos (aunts, uncles)'s names r easy to remember... F A R M E R S... it just happened to be that way... Felecia, Annie, Renato(my dad), Marie, Edith, Roland, Stella.... Felicia, married to white guy: divorced, 2 children...'84, and ??? '87<... Annie... crap ... ya'know this would take along time.... one of my titas r in the process of divorcing... my Tita Stella married a black man... how kewlio is that?... and then was killed by an aneurism by MR (ASK ME , I TOLD SOME PEOPLE ALREADY)... he IMed me a chain letter the night before, and my only black uncle died, met him once... Marie lives in Selinas, Ca... Roland and my dad r the only boys and Roland isn't married, and since my dad has the Jimenez name, it passes down to me... so since i'm the only boy in the family, i'm the only one that can bring the name down...... (if any of this is conPusing, by all mean,s don't try... i'm just.... uhhh what's the term i read lately?... "venting?"
; vvell it seems i'll be in my hot room for a loooong while...)
so yeah... 2 older sisters and me,... i'm the one bringin' the name to the next generation which doesn't seem..... io;hars;???asdfssdhasdfhasdilasdhfa;ubve*slamming fingers on keyboard...
ok ook okook.. ujmmmm.... yeah, they live in Michigan and one family lives up north, but the purpose... FINALLY THE PURPOSE is to say that i feel distant from that side of the family...OK... :-P... i could've just said that, huh?
my mom's side: ok.. there's more tito and tita on that side so i won't go through too many detail i guess....... let's see...
ok... most of my cousins here r FEMALE... so not too many testosterone here.... i don't think i spelled that right... ok.. soooo.....let's see... my sister '81... then my cousin...'83(born in the PI;then moved here),... then my cousin's child '84(don't think about my family relations too much, i'm leaving out a lot of peeps.. i'm just talkin' about those who were born just before and after me...).... ME'85 first boy born in US since... '78>? THEN... dry spell i guess i dont' know.... no wait!!! CRAP... ok....OOKOKKOKKOKOK.... (i'm mentioning those who i know that can speak... err well english? cuz they were born here, or have been here for more than 10 years...) (if i'm conPusing u: GREAT!!! cuz i'm just speakin' my mind.....) ok...ummm then '89 = the 2 girls... then '90 the 2 boys... then ... '91a boy... then '92 the DEMONIC girl... then... '95 the girl... '99 another girl... and then... '02 another girl... ok so... what i'm saying is... i don't relate to my cousins too much and i feel distant cuz they're mostly FEMALES... and i guess they're age range is off.... the one born in '84 lives far ways... like 30-40 min. drive so i don't see her too often, and she's with her Pnays over there... ok so... and there' one boy cousin from this side who was born in '84 but he lived everywhere, and the last i saw him was like 2-3 years ago.. for only like 5 hours... and the last time i saw him before then was about April '94... ok so i feel distant from him too... and then there's the boy cousin who was born in '78>??, the older boy cousin who lives nearby, but he's married and has 3 daugthers... the the '89, '95, '99... and his family name is goin' to be gone too if he doesn't get aboy soon.... and then the other boy cousins who r younger, ('90) r in 7th GRADE now which really suprise me, and i see how they act and I KNOW i didn't act like them, cuz i'm the quiet type.. and i used to boss them around and blah blah.... vvhatever... vvell can't really relate to them too... and then my schooll
i live in EAST long beach, it's a nice and clean place and all... stereotyping: it's the white side place... i like where i live, but i'm just sayin' how i am to be... thas all... "venting", remember? (man, it' s hot in here... *turn off light; turn on lamp light)... (oh yeah, the reason i'm writing this is cuz i just read my cousins xanga... whoa, they know xanga... vvhatever... (computer age is faster, the younger generation learns more and more...) what she writes suprises me, which shouldn't... but it does, but vvhatever... and then i compare each cousin and note where they live... influences... i can't stop it... but that's what makes the world different, which isn't bad, but... like i said before: i'm not academically smart, i'm analytically smart, by means, i like thinking... and not everything has answers that can be understood or comprehended by the mind... so if UUU don't like to think... vvell let me do the thinking... .... sacrifices?(<~don't worry, i was just thinkin' about somethin' else)....)
ok so.... i went to a... i guess, white school... i was the shortest kid,.. which wasn't bad necessarily... the only asian, other than the vietnamese girl, but she's kewlio and all.. anyway... vvhat else... what was the purpose of this blog?.. o yeah...i guess that's it... there could be more to be said, but it's more like this subject relates to this, relates to this.. etc. etc... bleh blajldhfa blah bleh bleeh blah blue... and i'm THINKIN' that it's startin' to be like that...
i was tinkering on explaining y i donned the mask and explain y i have 3 lives, and not 4... (.... ahh i debated whether to state the 4 or 3 lives, but ahh vvell since i'm here, i mightsen vvell say it: work, liesure, school, love.... ) aww corny shiznets, but hey,... things may be better said read, then spoken.. *shrug... i don't know... learning is one thing, understanding is another... although what i said isn't true, so dont' go by that... let me rephrase into something better...
,....... . .,.,.,..,. ., ., .,, thinkin', ponderin', construing, analyzing, wondering, ...,,.,.,..,
ok okok : everyone can't know everything unless ur omniscient... nah... that sux too...... *sigh.. ok ok ok
vvell, not everyone can think the way I, or like I, do, cuz the Future... supposedly shouldn't be wasted thinkin',... unless u have some good spouse, friend, partner to take care of ur money problems, cuz the world is mostly based on money, and if u become a monk, vvell i don't have time for that either, cuz vows and living in isolation and not of it's morales i can't live up to.... and.... ummm ya'know,... ummm when ur an Adult, i guess,... u can't think like this, cuz u have to have jobs... but and... vasdlasf *blank...
dude, i need a ..... [end]


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 8:00 PM [+] ::
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i've always liked Wonder Woman...
A woman who can take care of herself... and get out the truth from any man,... anyone...
dag ..... dag, yoooo... hmmmm
reminds me of an episode of Justice League when i still had satellite...
i think a meteor was goin' to fall onto a city... no... it was less destructive... maybe a some sort of space ship... vvhatever!!!
somethin' was goin' to crash into a part of the city... Wonder Woman tried to stop it by goin' in front of it and slow it down or deflect it or somethin'... BATMAN watched her try to stop it, while he himself was tryin' to get out of the thing's crashing site... VVell, it crashed, but Wonder Woman slowed it down enough so it wouldn't do too much damage, but it crashed on top of her... BATMAN ran to the crash site and tried hurriedly to take the rocks, rubble, and debris out, digging for Wonder Woman.. Martian Manhunter took hold of BATMAN's shoulder and shook his head... BATMAN stopped and looked down, sad... then the .... the crash thing-a-ma-gig,,.. .ahhh vvhatever... it started to move ... it picked up and was moved out of the way. Wonder Woman was still alive. BATMAN and Martian Manhunter stepped back... BATMAN looked at Martian Manhunter scoldingly... MM smirked, tricking BATMAN... BATMAN turned his attention to WW who was standing next to him... She brushed off some dirt and smiled at BATMAN... BATMAN having no expression, WW smiled and kissed him on the cheek and walked passed him... BATMAN kept a straight face, and before the scene changed, he smiled........ entiresting, very...

ok... that's it...
yeah, WW ...she's kewl too...
ok...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 3:12 PM [+] ::
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just came back from Kabuki near the Cerritos Mall (S&G / South and Gridly) ...
i'm sick, but i feel better...
these r the people who went...
Lolo and Lola (my dad's side visiting from Michigan)
my Mom and Dad...
eldest sister and her boyfriend...
other sister and her boyfriend...
and me and..... HAHA... emotionally sad... or not?... or sarcasm... or not?
jk... i was with Sniffillis... It's goin' to leave within the day...
Yeah,... it stabbed me in the throat with a sword and put mucus and all the goodies in my nose...
vvhatever, yo... i feel bleh...
*thumbs up!!!


c-ya:-)


-j


oh yeah!!!... "one more thing"... All day i thought about the song by Ethal and Vi (Diana and Kara)... their duet, ya'know? and then at Kabuki i was thinkin' of the song by Samantha in the beginning of the second act... yeah, thought those of u should know... :-D


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 8:15 PM [+] ::
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"did u sit next to any sick foreign asian people while u were there?"
Entiresting, very...
"Entiresting, very... I did sit next to this one girl who sneezed... She's not foriegn, but she is asian. But she covered her mouth and turned away."

She did sneeze quite cuteily odd... entiresting, very... *rubs chin
Wait a minute... i just thought of this... AND... she used my sweater and beanie as a pillow.... ANNND i held her medication... awww freaks-in-a-mythologies, man!!!
SHE HAD A HEADACHE AND WASN'T FEELING TOO GOOD!!!
DANG IT(, *AHEMkRIZIA*SPIT)!!! (<- phlegm)
i think the orange juice from Denny's made it worse too... :-/


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:10 PM [+] ::
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a Hero's sacrifice...
Chapstick...
Vegas...

"Sword" Throat... :-(
(Sword because i didn't know it was SORE... i thought a small sword got stuck in the throat, thas y)


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:14 PM [+] ::
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ahhh helk no!!!
MILK.... Edwardo mentions Chocolate MILK... Sounds good, ya'know?
i get a tall glass, pour 2 spoons of Quik... i go to the fridge... i pick up the milk... it's so light!!!
"Ahh hell naw... .... ..... Freak this shiznets." I pour the unused Quik contents back... and pour myself the rest of the milk.... does a body good,... better if there's enough to satisfy me!!!
oh vvell
From all bad, come good... <- pertains to eBerytIng...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:49 PM [+] ::
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heck yeah i pee in the shower,... they're all drains!!! and it's cleansing ur insides!!!
so... that has come up recently,... and that was my Question of the Moment before!!!
i had like 3 or 4 of them... i can only remember two as of now...

-Do you pee in the shower?
-What deoderant do you use?


YEAH!!! i was supposed to not sleep and do all my late work, but nope!!!
i'll turn it in on monday, right? Grades r due then, right?


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:58 AM [+] ::
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funny,... i woke up to myself singing FOOTLOOSE... kinda likea crazy shiznets and i wasn't apart of the play... but apart of the family... awwwwww corny shiznets :-P


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 4:46 AM [+] ::
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