:: Dnubirom .....reverof dna dne eht tilnu won ::

:: Saturday, May 10, 2003 ::

I was goin' to take a nap, but what the heck... i'm here...(3:23PM)
let's see... what was i just thinkin' about... crap i forgot... there was a purpose to this... let's start with what i'm thinkin' right now:
i have to work on my Lit project, ... crap where's my progress report, i still have a D in Lit. found it... ok so... i have to do the mouse trap project, BraveVision? and Footloose stuff... all by tomorrow
then there's Economics project, and autobiography for Religion, and memorization for Drama class... and do the script for Kaminsky's class... no more PCN for me because i'm Dishonorably Discharged... I hope they chose the right reasons y; i can think of y, hopefully they too chose the same reasons... anyhoo... true i did lag... true, i wanted a good script... I wasn't goin' to give them a bad script PERIOD!!! so ... on Thursday... i was somewhat excited and... exhilarated, because it was the second day coming back to PCN practice after being absent for almost 4 weeks... so i was into everything, and i was loud and joking around... but some people don't understand the joke, and i laugh when people don't get it, so... sux for me, sux for them, but still fun for me... ahh crap, what's the other thing i thought of... oh vvell... so i heard that she wanted to write the script because i was lagging, so i openly expressed, OK SHE WANTS TO DO THE SCRIPT HUH? and the way it came out was too loud and not meant to criticize, humilate, or make fun of... it was just a statement showing that i understand that she wanted to do the script... so once i said that, i realized my tone of voice and went "oh-shItzer, that didn't sound right" so i braced myself for a come back... which she did very vvell...
She has this stare and when she stares, she stares good, and i commend her for that stare... her eyes dont' blink and she knows what she's talkin' about and her eyesr very well detailed that u can see her lens and color eyes... reminded me of a tiger... TIGER EYES... that's what she has, she has tiger eyes... vvell i evaded the defense mechanism my own way, and vvell, she needed to vent... i see her as the only one screaming her voice out at everyone to quiet down... especially me,... whoops... Michelle isn't there cuz she's sick... Randy's "iono", and edward kinda lost hope... sorry man, so she's like vereally vereally vereally stressed out and doesn't have time for fun... but me... i take seriousness as fun, but that doesn't mix well... so she got her resentment out and attacked me personally(BATMA17), instead of the subject at hand (the lagging script)... but i was fine with that... but it sux cuz now she has to do the script with someone else, which puts extra loads of work on her... vvell, i'm still there to help... and i know how it feels to get loaded with work...
I'm just halfway done with the first act of Footloose and i'm supposed to be done by THIS SATURDAY... and then i have to film Show Choir and edit that... and film and edit PCN all before May purty much... oh kay serra serra... vvhatever will beee will beeeeeeee.... o k ummm what else... there was really somethin' else on my mind... i can't remember dammit...... o ok vvell this isn't it, but another thing that happened, i went to PCN today and i find out i'm Dishonorably Discharged so i just went home and took a nap in my car, because i locked myself out of the house.... whoops....
hmmmmm vvhat was that thing i was thinkin' about..... crapsidy yo.... o k ... ummm hmmmmmmmmm
So much to do, so.... little ... time i give..... i guess i'm out, yo

dammit i was goin' to wash my car too... oh vvell...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 3:45 PM [+] ::
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