:: Dnubirom .....reverof dna dne eht tilnu won ::

:: Monday, July 28, 2003 ::

i just thought of the most philisophical things... vvell, maybe not the most... but it's more like DUH... but it's an OHHH because it's actually being told... like "it's and unwritten rule"... vvell here i am, writing the ... guidelines down... i didn't wanna write this all at first but i thought of all the other philosphers and was thinkin' "if i dont' write it down, no will ever know" so here i am trying to write down every thought... granted i might won't get it all down... it's only debatable cuz of feelings, nothing more but feelings... okokok
(first off, who wants to tune my dad's g-tar? contact me ...)
okokok...
Things happen for reasons unknown...
the thing that we can control is our feelings and actions...
accept it, it won't change, u MIGHT just make it worse...
in other words... sux to admit kinda but we're not divine... we're human... feelings are good, but taking it to negative towards others is bad... accept it... express ur feelings... express ur freewill... not onto others... get it??? don't involve others unless they voluntarily/willingly agree... u don't know till u try??? ur right... i'm right... excuse me :-P
principles... they're more like guidelines... practice what i preach... to all those who tell me this: your right to the max... but like everyone else, not the truth is 100% told... that's where the ifs and depends differ from every situation... similar, but not... but it can all end... IF u just accept it...
i need to accept the consequences and unfavorable actions... but u don't know till u try... it can be predictable,... but it can not also... gahhh it's all so simple, but we just refuse to accept it...
changing what is i think those "crazy" people r people who just got close to the truth... not all of them, but some of them... and the reason they got sick in the head is cuz the won't accept what is... insanity right???
now honestly... we wish we can make do without necessities... and we want what we don't have... we're human, accept it... and when we have it, we use it, and discard it... sux right? right... accept it... but i, myself refuse to accept it... i believe... or i think i believe can change it... i sound all revolutionary and all or not but vvhatever... but then i'll miss out on what i want... u think i can make do without? maybe i can, but what else can there be... it's like i'm taking the road that leads straight into a deadend... and i'm trying to break through that dead end... maybe i don't have enough willpower... maybe i'm just human...
that's what human nature is... or not... :-/ i'm not thinking straight gahhhh... *sigh...
i try to practice what i preach... collateral damage... i've said before it sounds as if bad outweighs th good... only by not trying will i suck... and i can accept it's my fault... crap mult. things went through my head contradicting the other... i don't know WTFreaks-in-a-mythologies i'm saying... IGNORANCE is BLISS, i can't stress enough on how much i agree to it... but since i know little, i want to know more... i'm just that kind of person... who thinks... who likes to think... and i'm afraid i'll lose that... don't know y... i'm crazy remember?... to all u people, remember a time when ur alone... and just thinking... what would people think if they knew u were thinking... honestly, i believe we'd all think we're just all crazy... but hey, i'm here saying right here...

or

i can be the only crazy one and everything i say is false... what seems right is wrong... but ya'know what? i don't know anything... or not???

risks is what is needed... and when the mood is right... u just gotta say F--- IT...

to all who read, don't say anything unless u can back it up... oh, i can back myself up... may sound like unreasonable stupid reasons... and that's the feeling of it... but as always... i'm right, and ur wrong... i contradict myself too, so u MAY have the advantage of defeating me... but who's up to it... no one thinks as i do... i dont' think as u do... so who's goin' to take me down and slap sense into me??? this is a good time to say f--- it...
stop reading here... if u continue to read, u wouldn't have known unless i said so...

u CAN all leave me on my own to my own destruction... (destruction? maybe i'm goin' the right direction, it's just the obstacles r unbearable...)

yeah.. HHAHA... lost my train of thought... f--- it... it's hot in here... and everything i say is BS... or not...
wait a minuet... i forgot... this is my purpose...
i'm here for u to help u understand... understand what? ... it's all the eye of the beholder... and u know what???... i'm not solving necessities or world resources... GROW up, or am i???

ookokok don't get it good, if i just say i'm talking BS and every word is meant to conPuse u??? i'm right... now that i say i'm here to conPuse u, do u still trust me??? hard to say, eh???
conPusion and shame for so long it has cause me pain... <---if i were to tell u i'm singing, would u believe me??? i am not... or not... HAHA so conPusing... so much more to say on my mind, but... *shrug...


c-ya:-)


-j

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