:: Dnubirom .....reverof dna dne eht tilnu won ::

:: Saturday, August 30, 2003 ::

Protector


The ULTIMATE personality test
brought to you by Quizilla

sweet shibby of all shibbiness... i wasn't goin' to post it, i was just goin' to read it, but hell freaks yeah, man... and woman!!! shoots-in-a-mythologies... *nods head, nods head...

look at the picture... that show was good until he left and that sister came... ya'know wha ah mea?


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:04 AM [+] ::
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es alllll goood, bebe...

but dang... Karen drives like a maniac AND BING... dammit, i always hit the G... mahz bad... and BINH is a back seat driver while Jen... vvell, Jen's Jennifer... so she's kewl like that!!! *wink and a thumbs up to the max with a sparkle IN THE EYE... ... BUT DUDES and DUDETTEs, when she drove she just did NOT adhere to the RIGHT TURN ONLY lane and went on a ONE WAY STREET... i was freakin' out... but not as much as BINH... boy, does he have lungs... and Jen??? vvell, she's laughing in her head, rn't ya... wahwahwah... ok

like i've said... i'm an idjut... wahwahwah...
happy dayz, cabron... YEAH, it was... *shrug... leave one...??? *looks around...

still didn't get to swim this whole summer, but the season of summer isn't over... but i did start school... oh vvell

o and... 8 dayz in a row!!! sweet shibby of all shibbiness... :-/ but what do i do tomorra??? any suggestions???

o and... one more thing... the human mouth has more bacteria than its own anal... kewl, eh???


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 8:47 PM [+] ::
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some of uuus say i don't express my feelings much so here goes... yeah i'm lonely... yeah, i just got back inside from looking at the red planet... i think i saw it... it twas purty bright and stuff like that... vvell, it just reminded me of a post awhile back in november i believe... yeah, novemeber... with the meteor shower and all... saying if i had (*closes eyes, sits back in chair) a GF i would go outside with her and just watch the sky... ok... vent freakin' right ... well f--- u... okokokok sorry... :-/

i remember back in the day... more like a couple months ago to a year when on every person on my BL would either have the date of when they and their significant other got together, or how low and behold and lowly their lonely and want to be with someone... i got annoyed at those who weren't with people... it's like get over it... enjoy single life... but yeah, it takes its toll on me... i don't wanna be alone like that... it's hard... eats from the inside... damn u people that know... vvell... yeah it's like maybe ua'll should know but not... just not through me... haha... no wait... time will take care of it... it'll fade... hopefully i'll forget, but i don't want to forget... uknow the the last time i truely cride cuz i got hurt was years ago... that was the day when i vowed not to cry anymore... and it works, and still works suprisingly vvell to this day... i've never cried... the only way i'll cry is if it were meaningful... vvelps... corny shiznets and all... but i wish i could just sob right now... but i guess it's not that meaning ful to cry over... i want to sob so much where i'll get that tingly feeiling in my nose and get mucus, and i'd gasp for air... i wanna give an honest back breaking hug... freaks-in-a-mythologies, yos and yoettes... it's gotta be the space thing, cuz yeah... i look up at the sky and see... space... literally, space, not symbolic speaking... haha... but yeah... thas aboot it... i guess... vvell i myself am a hypocrite... i admit... i just don't do anything aboot it... so many things in my past that just get me in the present... there's no one to blame but me... and yeah, i'm a loner too, and i don't expect people to help... honest!!! they have there own set of burdens, y burden them with mine... but honestly, i'd like them to burden me of their probs cuz then... (maybe it is to forget about my stuff), but i wanna help them... maybe i dont' really help them, maybe i just give them more problems cuz i make them think... vvhatever i'm inhuman... i'm always right to an extent... freak this shItzer yos and yoettes... it is hard... but who am i to say anything if i myself isn't tainted by the same exact situation as u... vvell, i do think of every POV and put myself in their shoes... and u know what i realized? someone has to give up... must give up... if everyone stuck to their beliefs, welps those beliefs r the ones conflicting with the other... at least one has to give in... be modest or sound modest or vvhatever the crap u wanna describe how u do it... just do it... wait... yeah, someone has to give in... i'm doing u all a favor... i just broke myself... a lil wahwahwah... vvell, yeah, superheros have their weakspots... they're not all powerful... they're just the balance to the superevil... that's all.. without one, the other wouldn't be needed... sux a bunch... yes, i'm ... ummm... hmmmm... *rubs eyes (not scratches eyes)... :-`... thinking... crap what was i goin' to type??? *scratches head... yes it'll be a big shabbang with what i have up in here (referring to my thoughts)... ummm but wait what was i goni' to say... maybe it's fate to make me forget wahwahwah... ummmmmmmm *yawn..... 'scuse'muah... o yeah... no wait... ok just continuing with the thought... i'm alone, and i don't wanna be alone, but savor the singlehood? but y do so... the person ur with would or should give u adequate amount of space and not feel stifled... so yeah... there's ur singlehood in that relationship (i remember what i was goin' to say!!!) okokokok crap seriously, y didn't i type it when i had it in my mind... i forgot again... ahh vvhatever... it just built and built... and it's hard to take... all but very few of u know i'm breaking... u'know??? who am i to call or IM out of no where and just says vvhatevers on my mind... crazy shiznets ya'know??? i'm breaking myself... or maybe u all r... cuz i agree with what u say about me... i really do... no BS, no smart alec... (that how u spell it?)... anywhoo... ummmm freak this... know this... or not... neBermind... i won't say that :-/ wahwahwah... ummm yeah, gotta change my Puture right??? vvell, this here post was SARS... yeah, not to criticize cuz they're all good... compliments, and suggestions and support they're all good, i do appreciate it, but is it really solving my problem? it starts with me, so instigate me... make me do something... or not... u can't do it... ha... reverse psychology or not???


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 5:12 AM [+] ::
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everything hurts these dayz... maybe it's mars... yeah?

nothin' to type... or too much to type...

just thunkin'...

accept what happens... *shrug

freak it, make it happen...

or not...

*scratches elbow...

time goes on... watch time go...

hrmmm... entiresting, very...

hmmmm... *rubs chin...

*interlocks fingers...

*thunks more...

*scratch forehead, brushes hair...

although i'm a realist... ... be happy aboot... logical possible thoughts that can occur in the Puture...

give urself hope... u can if u want to...

yeah, take it as u want it...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 4:18 AM [+] ::
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KrAzY CuPiD (1:29:08 AM): i'm gonna take a shower..if you're still on

Noel, Dominic... i'm sorry i doubted u... ur right... he is a happy guy... :-/

vvhatever floats... ur ... bubbles... *looks around stupefied...

i'm not drunk...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:36 AM [+] ::
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jk... wahwahwah

i'm kewl... i'm kewl... *sigh...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:19 PM [+] ::
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i'm so blogging about A problem tonight...


ttyl


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 3:14 PM [+] ::
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"Yeah!!! I'm going to get Lade along with her sister!!!"

"My nickname is Lade, Mom."

o shItzer...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:57 AM [+] ::
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You are "Welcome to the Caribbean, love."
You're more than a little world-weary, but also
intelligent and you keep your head when things
get dodgy. You're everybody's favorite
drinking buddy, but your stubbornness does get
in the way sometimes.


Which one of Captain Jack Sparrow's bizarre sayings from Pirates of the Caribbean are you?
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c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 4:38 AM [+] ::
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(yeah, i forgot to post this before i slept... wahwahwah...
*looks corner of eye...)


shhhh...


ummmmm i dont' wanna make u think and alll but eh... just to make note... i don't know where the line is drawn ... whether i'm crossing the line and becoming a pryor... but *rubs chin :-\ *thunks everyday, i think of the quote this fairy tale book... it's the moral of the story... PLEASE ALL, AND U PLEASE NONE... and everyday, i,... u don't have to believe me or not... (this is where a degree of trust would come to play), but i try and prove that quote wrong everyday and i think i can along with the IFs and the DEPENDs...i believe u can please all, but not at the same time...
balance... it's always there somewhere when going one way... the other goes another hmmm... how to explain... i'm REALLY trying not to put into analogies, cuz its like being overused a lot... i guess.. but ummmm
*thunks
ok being selfish isssss when u have MORE THAN ENOUGH agreed? *scratches neck... well if u don't have more than enough... u can't sound selfish, now can ya??? soooo let's say u have this amount of happy fuel in u... wahwahwah... when u have more than enough happy fuel then u can share the happy fuel with others... wahwahwah...
sooo... if u don't have enough happy fuel in ya... ur goin' to have to ration that happy fuel with others... and sinced its rationed it can only go so far... so might as well fill urself up, before helping to fill others... :-\ sure... those who r waiting for the happy fuel will be empty for quite a period of time... but maybe that period of time is worth it with what u'll bring to them in the future enough happy fuel in one sitting... and then everyone is happy
this is where time kicks in... it takes time to fill up... so yeah, others will be runnin' on empty... for only a period of time... hopefully.... ahem... anything can happen such as accidents... but it won't cuz i'm there to prevent them, so u dont' have to worry about unless ur worrying about it now cuz i'm talkin' about well then mahz bad on me... wahwahwah... ok... grrr... corny shiznets...
others say they don't like my "lectures"... but i dont' consider them lectures... just.... considerations to consider... i'm just reminding(which does get annoying but in the end it's good to know... and to stop the annoyance it might as well be dealt with and satisfied with) i'm just reminding people and stuff.... errr losing thought process hold on... i don't control people's actions... persuastion? coercian?(<~~~wahwahwah) :-\ maybe, but u can still tell me to shut up u have every right to... so i'll keep goin'... i'm not forcin' ya to read... :-( sorry!!! again... ok
friends...: variations of friends... can't touch all topics...but hey... i'll do what i can:-? *rubs chin... MY DEFINITION OF A FRIEND... is no matter what happens they'll be with ya and understand... even if it hurts... and if it hurts,... they'll vent and stuff... somethin' like that... i don't put any adjectives infront of friend... best friend true friend loyal friend... i, personllay, dont do that... it's like ranking them, if they or others were to find out, they'd feel left out or unmatched... okokokok... *scratches left ear *gulp...hmmmm *rubs chin... HONESTY AND TRUST IS GREAT... but... *scratches head... some secrets r just left to be??? y??? y does it have to be that way... vvell, for starters... appetizers... wahwahwah... if u know everything, what's the point of staying in that area... u know everything... it gets boring... use it when u need it, and u won't need it ALL the time... so, to a degree, secrets r kewl... but u don't HAVE to say every single thing... but if it's bothering u so much... it's gotta come out sooner or later... when??? when's a good time to say it... or show it... yeah, that's my problem... id ont' show shiznets... u'all think i'm showin' u??? but i'm not showin' me... (ok, shut up brain, ur giving off too much... errr daporewonwon) okokok... so if ur goin' to hide something... vvell, 100% honesty and TRUST isn't there, now is it... but that's ok... as long as u have a high percentage, then it's allll good... balance...rememba??? i dont' know if u consider me any (adj. - pos./neg.) friend... but i'm doing somethin' which i feel will be right in the end... it may not be right during... but in the end... it's right... look u can't control falling who u like or not like and stuff... agreed to the max... that applies to everyone... and things.... err spark... when it goes both ways...:-\... (except that reciprical shiznets... i personally think its a blah way to start off... but if it works out then great...) and those who get the unfavorable side... or feel they're like cast into the shadow... vvell... i, and every other friend, will be there to pull em out... they feel like they're cast in the shadow, but it doesn't mean u, or any other person, did the pushing and shoving... they're not in the shadow... ur not in the shadow... the shadow hides u... a safe haven... not a place to be a lone... it's a rock, a shell, a home... a sense of safeness... SOLITUDE... not Lonliness... big diff if ya'all didn't know... but don't stay there forever... ya'know??? U CAN CONTROL EVERYTHING, but it wouldn't feel right that's y some things r just meant to be... balance... things that can... and cannot control...to choose whether to control, or let it be freely everytime i say balance... i have deeper appreciation to Shakespeare's quote TO BE OR NOT TO Be... honestly, in the past... i'm like What the freaks-in-a-mythologies... *raises hands to the sides what's so special about that quote... and in my eyes.... my eyes of the beholder... and i'm sure there's other perspectives... and i'm always waiting for it... to be proven wrong and all... and or other POVs... now i c what that quote means to me and how III apply it to what i c don't take my word for it, try it!!! (<~~wahwahwah,... Reading Rainbow)... like i says and always will say: i'm just putting my thoughts to open others' thoughts... and as am i doing the same for them... blah blah blah what am i talkin'about? maybe i have a meaning, maybe i'm not... MAYBE, u'll find somethin' deeper than what i've thought... MAYbe u dont' understand what i mean... MAYBEMAYBEBABYwahwahwah... or u think u do understand, but u don't, but at least u've thought of something comprehending to ur own brain... wwahwahwah ... maybe we think we're on the same tracks... but they're different and MAYBE they're goin' to the same direction... or not... wahwahwah again... *scratches back... yeah yeah... i dont' always get out everything 100%, but yeah vvhatever... back to me... wahwahwah... i mean that was me... hahahah... but back to .... "funny" me??? i dont' think it's funny, but hey, if someone's laughing and has a smile on their face without me trying to make them laugh and having a smile on their face...then i'm happy (that was a freakin' long sentence i type)... *cracks knuckles... okok... when i say i'm funny i'm probably not... so i'll jsut stop right there... questions, comments, advice, other, etc... all acceptable... even if it goes against me...
wahwahwah...

sooooo yeah... i most likely will start this class Aug. 25 2-6PM.... so let's party hardy afterwards... SARS(<~~refer to Aug. 12 blog to find meaning)...
HI SEOUL!!! ... SHINE WE ARE... WAHWAHWAH...
EVERY HEART in ENGLISH almost makes me tear up... almost... read it!!! %^_^% *thumbs up to the max!!! wahwahwah...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 4:04 PM [+] ::
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sh-- yos and yoettes... let's see if i can get my anal off this chair and eyes off dis comp. for a couple hours... we'll see... we'll see...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:15 AM [+] ::
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excerpt from karen's site:

b (3:59:14 AM): dang i'm glad batman doesnt hate me.. he'd kick my anal fo sho... fo sho??? fo sho!!! as long as there's a man... a batman to be there, then i'm kewl... cuz if not... i'm screwed to the max


wahwahwahwah...
yeahhhh!!! AIIIGHT???
don't mess .... *starts gettin' a tick
*gangsta hand signals...
don't wanna mess with a superhero like that... *arms signaling self
YEAHHHH... ya'll know... ya'know... y'aknow what i'm doin' with my *[action] ways...
sounds like he succambed ... HA!!! *twiddles fingers together...
wahwahwahwahwah...

Road trip to Irvine??? intriguing... wahwahwahwahwah...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:15 AM [+] ::
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BATMA17 (1:25:54 AM): ever scratched ur anal?
GIMMEbaqmyPANCIT (1:26:04 AM): today i did like 9 times


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:28 AM [+] ::
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BATMA17 (1:17:06 AM): i wanna know!!!
kArAStAr153 (1:17:08 AM): hehe
kArAStAr153 (1:17:18 AM): it was my cuzin's daym fault...
BATMA17 (1:17:29 AM): opens blogger website... makes ready for copy paste
kArAStAr153 (1:17:32 AM): wen ur 3.. ur very easily persuaded
BATMA17 (1:17:32 AM): go on...
kArAStAr153 (1:17:35 AM): hahah
BATMA17 (1:17:37 AM): eeek
BATMA17 (1:17:40 AM): go on!!!
kArAStAr153 (1:17:46 AM): oh that's all...
BATMA17 (1:17:51 AM): ...
BATMA17 (1:17:53 AM): ninga what???
kArAStAr153 (1:17:55 AM): he jus handed me a straw and was like try it..

wahwahwah...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:20 AM [+] ::
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if ur gonna change, don't change JUST cuz others say so, change cuz U'LL KNOW it'll benefit urself... if u change, then ur benefitting the otters... wahwahwah ... AND urse.f.. (yeah, i'm not changing mistakes... wahwahwah) anywhoooooo... if u dont' change, that means u think that u'll be a better person in that way, and other will just have to accept it... if they don't then they're wasting their life... the only bad choice is the one not benefitting urself... now, that's NOT selfish mind uuu... cuz y be who ur not beinginigngnnignggahhhaglahging... ummmmm what else was i gonna say... ooo MAN... or woMAN... o yeah, ummm what's that quote, i usually dont' do quotes, but here's another quote for ya... "if u love somebody so much it makes u cry...." wait that's a song... here's the quote..."if u love something so much then let it go... if it comes back, it was urs to begin with(or if it wasn't it now...)... if not, (changes quote)then u just f---in' wasted ur time wahwahwahwahwahwah... i'm not drunk... my net hurt.s... no my nect hurts from... "dancing" to... BE MY LITTLE BABY WHOA WHOWA HOWA HWOWHOA... and they played that one song over and over again... ummm..,,,... shooot, me and Ricardo were talkin' about it that.....uhhhh what song was it... *goes out of room to think of the song... ahhhh shoot... can't remember, but it was before Darby and Ricardo carried me to the other side of the dance floor... anyhooo..........ummmmmmmmmm yeah... just cuz i know u doesn't mean i can't help u, u just don't want to hear the the helpful advice being an unfavorable way for UUU (*high pitch voice and points at UUU)... ummmm shoooot.... jk u dont' waste ur time... u just dont' know till u try... and quitting isn't bad either... dont' think of it as quitting... think of it as... *TIME FOR PLAN Z - 22101-J4659 ... wahwahwahwahwah <- okokok... readers... since practically allllll of u (hey, i remember what else i was goin' to say ... ok let me finish this thought then i'll get back to what i remember, if i still remember by the time i finish this freakin' sentence...) r slow... i'll just give u a hint on y i'm wahing... what does the numbers mean??? wahwahwahwah... AND... ok, the thing i remembered... i'm cocky... hahahahahhaha ummmmm yeah... it's kinda hard not to be cocky when i can't be proven wrong... maybe i'm instigating u to prove me wrong... PROVE ME WRONG, MUTHAFREAKA'... annnnnd... it's hard not to be cocky when i AM TRYING to be cocky... hahahahuh??? wahwahwah... it's hot.. goin' to sleep again then go to church...
Believe in God, just question his ways... uhh wait no JK!!! haha ummmm... UNDOUBTINGLY BELIEVE THERE's A GOD/HIGH BEING(s?)... but question the ummmm.... question the...... shooooot..... QUESTION Y THINGS BE... and u'll find the answer... eventually... or not... wahwahwahwah...okie dokie pokie...

note to self and others who read...: STUBBORNESS ON aLL SIDES doesn't resolve the problem... but it shows each and all sides believe in something strongly to the max and not to the min...

another not to self and others who read...: when do u use "whom"??? anyhohooomm... wahwahwah... ummm it's like the energy of conservation rule, it can't be created or lost, it just moves... so y don't we just put all the bad stuff in one area like me??? o wait... maybe cuz i have a limited capacity and then when i implode/explode it'll burst into everyone's faces... oh vvell... worth a thought... FOR FREE... not even a PENNY!!! wahwahwahwah... vvell there's money into this computer, chair, home and everything around me... so is it for fries??? FRIES!!! not PIES!!! ok... someday somewhere - wanna see u againnnn that's the only english i think in that song... vvhatever...

entiresting, very... i didn't even wanna blog yet... oh vvell... and i still have other stuff to catch up on...(*thinks about it) wahwahwahwahwahwah... but i forced myself... Thee HARDEST PART OF DOING IS STARTING

*sings U DRIVE ME CRAZY ... Can't just something.... into the background as i type the cdashcolondashcloseparenthesis enterenterenter dashj


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:51 AM [+] ::
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me 17 0 3 1: even Dominic thinks he's gay
me 17 0 3 1: so obviously the verdict is that he's gay hahahaha
me 17 0 3 1: but SHHHHH hahahahahahahahaha
me 17 0 3 1: muwahahaa
me 17 0 3 1: wahwahwahwah
Captain Hybrid: ooook
Captain Hybrid: i'll tell Karen ur jealous
me 17 0 3 1: hahaha
me 17 0 3 1: ok
me 17 0 3 1: shure
me 17 0 3 1: i'm gonna end up telling her newayz

wahwahwahwahwahwah... i would put the part where he put threats and what kind of stuff he'd do to him, but if he actually does it, then my blog would be sited and used as evidence in court...


"have a day =p"


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:08 PM [+] ::
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every lil thing is taking it's toll on me... how sucky...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 9:54 AM [+] ::
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test


i'm an instigator...:-/
yet i still smile and is satisfied... :-|...:-j


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 8:59 AM [+] ::
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so much to say and type... but i dont' feel like it... again... again something i don't feel like doing'.... sorry ya'all... ummm thas about it... okie dokie pokie...

*note to self: Am I stifling???


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 2:49 AM [+] ::
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You must like to spank or be spanked, because your
romance is remeniscent of Secretary. A truly
modern love story, it shows that you don't need
to be conventional to be normal. You're
probably the type that owns a whole lot more
leather than what's upholstering your car or
sofa. Yeah, you know what I mean.


What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life?
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i'll elaborate later...
but i read all the other possiblilities... i like Casablanca's reasoning and SARS :-P...
ummm... i've watched The Princess Bride and uhh... that's it... hmmm i have
When Harry Met Sally on DVD... i never seen it before... i'll watch tonight then...
but i vereally vereally vereally wanna watch Casablanca... who's with me???
*raise fist in air!!!
pause...
no one??? okaaay :-/

o, and gotta go back to thy them roots of Fieval before School And/oR Such... riiiiight...
who's with me???
*raise fist in air!!!
pause...
no one??? okaaay :-(


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 6:04 PM [+] ::
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like i said... it doesn't take a superhero to be a hero and help ya out...
just someone u can trust...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 2:21 AM [+] ::
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let's think and procrastinate more shall we???
it's summer, what the freaks-in-a-mythologies am i procrastinating about...:-/
anyhoooooo...


wut is it with the nighttime that ppl feel they have to express so much?.. then wen they wake up.. they realize wut they got themselves into.

*Dr. Evil voice
"hrmmmm to the max... multiple reasons really... can never really be specific you'knOw...."
*pinky to mouth

the night time is when everybody is asleep... or so the mind thinks... the security that no one is listening... and it's apparently the most private time of the... day errr night...
it's lonely nights really... maybe, just maybe... think before u speak... take ur time... i can... and u can too, but do reeeeally want to.... who does??? we're all different people... (*turning into a general speaking to the troops) dont' deny it!!! it's the majority... majority rules... minority rules... minority report... purty good movie... Colin Farrel is good... i like those people... they're the true actors... Nicole Kidman, and Hugh Jackman as other examples... in the movies u hear their voices... in person and interviews, they gots them accents...
but anyhoooo
back to the point at hand or not.... multiple points really... can never really be specific you'knOw

hrmmmm... disregard (or not) everything that was said... here's the answer... general as freaks-in-a-mythologies though... spur of the moment... that's the cause,... and the effect is ... accept or not accept... that is the reaction... if u can't accept it, u'll be stuck... accept it and move on... it's like medicine... TASTES BAD, but it HELPS... from all bad comes goood... the calm before the storm...
once a city reachest the skies, then where does it go!!! it's like... hay!!! let's have a disaster!!! and then the disaster hits and all is ruined... or is it??? the desire and the funness of building up again... it's a cycle... break it??? that's another question...
what the freaks-in-a-mythologies am i talking about??? ur right... it's ur own perception, no one elses... DON'T ACCEPT OTHERS' POV, CONSIDER IT... put it as a bases of UR OWN thesis of sort and stuff... yeah... SAS... no wait... haha... Sort And/oR Stuff... SARS... SARSY!!! wahhahahhahhaha... okie doke...

Jon Muckey... STARCRAFT!!! let's beat the damnzits finally... or not...


o yeah... and my previous post... 2 things that bother me??? i'm healing... haha...
My Friends Over You...
ROUND AND ROUND AS WE GO... SHINY STARS somethin'g something' something'...
DODODODODOD YEAH... something ours... universe...supernatural world... dododoododo yea
as i lie awake........... promises that will be... forever more... milky way... precious in our love...
this ... shooting star..... joy affection... dododdododo yeah
(this is the kewl/tioooooght part!!!)
Tough enough to weather the hands of time
Cuz our dream beams gonna shine on
You and I will come this way again True blue to our destiny
Leaning up against this wall of ice Never gonna let love fade away
I don't want you to go
So forevermore
Just the way you are... (<------ that's sooo freakin' tight!!!)
yeahyeahyeahyeah...

i think i like this song the most cuz it's the only one i have in english... :-P:-D
*thumbs up to the max!!!:-j

i'm happy, but not... HA!!!... but i am...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:43 PM [+] ::
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Feb. 16 is an entiresting, very post...
skimming through, i mentioned prom a lot and how i don't wanna go... and it happened, i didn't go... but in the end, i still feel it was worth it... i'll elaborate more on my "do the noel" blog...
currently... i don't wanna grow up... but i am... and if ur with me ur with me...
the best revenge is success...
yeah, so i guess i'll go by example...
o and hmmm... if i had one wish... i'd be a superhero... yeah... haha... live forever, but still need necessities such as food, sleep, crap... not crap as in stuff, but crap as in shItzering... POO!!! sheesh...
o vvell... ummm
i kinda wish i didn't have the NEED to sleep... just relax and think, and most likely do more... vvhatever...
rambling, rambling... rambling... and blahness...
honestly, 2 things r bothering me... holy sh-- am i openning up??
better stop... haha


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:34 PM [+] ::
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u'all should read my March blog... just skim through it or somethin'...
i just reread the month of my March blog... not the whole thing, but most of it... i know, i know, what a loser crapsidies head... anyhoo... freaks-in-a-mythologies... (after long pause) i remember that month... not detailed, but it's like whoa... if Markoolio never put me up to work, i might have never met all ya'all... and then... yeah... es like... i even have a portion of an Oct. 30 blog there... HA!!!... talked a lot about prom kinda... *sigh... just continuing to thunk... i must point out though... or not... just a thought... just like Finding Forrester... uhh, i read this on icky's site... somethin' like: write now, think later... soooo haha here goes... Let make~~#a wait wait... okokok
tha was stupid haha!!! ummmmm shooot.... somethin' FATE and Wait... tyrin' to make an antic of some sort... not workin' out though... ... eh u'll never know, and it's not needed to know... or vvhatever... i'm hungry... LUNCH TIME... :-....... hmmm i dont' know what expression to put...



c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 6:10 PM [+] ::
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yeah... i was hesitant to post this cuz then my July 28 post would be gone... i like it... ummm yeah, i have BETTER stuff to do but i'm not doing it.... *exhale... sux... oh vvell... ummm yeah growing up... i'll talk about that later in my... long blog which i'm still holding my word for... ummm yeah, since, i'm unproductive, i might as well post something to make something productive, but it's not really... so i guess it's called procrastination... or lazyness... vvhatever...

me 17 0 3 1 (5:03:28 PM): who's online on ure bl?
BATMA17 (5:04:01 PM): okie doke...
BATMA17 (5:04:34 PM): Wongstah, Roy, Fama, Mark, Ed, Johnson, Rovee, Nieto, Terrence the now Junior
BATMA17 (5:04:58 PM): Sy, Cathy, Kymee, Nychel, Aknee's phone, Karen, Liza
me 17 0 3 1 (5:04:58 PM): kool
BATMA17 (5:05:09 PM): u?
BATMA17 (5:05:27 PM): might as ask u since it's like... killing time :-|
me 17 0 3 1 (5:06:20 PM): me, Fama, kuzzin, kuzzin, kuzzin, kuzzin, hommie, hommie, Kymee, Annie's cell, Hola Sy, Liza Away, Mark, lil ading, hommie's cell, Kit Kat, and last but certainly not least...pD
BATMA17 (5:06:46 PM): awwwwwww
me 17 0 3 1 (5:06:54 PM): yeah
BATMA17 (5:06:55 PM): i think i'll blog that just cuz it's so.... awwwwFULL???
me 17 0 3 1 (5:07:02 PM): hahahaha
me 17 0 3 1 (5:07:06 PM): whateverz itz on u man

eeyuP, eeyuP, i'm an idiot...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 5:21 PM [+] ::
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Your first name of Jeremy has given you a very practical, hard-working, systematic nature. Your interests are focused on technical, mechanical, and scientific things, to the exclusion of interests of an artistic, musical, or social nature. You have a rather skeptical outlook on life and rather materialistic standards. In reaching your goals, you are very independent and resourceful, patient and determined. You can be so very positive and definite in your own ideas and opinions that others sense a lack of tact and friendliness in your manner of expression. You are inclined to be rather demanding and self-centred in your personal wants, and your own desires can be so overriding that you fail to recognize or appreciate the feelings, opinions, or desires of others. As a consequence, difficulties in relations within the family or with close associates can arise. Weaknesses in the health centre in the head, and in the stomach and intestinal organs.

how wrong is that... the only correct part is the "focus on technical, mechanical, and scientific things"... and i'm pracitcal, hard-working, and systematic to things that interest me...
i dont' exclude my interests in the artistic, musical, or social nature... i love it... it's a peace/piece of mind... skeptical outlook? true, but it's cuz i'm a realist... materialistic standards? i usually live without it, and want it, but i dont' need it.... IAM postive and efinite in my own ideas and opinions, but it's considered along with everyone/thing around me... LACK of TACT??? LACK OF TACT?!?!?! U ATE MY SANDWICH?!??!! MYyyy SANDWICH??!!?! how wrong is that... that's probably a failure of mine cuz i can't go through a process knowing i'll hurt someone... please, reader, if u don't know the word "tact", simply click the link on the left side with the word "What is that word?" come on peeps, ya'll know me right??? or wrong... vvell, i do conPuse u, that's y i... haha TRY and clarify things on this here blogger... ... demanding and self-centred... ok i WISH i was DEMANDING and SELF-CENTERED, but i don't wanna sound selfish... no one knows, cuz no one asks... one day, someone close to me who thought has trust in me will distrust me... but only because ... hmmm dont' say i didn't warn ya'all.....*looks around... but if u lose trust in me, take heed, TRUST ME AGeN... FAIL to recognize or appreciate yadayadayada... yeah, UR A FAILURE U DUMBKNUTS of a site... (but i understand y there's a mistake - i'll elaborate soon)... difficulty in relations blahblahblah... there will always be problems... and finally, YES, my weakness is in my head... HAHA and of course the stomach and intestinal organs... damn gas; need to vent in the morning... that's true, that's true...
okokok... like i said before there's IFs and DEPENDs... not the maxipad, but the word... and this website clearly says that... http://www.kabalarians.com/... there's other factors that contribute to personality... and it clearly says that... blah blah blah... ummmm yeah, i believe in this shiznets... but uhhh kinda, ya'know... annnnnnd... i just saw some xangas have this NAME thing and i wondered where they got it, but they didn't footnote/give credit to the site... so thanx Rovee for putting it on ur profile...

haha... might as well check out the other 2 most common names of mine...

Your name of Sushi has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. You enjoy sweet, rich foods, as well as meat and starches, and any indulgence would create skin disorders or possible intestinal trouble or growths.

hmmm entiresting, very to know that some of the words used r exactly the same as Rovee's... but it's just a site and it's created by a human, and blah blah blah...

Your name of Batman gives you the desire to understand and help others with their problems but, at the same time, you can become too involved in their problems and, as a result, worry too much. This name creates a pleasant, easy-going, yet responsible nature. It gives you a natural ability to express affection to those close to you, without feelings of embarrassment. You tend to avoid issues, however, and put off until tomorrow the things which should be done today. Accordingly, you would find difficulty in achieving success in positions requiring aggressiveness and drive. Also, you prefer to avoid strenuous work of a manual nature. Your natural inclination is to pursue a line of work where you have contact with people, where you carry some responsibility, and where you are engaged in mental rather than physical activity. You are diplomatic in your handling of people and always give others the benefit of the doubt. You appreciate good music and art. The health weaknesses created by this name affect the fluid functions.

vvovv, entiresting, very to the max... but it won't accept the 17 :-/ y can't anybody have a name with a number... the artist formally known as Prince has a symbol as a name, and before i knew that i was goin' to change my name into a symbol, but i'm not anymore cuz then it would seem like a biter... i dont' bite, i suck... badly.... *looks in the corner of the eye... riiiiight anywhoo...
alllllrighty then...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:17 PM [+] ::
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Getting Lade can put a smile on my face... :-D
*covers mouth... Heeeheheeeheheheheeheheeee


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 7:49 PM [+] ::
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I'm so feeling depressed... [Chandler style]
such a failure...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 4:59 PM [+] ::
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Actual Fortune Cookie less than 10 min. ago...:
It is better to get something done late than never.

dag yo... and again... i'm still sorry for the lagness...
and again... i never promise cuz u never know when will happen...
and again... compliments never go unappreciated...
and again... Questions, Comments, Advice, Other, Etc. never go unconsidered...
and again... i'm never WRONG... HA!!!

HIGH-LOW FIVE!!! or Vice Versa with da LOW-HIGH FIVE!!! *thumbs up to the max...
o yeah... the G-tar ain't all that... *looks around... ou pas???
my DAD wants to bring the G-tar to San Diego; I plan to buy him a carrying
case thing-a-ma-gig... ya'know... when he wants to take it out... and stuff like so...
is there anything special about what kind of bag or case i should buy... or just buy vvhatevers??
tell me......
God Bless EVERYTHING... not just America, u dang Americans... and and and
i guess thas it...
ummmmm...
I'm Driving Meself to San Diego... and... it twasn't my decision...
so to all... again... sorry to the max... it'll come... O:-)

one more thing...
Happy B-day Markus Aurilious Desomnd Aurilioussessses...
Father to a murdered son...
Husband to a murdered wife...
I will get my revenge one way or the other...
eh, i dont' know the exact lines of Gladiator... but es kewlio to the max...

Nobody but You can give an Amazing Kiss;
ID be in Peace Because I'm with you;
You are No. 1; you make my Dreams Come True...
Valenti!!!
Kimochi wa Tsutawaru??? ~~~ *shrug...

OHHHHH!!!!!!!! *gangsta hand signals...
e-mail me what other good songs by BOA... orrrrr

M - I - N - I - M - O - N - I
RING RING RING!!!

there's other songs... but really... i gotta go now... :-P... or wait this won... uhh
this one is kewl.... ----> :-9 .... haha thas kewl... just let ur imgination flow...
:-j <--- dimpled Smirk... *shrug... :-P


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:52 PM [+] ::
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such a failure...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 9:03 PM [+] ::
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thanx PATRIZHA FOR callin' me up to hang out with all ya'all girls... and the pleasure of Martine's house and good food... and the company of Anne, Toni, and Nychel's feet!!!


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:05 PM [+] ::
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