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:: Wednesday, January 28, 2004 :: O K i never read spoilers and i never watch the All New Episodes... i only read past episode guides and 'did u know' stuff... SO ALL THIS IS FROM MY DEDUCTION... now how shall i tell this... the order that i learned things, or the moment my hunch/gut feeling that ADAM is BATMAN, and the reasons that back it up...:: Monday, January 26, 2004 :: the only good thing from vegas: teaching myself how to play pool and playing a somewhat actual game/match... gosh dang, my neck hella hurt-ed afterward...:: Thursday, January 22, 2004 :: i chose the blanket, not the dirty book...:: Wednesday, January 21, 2004 :: waiting for a BATMA17 license plate is like waiting for ur new-born baby (there's a hyphen?) to arrive... and it comes... it's beA-U-TIful... even the fellow black man next to us was in awe... i started HW 1 hour 15 min. ago... class 8 min. from now, i just started printing. HA!!! leave tags!!! is Procrastination a disease? is not doing HW .period. a disease? for the past, literally, 8 hours, i've been staring at this screen, thinking of other plans *moves hands in the air... and listening to the SAME 4 songs on repeat... i can't seem to focus on HW... ONE HW... i've had 6 dayz to do it... NOTHING PROGRESSED... saddened to the max, i am...:: Friday, January 16, 2004 :: well now, i'm reading Entertainment Weekly aboot upcoming movies... entiresting, very... anyhoo... i dont' have to go to Santa Monica anymore... probably next week though... so my plans have changed... i gots nothin' to do today... sooooo KEWL... i could do HW... pfff, nahhhh... :-(... hmm, enjoy the happy while it lasts cuz what will next week bring... which brings to question... IS IT better to have ~loved and lost than to have never have loved at all~??? who knows... where danger lurks... has there ever been a blog were i show happiness... well, probably months ago... and i've been happy since, but i've never blogged aboot it... well i'm happy... because at school, LBCC... no, i didn't meet any girl... but the lines and registering and adding classes were so simple... and somewhat fast... see... it doesn't take too much to make me happy... i got my book... need one more though... and then bought it... sang to that song that was playing along with the cashier lady... i forgot the song... but she was like "it's kareoke day here in the bookstore... hehe" and i says "yeah, i'm singing along too!"... and i saw my ol'e school friend Mark Escoto... dude, he is buff... still big headed kinda... not personality wise... but he's a kool kat... he went to bosco the first 2 years then transferred to Los Al... i dont' know, but when i woke up this mornin' i didn't fix up my hygiene... so maybe i had a bad odor from the mouth, but i kept my distance... or maybe it's just my paranoia... so then went to the register line and it was purty long, and i'm all wondering y it's not moving... but i remembered the other day, i saw a group of peeps through a window... and they all moved... then another set... so i figgured that 'oooo, so that's what the chairs were for'.... so yea... eventually, we all moved to another set of chairs... and then they announced the instructions... and i had to do 2 things, but it wasn't that bad... i was eager in line, that i was so close to a computer cuz i was worried to add classes with a person... but a computer... doesn't express feelings of tiredness or grief... so yeah... got that done... printed out my ish... didn't have to... but i was like HEY i'm done... i paid everything (w/ mom's card) so yeah, let's print out what i got... then a computer ignorant person needed help, and all the aides were helping others... so yeah, i helped her out... and then walking to my car... i started whistling... and then i thought of the SIMS game... and whenever all their moods r happy, they whistle or humm... well, i was whistling, i dotn' know what song,... but it was happiness... so i figgured again, when ur happy, u sing a musical song ... (o yeah... mark said not to take any music or music theory classes, cuz they're gay and not worth it... well i'm not a music guy that much)... any way... so then i got to my car and it was playing Meteora... and i thought "WTH? i'm not aknee"... jk, aknee... i didn't think that... ... but i did think "hey, WTH?... i'm in a happy mood... bust out the BOA"... before the CD started i turned the volume high... and my Bose speakers and sub were blastin' No.1 Eng. Version so i'm like "aw hell freaks yeah"... and then i looked around and see cars looking at my shaking car... and i always wondered..." when a car with subs shakes... do they always think it's a hip hop type of song ? and if they find out it's not... r they suprised?" vvhatever so then i thought... "hmmm... there's balance... so my intense happiness = someone's intense sadness..." it didn't bum me too much... cuz whoever is sad... i'm there for them, ya'know???... but as always,... it doesn't have to be me for u to come to... it can be anyone... and if that one person can't or isn't in the mood to listen in on the problem... fo sho, fo sho,, fur sore, fur sore... i'm there for ya... and then... well, i have to drive to Santa Monica later today... and that means TRAFFIC... cuz it has to be rush hour time... goosh gosh... and look at that... i'm actually taking the time to bold or italicize what i'm typing... kewlness beans to the max... so then yeah, long drive... still no GF... i guess i'm not change too much, but want it still... cognative dissonance... and yesterday, i actually hung out with edward for more than a couple of hours... and we went places... and at SJHS... we picked up his samurai costume and i had my samurai hair ... and that MR. Ortega? security guy was there... (freakin' P!!! Patrizha, u said he left)... anyway... ed had a good excuse to give reason y were there... and everytime we tried to leave... a fan of mine would be there sayin'g "BATMA17!!!" and i'd be like "yoo-ette"... then i gave the hugs... and all that jazz... gotta greet the fans... they make me me... ya'know wha ah mea? then went to UCI cuz ed hasn't seen Karen's dorm ... so we go and Edwards forces karen to swipe her card for food... even if she already ate that day... jp... but yeah,... ummm and met more of karen's and christina's friends, but no convo. there... i was just mumbling and laughing to myself on how silent it was when karen isn't there... cuz she's the link between the friends... anywhoo... yeah, i hope the happiness lasts longer than i expect... and at the same time i'm allllll good and i'm hungry... let's celebrate with USING MY MONEY and not TO BE STINGY with MY MONEY mixed in with FOOD, and actually buy aaaaaa Jack in the Box something with chicken sandwich combo... YEAH... ... o yeah... i ate steak at UCI... isn't there a mad cow alert... *shrug... :-P:: Friday, January 09, 2004 :: :: Thursday, January 08, 2004 ::
i'm supposed to run some errands and buy some things right now... but i'm forcing myself to blog... well... i dont' need to... but here's what's bothering me... school/... yup ... school... my tolerance for it has vastly lessened since Junior year... well... more like 8th Grade Algebra... cuz that's when i would listen on the radio to Cher's Do you Believe song night after night... sleeping in the afternoon, waking up and doing HW, then back to sleep... then school... and i've been doin' the wakin' up at night to do HW routine since then... Senior year is the Senioritis year... i did not do most of my HW and i still passed my classes with A's and B's... and the simplest of all classes English with a C... i really should've gotten an F... heck... but yeah, vvhatever... i didn't wanna go to UCI cuz it was stereotyped as the Asian school... i guess i'm not racist... i'm just becoming more intolerable to stereotyping... i dont' wanna be... but it is affecting my decisions... then CSULB... there was no FILM major... only Theatre Arts major... so, ignorantly, i applied as the T.A.... whelps... it doesn't really matter right?... i could just change it... but then stories of my sister saying parking is a bi0tch... and my classes r 5 dayz of the week, with early morning classes... then a long anal break until the 5 o'clock afternoon class... sure i could've dropped the afternoon one and stuck to the morning classes... but then i wouldn't have freakin' minimum of 12 units that r required... nor the insurance benefit discounts car thingy that my parents would receive... AND... just cuz i didn't do well on my English assessment... i can't get into most classes that I WANT to learn... CASE IN POINT: PSYCHOLOGY... i was very limited to my class choices... sooo y not take up the offer my mom gave me and go to a Pharmacy Tech. SChool... get an associates... school for 7 months.... 5 dayz a week... 7-2... only 2 dayz off per holiday... granted i could become a psychologist person with all the drug work and knowledge i would receive... but damn... WTFreak... and my mom's idea was... CSULB in the morning... and then the pharmacy class in the afternoon... i didn't do HW in senior year... what makes me go to class all day and HW all night now... well... drop the CSULB... don't even apply for that break form... where i can still be registered for CSULB and not go to school for a semester or 2... nahhh... i'll stick to the pharmacy... finish classes in 7 months... and get a job... don't even go back to CSULB.... blah blah blah... the school... was kewl and friendly and fun... a lil technology absent... but it's a learning experience... 2nd youngest in the class age ranging from 17 - 46... but freakin' A... honestly... i felt deprived from thy friends... sure i was making friends with a 24 yr. old guy who smokes and says his son who just started Kindergarten is already gettin' the girls... and would like his son to let daddy try them before blah blah ablha.. .and wink wink pshheness and all that.... and then there's the yeah... okokok too many to name... i'll remember them... anyway... at least when i started HS... i knew people from my school... i had someone to talk to during break and lunchtime... wasn't wondering around the campus alone... i had friends who were lost with me... CSULB... heck i knew a lot of people going there too... i even got a class with Randy... but then CSULB... nah... and then the Pharmacy... it's not really my thing... i dont' wanna go medical like most of my other family members... my mom did say i'm the oddball, unique one... *sigh... but dammit... (i hate competition)... film... i'd still like to do it... but i can't take criticism... and i shouldn't even bother takin' it cuz it will always come... hahaha... as always... want the good without the bad... but i know it's there... right there dammit... well, stopped pharmacy school after 2 weeks... and by then school has started everywhere... and the first few weeks of my extended vaca... i was pleased... wakin' up, doin' physical activities, reading more(even if it's not academically enhancing)... but by October... it's like summer again... just lazy anal bum... and right now... still am... i should be buying that burner before the store closes... and lend Edward the PCN tape he requested... i have it ready too... all i gotta do is get shoes, wallet, keys and drive... but nah... let's go online and type this out... and i was reluctant to type this too... y?... too lazy to type... i'm all thinking... when i go back to school... i'll be like... WTF??? PEN AND PAPER?... what happened to keyboard and moniter... cuz shooooot... i've always had bad handwriting like others have said... but now, i cna't even read it... so uh oh... now what... now i'm goin' to LBCC... i want to play vid games still... finish those vids... which i have to start over now... 2 classes fur sore... 2 classes waiting list... i always ask for more time... and when i get it... i think i'll have enough time in the end... and this is the end of my vaca... and i still say i didn't have enough time... and it's not true... it all somewhat wasted away... i know the problem... i know the solution... doing it is the problem... petty excuses is enough for me not to do it... what a bum... LBCC... i dont' even know anyone who r taking classes with me... they're all a semester ahead... oh vvell... some people take things too seriously and NEED to loosen up... i've learned it and i applied it well for a time... now it's a BAD habit... i wish i didn't need sleep...:: Wednesday, January 07, 2004 :: what will 2004 bring? ?? :-`:: Sunday, January 04, 2004 :: after my 7 months vacation... i start school in a week... so i'm forcing myself to feel sad... :-[:: Saturday, January 03, 2004 :: well anyway... ummm... i didn't cut my hair for various reasons... my dad said 7 more months till my hair is longer than his back in the 70's... so i'll try and hold out that long... my hair is naturally wavy... that's kewl... and i like my samurai hair... i've seen LOTR:ROTK 3 times and TLS twice... aaannnddd... other blah stuff... and kewl presents and stuff... and new years and X-mas... and it's 2004... whoa and all that jazz... o k... o and the videos... wait longer... comp. crashed rememba??? just gotta start ALL ova... hey yeah... usin' sister's comp... and all that jazz... i would tell what happened since December... heck, i've been STILL meaning to talk aboot everything since April... yeah... aboot my LONG BLOG... wahwahwah or the NOEL BLOG... but i'm just like bleh right now.... well i'm not bleh,... i just don't feel like typing... dammit... well it's ok... nothing wrong with someone a year older than me ;-)...
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