:: Dnubirom .....reverof dna dne eht tilnu won ::

:: Thursday, April 29, 2004 ::

I was gonna do my Sociology HW but i didn't... maybe hopefully i'll turn it in late... so then i went back to sleep at 6:30AM... had an entiresting, very dream... this is one of the dreams where i could control my actions, and possibly other people... but it cArAzy kinda... sequence might be out of order:
I was in th Philippines... or i was in a Final Fantasy video game, no particular number... and i beat the boss... and i watched the cinmatic and when talking to another person i chose the different options of what to say... and then i resetted the game cuz i wanted to see what happened if i chose the other options... there was a black girl there... somethin' with a dilemma there... my uncles and their drinking somethin' about that... and then... here's the kewl part that i liked... we had to, or the black lady wanted to leave wherever we were... PI or something... so we were sneaking her out... 2 ladies, a guy, and me helping her... and we were entering my old school, St. Joseph Elementary, gym... the lady gave up and broke down... she didn't want to leave now... but i urged her to move on... the other 3 people didn't stop for her... so i picked her up and aided her out the door... then there was a mustached, mullet guy with a gun... we were in the parking lot of St. Joseph Elementary... i guess he wanted the black person to stay... and then another guy came out with a gun... he had a different agenda... then the guy we were with took out a gun... and i was like nono... not kewl... so i calmly got the gun from the guy i was with and said, alrighty i'll put down this gone, dont' want violence, don't want death... i'll even empty it... and as i was saying it... i was walking away from them towards our car... and both started to lower their gun slowly and follow me to my car, while the other 3 (1 lady(don't know what happened to the other one), black lady, and one guy) stood where they were... the gun i had was a magnum... one of them rolling chambers instead of magazines... so i openned it and started taking out 2-3 bullets at a time... and so i did and the other 2 guys dropped their gun... and i was REALLY tempted to use the gun on them when they put their guns down... cuz i held 1 bullet left in my hand... all i had to do was insert it and shoot... but i didn't and dropped it... then the black lady ran to the parked car and the mullet man ran to the church and came out with a hunter's rifle... i was like o crap... helped the lady in then i got the magnum and i was thinking... but i don't want to use it... but i gave in and picked up the gun and a couple bullets, loaded it, and aimed back... it was far; some time went by... then i shot him, so i was suprised that my first shot hit him... aimed shot him again... loaded more bullet... hoped it was in the right chamber... shot it again and the guy went down... i don't think i hit him that time,... i think i missed as he collapsed... and then we all went in the car left... o yeah... i guess i 'resetted' the scenerio... and i dont' know... i just went to a phone and called 911... and i was thinking... do they have 911 in PI?... so then a ladies voice saying something different so i did get the wrong number... ... then i thought dang, i need to be home by monday cuz i have school... so i was thinking of calling my mom and tell her to buy me a ticket back for sunday night... cuz Approx. when u leave PI at a certain time u arrive in US almost the same time... so i was thinking that... and then i remembered i had some errands to run, one for my sister... and then flashback of noel calling my cell to ask for something... vvhatever it was... i remember more detail in the dream, but no time to fix it... so vvhatever... and i picked up and dropped too many bullets than i said... vvhatever... O!!! i remember in the beginning part of a dream... i was in a Warner Bros. store... looking at one of the "Clix" toys... vvhatever... looking at each one for a long time... at one display case... then a lady asked if i needed any help or was considering buying anything i said no... then she asked if i'd like to see one of these... pointed at something... and i was saying ok... then she went behind a counter where there was a long line for the register/cashier... she took out the box and the styrophone?... styrofome... vvhatever... and it wasn't exactly like the display case, but the idea was there... it was a Mrs. Teapot from Beauty and the Beast... is that the character's name?... and then my sister calls or comes up to me asking where i am... and that's it for that... o k... i WANT to sleep... i hate sleep... makes me lag... eh, excuses, excuses...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 8:57 AM [+] ::
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some funny convos stuck to mind:

Conversation at Red Lobster a couple weeks ago [Tito Efren's B-day]...:
- Black Waitress to cousin Krizelle: And what would u like to have?
- Krizelle: uhhh... can u just give me one more minute?
- Waitress: sure [goes to next person]
- Me: [*points a number one at her] OK, but for only 1 minute, ok? you only have 1 minute.
- Carol [cousin]: [*laughs]

:-D

Conversation today at Khourys [Tita Ching's B-day]...:
- Anne [cousin's wife] to cousin Kevin: Kevin, r u going to Poly or Bosco?
- Kevin [sitting left of me]: O, I'm gonna go to Bosco.
- Me: WHHAAAT!!!??? don't go to Bosco!!! go to Poly with Rosanna(Anne's daughter)!!! Don't go to BOSCO... U KNOW Y??? ... cuz there's GIRLS there!!! GADDANG it, it's AN ALL BOYS SCHOOL!!! Poly has Girls!!!
- BJ [short of Beverly Jane; Carol's daughter]: *laughs hysterically
(just thought of this: Positive Reinforcement... entiresting, very)
- Tita Mila [mother of Carol; grandmother of BJ; sitting right of me]: Wait, what?... what?
- Me: [*talking with some food in mouth; stares at Tita Mila] Have u met my girlfriend?
- Tita Mila: [*stares back; silent]
- Me: No, right? Because I went to AN ... ALL ... BOYS... SCHOOL!!!
- Carol, Kevin, BJ: [*laughs even more]
- Me: Ur all laughing, but i'm really sad on the inside. Y must u all always laugh whenever I'm serious???

purty, purty funny ... heheheh :-P

(10:42 PM)
- Dad: so did the AC make ur room cold enough?
- Me: well, it's cool, but not cold enough.
- Dad: ya'know, outside is really cold.
- Me: yeah well, the news said that it would go from 90 to 70 degrees in 48 hours.
- Dad: o wow... it looks like we'll have to wear mittens, huh?
- Me: yeah, we'll have to stick our hands in our butts to keep warm.
- Dad: heheh
- Me: and then to make sure we can still breathe, we'll have to smell our hands.
- Dad: o sh--, hahaha.

hahaha ;-P


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 8:58 PM [+] ::
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i am in a pleasurable mood despite that i missed English class again... y??? cuz this is what happened... just got back from the bank... the teller that helped me was a purty purty girl... but that's not it... when she was done processing my checks, she asked, "anything else?" and i responded no... she put the receipt and as i grabbed it, she said, "Thanks, [my first name]." now, fur sore, fur sore i don't know the lady, but she said Thanks and my name... we have no personal connection and we are complete strangers to each other... that's how the world should be... friendly to each other... like that Seinfeld show where they thought everyone in the world would wear name tags... but then one of them didn't like the idea because they didn't want strangers to say hi and there name... they felt invaded with their privacy... anyway, she said it in a friendly Washington Mutual manner that it made me feel good... now... unlike earlier today, I went to MacDonalds for breakfast... drive thru and all... now, i was a little insulted, but was it his intention not to even look at my direction?... the cashier guy didn't even make eye contact nor look at the direction i was... the lines weren't long and it didn't seem busy... but even when he handed me my change and receipt, and the bag of food,... he didn't even look outside the window... he just stared down at the register or looked towards the kitchen... now, that seems unpleasant to me... but it wasn't even a little thing... i think the common (any person but me) person would notice it too... which made me think of a recent question(s) on the drive home... :
+ When a person does a cruel thing without knowing they did a cruel thing, does that mean they are a cruel person?
+ If a person does/says a nice thing, does that mean they're a nice person?
Both questions r debatable... but i would lean toward NO on both questions... because True Ignorance is Bliss... i say true, cuz only the person doing the action knows whether they are playing dumb, or they just r ignorant (NOT dumb)... either the actions come naturally, or they r in working/job persona and has the responsibility of being nice and friendly... ATTITUDE IS EVERYTHING... or not... but it is the external point which everyone can view... u dont' know what the other person feels unless they say the true feeling... anyone can lie and say they're not hurt, just so that they don't want guilt trip upon u... but who knows... even when a person says they're honest can still be lying... and that's where trust and faith applies... but IMPORTANTLY: how bad is the conflict... the conflict was at the time, not now... it's a movie dilemma of the week/day/month/year... so, u dont' forgive them, it doesn't ahve to be dealt upon unless frequent repetition has noticeable outputs... other than that... there r Approx. 6 classes left per each class/3 weeks left of school (excludes finals cuz i love finals cuz finals r more sleep time and more think time)... hurrah!!!


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:09 AM [+] ::
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if u had a fight, a disagreement, with a close family member(s), where the argument was o so bad that u couldn't forgive each other... and the very sight of the other person sickens u... would u still be kewl enough to at least go to the same family get-togethers even if they r there, or is it ... if they go, u don't go or vice versa?

any thoughts?


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:30 AM [+] ::
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for the one who has faith, questions are not neccessary.
for the one who lacks faith, answers will never suffice.
~ yourethesortofgirlwho ~

he who makes a beast of himself
takes away the pain of being a man
- Storyofphish -
(he got it from
Fear and Loathing
in Las Vegas)


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 9:23 PM [+] ::
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i have a morbid mind...

so many thoughts, i only hope to express it all here

y is it that i feel so sleepy when it pertains to any sort of work? then when i say screw it, i wake up... yeah, 5 years ago, 8th grade, i've had trouble with Algebra HW... my mom suggested that i sleep and wake up in the middle of th night, do it, go back to sleep... it worked... but then i got lazier and lazier... freshman and sophomore year i did all my homework late night/early morning before the suns shined... junior year, i always did every single assignment the day it's due... senior year, it got to the point where i didn't do any assignments... and yet i pass the class... i shouldn't be here... what am i doing here?... is there a purpose?
should teachers lower standards for students?... this isn't the core of the problem

i'm sullen

i paralyze myself on purpose... i have a goal, i want the goal, but i don't do it... y? afraid of the outcome whether it be good or not... afraid of failure = low self esteem, afraid of success = gotta keep the responsibility up... don't wanna up my standards...

my mind is so sick and disturbing i do not want to say what i've thought... cuz it's not true... i get disgusted of what i think up... and yet i understand the pleasure it gives... scurry...to the max... i dont' like it, but i do, but it's o so not kewl... i'm afraid of cracking up, become insane... if i do, let me say beforehand that i'm sorry, and that i probably led myself to do it... i don't want to feel when/if i do the things i'll do to hurt...

my mind hurts, but it's not in pain

my sister said that i like to have power... cuz i'm influential whenever i talk (help) people... but i say, well they don't have to listen to me, but i make sense don't i? or not... rn't we all power hungry?... if we wanted something all the time, wouldn't we be savages and get what we want... no thoughts contradicting... but my thoughts contradict... but does it contradict too much?... i have no limit

i don't want to feel... but then what's the point? when should u follow emotions and feelings? ... reminds me of what Vandal Savage said in Justice League: "Gotta keep urself busy, or else the mind will go crazy." ... i can't (won't?) keep myself busy... i mean it when i say: "i like thinking"... gotta think... through and through

for a time, i didn't think of this... i read the article inside the Kill Bill Vol. 1 DVD... my mind left this bad place and just read the article... nothing of it...

i believe there is a difference between good, bad and right, wrong... i had the words to explain it, but now i don't know what to think

in the show 24 last sunday... The Bad Guy (Saunders) ordered the Good Guys (The President, CTU, and Jack) to kill a fellow companion... reminded me of Mr. Mesta's class... he gave a story in which it talks about the life of a man... it was a type of story where the reader (or the majority of the class) chooses which path to take)... the Man's life (an emporor or leader) goes through so many trials... one trial was... if u want peace in this world for hundreds of years, kill this one baby... or he was accused and all he had to do was do thing one (bad) thing, then he'd be set free... well, the class chose to not do those bad things... in the end... when the man died of age, there was peace in the world forever...otherwise, if he gave into one of those trials, yeah, there'd be peace... but it would end... Back to 24... they had to kill a fellow ally (Ryan Chapelle) or else Saunders would release a deadly virus into the "innocent" population of a major US city... ... .... secrets ... conspiracies... hmmm... anyway... so Jack killed Ryan cuz time ran out... and so, the good guyz bought more time for the people of the US of A... kinda disturbs me... killing one life to save all the rest... hiding fear; preventing panic... just like the movie SWORDFISH... there was one conversation in the movie that i couldn't really understand, but i suppose i get the idea... it's when Hugh Jackman talks to John Travolta in the bus John says asks, "if u wanted peace in the world, all u have to do is kill one person, would u do it?" ... hugh repllies, "no, but what's the point if u kill one person... y not 10, y not 100, ynot 1000?" something like that... and then John agrees with him, "exactly"... making things worse than it should be... making up the worse case of scenerios so that when the real bad scenerio happens, our emotions r degraded to the thought, "it coulda been worse"

but still, my mind is disturbing... into the future unknown... i'm afraid... more emotions than it is... i'm a vicarious learner... i don't know almost anything first hand... yet it makes sense... i feel the pain... it hurts... i understand... yet in the end of the day... tomorrow is just another day... i guess i'll have to stick to "what was said at the time was meant for THAT time... right now is a different time"... i guess this is the mind at work... odd, how i feel better... even if thoughts r still there or not being thought of... i do believe the bad outweighs the good... but take an apathy pill on the bad, and the good is alllll good, baby;-P... hehheheh... still not in the mood to do HW

i had a morbid mind


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:18 AM [+] ::
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my sister and i just had a long, agreeing conversation about procrastination... there r no rewards nor consequences that will motivate us to do our work even IF we have LOTS of time to do it... no motivation - 'nuff said...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:45 AM [+] ::
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so this vacation had its high tides and its low tides... where shall i begin...??? i meant to blog when i wanted to blog but i just gotta get up and goo ya'know?... okokokok let's start with what happened last year... i've always meant to blog about my time at PI... so let's, not recap but cap... vvhatever...
hmmmmm... so i leave on a wednesday... my sister, sister, boyfriend of sister, and... dang it... was it my cousin too that brought me to the airport??? i forgot o vvell... but while boarding the plane i called each one up.... *reclines in chair... my parents were already at the PI for almost 3 weeks... on the plane it was virtually no one on the plane... slept, listened to CDs... worked on my script for Mr. K's class which i wouldn't turn in, like almost all other assignment, for a grade and i'd ultimately get a C in that class... watched the beginning of Treasure Island and fell asleep, i've seen the ending before... woke up to end of Modonna's song for 007: Die Another Day... and then watched that movie... still kinda confused.. i zoned out so i wasn't really paying attention... fell asleep, ate, woke up to Maid in Manhatten... watched the last half... Bob Hoskins (the actor who played MARIO in Super Mario Bros. movie and acted in Enemy at the Gates) kinda did the hero walk after talking to J-Lo... so i left Wednesday, Arrived Friday morning, cuz of the International Date Line... 15 hour flight... seemed purty fast... i arrive and i'm kewl by myself... in and out of the lines... i go outside; no one's there to pick me up... i wait for almost and hour and a half and the airport terminal is abandoned and i'm the only one inside... i worked more ont he script and fell asleep... used my BATMAN pocket watch as the filipino time... and yes, i still wore my sweater in the Philippines :-D... go picked up... stopped at 7 eleven... blha blah blah met the cousins... napped... pulled a statue for the Jesus parade thing... met a cousin... she looked 15 but she's really 12... it' slike whoa... learned most of the names, met up with most of the cousins... me and my cousin kevin (who's from here int he USofA) did a easter egg hunt, played a musical chairs thing were guyz hold a fruit near their genitals and then the girls would have to grab it when the music stops... funny thing at church... went to Baracuy which is freakin' paradise there, but i had grownups around me so that sucked... went to another resort had fun with the cousins even though i don't know what the freak theyr'e saying... one time my lil cousin (well, more like cousin's daughter)... came into the room and said "kuya BATMA17![insert tagalog phrase]" and my mom over heard... and said "o how cuuuute, she said" Kuya BATMA17!!! Come on, let's go out and play"... i don't know if they could understand me or not... played cards... taught them addition with it... poker... i dont' know y, not purposefully, but i turned fobbish voice to talk like them... i dont' know if that was insulting or not but i just talked like they talked... *shrug... watch sabong (cock fighting = ROOSTER (not actual cocks, u A-holes) FIGHTING)... baracuy was kewl... kinda... sand like sugar powder... clear water where u can seet the sand at the bottom... green algae which was more beautiful than disgusting... blah blah... to get to baraguy from where i lived (Las Pinas)... 45 min. flight to the island... then 1 and a half hour drive... then 15 min. boat ride to get to Baracuy... on the Travel Channel they talked about Baracuy... what else... o! i watched old BATMAN episodes... they still play it there!!! from Fox... ummm incident with money and the easter egg hunt... i'm all over the place... i woul'dve been more detailed if i blogged right wehn i came back... :-P... uhhh hung out with the cousins... massage and manicure...(the nails; not the toes, right???...)... met wup with more cousins blah blah blah... family history... some boring stuffors...ugh blah blah blah...so i stay for just over a week, and i leave sunday night, plane ridescary... lots of turbulence... i was ready if we crashed... heheheheh... can't remember the movies on the plane ride... o vvell... then i arrive in USA on sunday night... sister picks me up... and then i check my voice mail... hakel called saying there needs to be more people at palmer's b-day party... but that was like 2 nights previous... o vvell... he still has my utility purse... anyway... eat out with both my sisters at spires... story story story... and within'8 hours of me arriving home, i have to go to school the next day... meanwhile back at the states, some of u went to KNOTTS :-(... i wanted to go , but ovvell...uhhhh...

so wednesday, April 7 i meet up with dominic and tells me to take him to Riverside... Excel... i have my doubts, but it's not like i'll forcefully stop them... it's just that i feel those that signed up for it didn't give much thought on the Cons... cuz u know ... THey're businessmen too trying to get u for THEIR leverage... it would ONLY WORK... if ur a motivational speaker urself... if u like to talk and meet new people and expect the obvious outcome of not everyone not listening to an 18 year old teenager about switching phone services... drove back rachel, chamuel, and d-money back to S&G... thursday... i have right here... o wait me and dom ponder... for the weeks that u'all had spring break, even if me and dom had school we still got to go out... and even when u were in spring break u'all still didn't go out... vvhatever... i understand... and not all of u r complaining anyway... so es allllllll good... ummm Thursday... what a day... the 8th... i won't go detail... i'll go by hours... BACKWARDS... start at FRIDAY 11AM...after 11 AM slept for half an hour on carolyn's floor... then walked to karen's dorm... then brought her to her cousin's house... drove home... got home slept at 5:50ishPM... 11AM: tell carolyn about my day in hours... and wrote it on a piece of paper... 10AM... i got lost going to carolyn's dorm and thought about writing this paper... 9AM talking to Patrizha on the phone while driving the freeway from her cousin's homein Brea to Irvine... 8AM: I arrive to Patrizha's cousin's apartment in Brea for the second time to give back her sweater... 7AM Driving her and Dominic to the cousin's home for the first time... 6AM: I walk up the stairs to look for Patrizha to tell her it's time to take her to her destination... 5AM: Looking at the pictures on Martine's computer's screensaver... 4AM: i do what i was asked to do... 3AM: Chit Chatting walking around... dog humping... 2AM: talked about Captain Planet and other old school things like Pogs... 1AM: tried to watch Gothica but didn't... 12AM: walked marked to his car as he left the co-ed sleep over... 11PM: asked to leave Jack in the Box and We r still talking to the Army guy about his familly and army experiences after almost an hour of him talking for a vereally, vereally long time... 10PM: finished eating Jack in the Box and about to leave there to go to Martine's...10PM: we go to 7 eleven and Jack in the Box... 9PM: with dominic and his sister at Ralphs.... 8PM at church (Holy Thursday) with family... 7PM: Arcade with Mark and Dominic instead of bowling... 6PM meet with chamuel mark and dominic to go to Chino Hills at S&G... 5PM:gettin' ready for the night ahead... 4PM-2PM: Cleaning the car 1PM: eat lunch or thinking lots??? 12PM: talk to my mom on the phone... 11AM: heading home from school... 10AM: taking another open book pop quiz for my psych 1 class... 9AM: finally wake up, get out of bed, and go to school... and that was my... 24+ hour day.... from then on my dayz were all mixed up... hang out with dominic almost everyday at starbucks and play cards then go somewhere else eventually like CTC, sam Ash, Carrows, TGIF, Marriot... ... but we'd never order drinks...hmmmmm... i know that on sunday i tried to find something to convince not to go to excel... uhhh slept over the sister's house like 3 times... brought my sister's bf's sister whereever she needs/wants to go... didn't edit vids (i think i can't stay in one place for a looong time, i have to keep moving; maybe i'll do my HW in the other room... i'll try to at least... no distractions ya'know?)... *siiiigh what else... talk to Cameron Fortner about excel and how he got his 1000 dollar profit the first month and then get Approx. 20 dollars a month since then... not much, but he understand that it is NOT a "quick cash" situation; unless ur DEVOTED to the job... uhhh... what thing bothered me... o yeah... the 4 things i wanted to do but didn't do... 1. do the vids ... 2. go to berkeley for business... 3. go to the beach... 4. hang out with annie and go on an adventure :-/... didn't even hang out with her at all; and she's the only other person i know that has spring break the same week as me... and i thought it would be me and her everyday visiting everyone else... but nope... i have a penis... on Easter day, ate out with my mom, sister and boyfriend, other sister and boyfriend and the sister of the boyfriend... the cappucino was goooooooood... ='s nine to the max... hmmm... got lade once... what else... o yeah... wait... o yeah... uhhh dang, it seemed like i had more to say... o yeah... so Rochelle at the bank last thursday, but she didn't recognize me cuz I WASN"T WEARING A SWEATER... JUST A PLAIN WHITE T-SHIRT... crazy eh?... and i have a longer mustache and much shorter hair since she last saw me... (should i grow out my hair for a year again? i think i will so that u galz can play with it :-P or not i dont' know hmmmm)... helped martine with her drinking problem.... neil's b-day with singing and motownopoly... MONOPOLY IS FUN if u have SERIOUS players to play with y'aknow?... uhhh what else... i dislike liars, but it's o k... just cuz i dislike that quality of u doesn't mean i'll abandon u... uhhh... u think u know me, but u really don't,... or u do... yesterday, saturday... went to Chinatown to bring my cousin kimberly (who was in the front page of the entertainment section in Press Telegram the other day) to her singing class led by that chinese actress who was in the ART OF WAR with Wesley Snipes and in the Transporter with that one bad ass guy from Snatch or The Italian Job... uhhhhh.... this is a blah blog... vvhatever... bothered with not knowing to quit or not... but hey... i'll just be blasphemous and say i'm God's Hand... :-D *twinkle... if not, kill me now if i'm doing such a bad job... let's jsut think of it this way... It could have been worse if it werent' for me... or not... id ont' know hahahaha... ummmmmm walked around Chinatown... o and the friday before that went to ChinaTown to leaern how to get there... went there with cousin kevin and his mom... then back to the saturday, watched Hellboy, purtykewl... and The Punisher... it's kewl, but it' snot gory... i bet there'd be an uneditted DVD version and i'd sooooo get that... it would be too... so sad... everyone gone...uhhhhhhhhhhh then that night was niels b-day... o and... i could be doing hw, but i'm not... and thinking thinking thinking... i can't stop thinking... i just want to think and not do... and that would be my downfall probably... or one of the downfalls... i believe nothing happens because of one thing... maybe a domino effect, BUT, still, i think it's mult. reasons... so i supposed dont' blame one person... i'm talking in general no specifics... and i'm tired... with typing but i have to... dnag, i know i HAD more to say, but i never blogged about it... eh, i plan to have more "what happened a year ago blogs" just cuz i didn't blog about it last year... wahwahwah

heh, not as long as i thought it would be...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:40 PM [+] ::
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hmmmm i would post more and other stuff about this Excel... and why it's not good... but still try it out, prove me wrong...... yeah couldn't post well cuz the computer at my sis's/sis's bf's house didn't work... vvhatever... ummm ... i'll blog about my dayz later... happy easter and all that jazz... wow, has it been a year since the PI? dang, i need to finish them tapes... but all honesty, i had more time last year than i have this year :-/... heck i had more time during my extended summer/winter vacation and i still didn't do it... now a dayz, i can't just sit here at the computer for hours and hours like i used to... yeah, i'm online 25/8, but i'm not here... or... there... but yeah, vvhatever... ttyl


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 9:43 AM [+] ::
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look, i know it's ur choice... but ask questions... know BOTH SIDES... ALL SIDEs of an opportunity... i've been researching... trying to at least... all honesty, i dont' know where to start... but here's where u can start off... go to a search engine (yahoo, google, msn...) and type in "Pyramid Scheme"...
here, i found this through FOX 11 news...:http://www.ftc.gov/bcp/conline/edcams/pyramid/
please, take the time to read... that's society's problem, we want things in a quick solution...
Pyramids don't pay. (Your Company Name) and the Federal Trade Commission caution consumers about clubs or programs that promise quick money for recruiting new members. Don't bank on the pyramid promise that someone else will pay you. For more information on get-rich-quick schemes, visit the FTC at www.ftc.gov. (48 words)

Avoid the rubble of a fallen pyramid. (Your Company name) and the Federal Trade Commission caution consumers about the promise of easy money through a downline, matrix, or binary pyramid plan. Don't bank on the promise that someone else will pay you. For more information, visit the FTC at www.ftc.gov. (50 words)

Don't let a downline bring you down. Pyramids are illegal. (Your Company Name) and the Federal Trade Commission caution consumers not to fall for promises of quick money through new member recruiting instead of real product sales. For more information, visit the FTC at www.ftc.gov. (45 words)

i remember in the past that Fox 11 and and/or i think Dateline did a week long show about these 'scams'... there is the MLM... i dont' know details on that... but just cuz the business says MLM, doesn't mean it's a good thing or vvhatever... there's a loop hole... just gotta find it and exploit it...

do what u want, know what ur doing...
it's not over... the more emotion u show me, the more i smile...

it's not over


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 8:43 PM [+] ::
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the past 3 weekends have been looooong...
u can find out almost half of the things i've been up to on "i want dominic"'s blog... and other tidbits of info. from noel's "dayz" and Christina's "sweet"ness...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:24 PM [+] ::
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c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:55 AM [+] ::
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Your future occupation by meteoric
Your name
Your future occupation	Professional Theif
Yearly income	$757,629
Hours per week you work	88
Education	Up to 6 years of college
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c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:52 AM [+] ::
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