:: Dnubirom .....reverof dna dne eht tilnu won ::

:: Monday, April 26, 2004 ::

i am in a pleasurable mood despite that i missed English class again... y??? cuz this is what happened... just got back from the bank... the teller that helped me was a purty purty girl... but that's not it... when she was done processing my checks, she asked, "anything else?" and i responded no... she put the receipt and as i grabbed it, she said, "Thanks, [my first name]." now, fur sore, fur sore i don't know the lady, but she said Thanks and my name... we have no personal connection and we are complete strangers to each other... that's how the world should be... friendly to each other... like that Seinfeld show where they thought everyone in the world would wear name tags... but then one of them didn't like the idea because they didn't want strangers to say hi and there name... they felt invaded with their privacy... anyway, she said it in a friendly Washington Mutual manner that it made me feel good... now... unlike earlier today, I went to MacDonalds for breakfast... drive thru and all... now, i was a little insulted, but was it his intention not to even look at my direction?... the cashier guy didn't even make eye contact nor look at the direction i was... the lines weren't long and it didn't seem busy... but even when he handed me my change and receipt, and the bag of food,... he didn't even look outside the window... he just stared down at the register or looked towards the kitchen... now, that seems unpleasant to me... but it wasn't even a little thing... i think the common (any person but me) person would notice it too... which made me think of a recent question(s) on the drive home... :
+ When a person does a cruel thing without knowing they did a cruel thing, does that mean they are a cruel person?
+ If a person does/says a nice thing, does that mean they're a nice person?
Both questions r debatable... but i would lean toward NO on both questions... because True Ignorance is Bliss... i say true, cuz only the person doing the action knows whether they are playing dumb, or they just r ignorant (NOT dumb)... either the actions come naturally, or they r in working/job persona and has the responsibility of being nice and friendly... ATTITUDE IS EVERYTHING... or not... but it is the external point which everyone can view... u dont' know what the other person feels unless they say the true feeling... anyone can lie and say they're not hurt, just so that they don't want guilt trip upon u... but who knows... even when a person says they're honest can still be lying... and that's where trust and faith applies... but IMPORTANTLY: how bad is the conflict... the conflict was at the time, not now... it's a movie dilemma of the week/day/month/year... so, u dont' forgive them, it doesn't ahve to be dealt upon unless frequent repetition has noticeable outputs... other than that... there r Approx. 6 classes left per each class/3 weeks left of school (excludes finals cuz i love finals cuz finals r more sleep time and more think time)... hurrah!!!


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:09 AM [+] ::
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