:: Dnubirom .....reverof dna dne eht tilnu won ::

:: Wednesday, March 30, 2005 ::

could i control greed?
can i not let hell push me, but let it encourage me?
Am I Able To Control Demons For The Better?

too many thoughts at once
understandable, but trying something i wouldn't do
is that good or bad?
is that me? am i fake?
am i changing? am i growing out of?
am i growing into? am i growing at all?
am i straying from a path?
am i on a risky road... where few have succeeded?
succeeded at what cost? any cost at all?


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 7:14 PM [+] ::
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i think i saw Megan M's bro... or not
Krizelle and Rath again
---------------------------
i also saw artoom again
then i saw Monique and Vladamir
Monique said, "tell dominic and dan 'hi'."

kewl beans


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 9:46 AM [+] ::
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first greed,
endless lying...
stupid reputation
i hate being on top
the taste of power
never wanting to lose it again
not concentrating well
it's taking over me
no time
i'm sad
too bad
tough love
don't shove...

don't shiv

must use them

DrPaulson76 (3:51:39 PM): Are you selling Cutco?

Auto response from BATMA17 (3:51:39 PM): favor por favor
i got this job as a sales rep recently
all i ask of u is to ask ur parent's permision to let me show them Approx. an hour one-on-one demo anytime they're available...
THERE IS NO OBLIGATION TO BUY ANYTHING; just listen
u can be present too! it's pretty sweet shibby
if ur parents say "sure!"...
tell me now or text me ur Home Phone # to my cellphone (562-754-0465)
and i'll call that house later that day to set up a definite appt. with them and u!

if not, no worries...! :-D CHEERS!

BATMA17 (7:11:40 PM): YES I AM!!!

Auto response from DrPaulson76 (7:11:44 PM): Biochem as an appetizer with MCAT as the main course


BATMA17 (7:11:51 PM): it's not even my 3rd day and i got 200+ dollars
DrPaulson76 (7:12:33 PM): oh man ....i did that 2 summers ago
DrPaulson76 (7:12:38 PM): its a cult
BATMA17 (7:13:05 PM): yeaaaaah dude... they say flexible hours, but i'm so peer pressured to do more than i should do
DrPaulson76 (7:13:31 PM): no kidding....if your like well i have an appt for 9 am they'll be like well why dont you have one for 8am
BATMA17 (7:13:54 PM): yeah, pressuring me to get more appointments when like, i still have school and such
BATMA17 (7:14:06 PM): and i like talking, but i don't wanna talk all day
BATMA17 (7:14:11 PM): i'm fine with 2 or 3 appts...
DrPaulson76 (7:14:17 PM): yea it only gets worse tho
BATMA17 (7:14:19 PM): how long did u stay? y'd u quit?
DrPaulson76 (7:14:50 PM): i stayed for half a summer cause i couldnt stand it....and the whole thing is its easy to sell that stuff to your friends and family and stuff but once you get outside of that its hard to sell
DrPaulson76 (7:15:00 PM): and i felt bad asking for refferals cause i dont like to bother people
BATMA17 (7:15:20 PM): YEAH
BATMA17 (7:15:26 PM): i'm lucky to have a big family still
DrPaulson76 (7:16:00 PM): i made a little less than 5 grand and i got to the point where i was making like 25% off all sales....but then it just started to suck
BATMA17 (7:16:34 PM): so like, it was a great boost in income, but it died down after that
BATMA17 (7:16:40 PM): yeah, i figgured that as much
BATMA17 (7:18:04 PM): anything else to say on it?
DrPaulson76 (7:18:23 PM): the knives are cool
DrPaulson76 (7:18:34 PM): i still use em here at college
BATMA17 (7:19:04 PM): . nice .
DrPaulson76 (7:19:37 PM): have you gone to a conference
BATMA17 (7:19:58 PM): no
BATMA17 (7:20:09 PM): i just finished Advance Training I today
DrPaulson76 (7:20:47 PM): oh
BATMA17 (7:24:43 PM): well thanx for ur input man...
BATMA17 (7:24:44 PM): ttyl
BATMA17 (7:24:47 PM): c-ya:-)

still thinking...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 7:12 PM [+] ::
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stupid greed...
don't let my own agendas sway me from being an altruist...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:42 AM [+] ::
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yeah, that was exciting
my H.S. was on tv: a 15 and 16 yr old students threaten to kill teachers and other students
CH. 7 ABC news rocks... wahwahwah
:-P

http://www.nbc4.tv/education/4286836/detail.html


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:43 AM [+] ::
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saturday i saw daniel? fremgen? :-/ sorry for the mispelling or wrong name
today i saw Sally?, Cindy, Danny, the mom, another woman, another man, and a baby georgie... i presume...
and Divinia

none of which saw or remembered me :-/ vvhatever
except (Ricky?) the Bass player from Footloose... he's a kool kat

helping people is kewl.
but don't take my word for it, try it! badum bum!


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:58 AM [+] ::
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DAVID y RAMON!!!
kewl beans!!!


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:49 AM [+] ::
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last wednesday i saw Ms. Manlove
she probably doesn't remember me
es all good
Be Cool mah bebies
Black people don't like Be Cool,
how do i know?
they're the only ones who want a
freakin' refund 45 min. into the movie


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 2:38 AM [+] ::
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well, i'm making it a point till BATMAN BEGINS.
and then i might as well wait till my sister's wedding.
by then, it's too close for christmas... so in Approx. a year...
Approx. a year...

Cinyc .....Msimissep fo tnih a\w


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 7:37 AM [+] ::
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saw Rayniel... he's a zipzop


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:37 AM [+] ::
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