:: Dnubirom .....reverof dna dne eht tilnu won ::
As you wish...Natalie Portman, Ziyi Zhang, BoA Kwon, Maggie Q equals nine
I try not to look for the good in any situation.
That way I find I'm not disappointed by anyone. - BATMAN
what is said now isn't always meant to be forever
ideally, Encalab .....learrus s'taht won
what was Cinyc .....Msimissep fo tnih a \w,
Tsilaer .....Noisserpxe fo yaw a no more
:: Wednesday, June 22, 2005 ::
saw brandy and krystal at Target, i avoided them ... haha... i dislike those awkward staring-at-each-other-do-i-know-you? faces...
o and A. Rod and Jorge's friend from Psych 10? is in my Hist. 10 class... that's kewl even though we never acknowledged each other...
what am i gonna say? small talk?... bah! vvhatever the freak ever
purpose? i wish i knew what it was already so i can just start doing it... true, there r things that i want to do and such, and maybe that's my purpose, but i want to know it'll mean something... i don't want it for nothing that means nothing to me... o sure, divert my thinking into something positive... sure, it's positive, but is it something i like/want? (was that too selfish? mah bad)
i'm not taking anything personal, but i do...
i'm writing in here too much... too many blah blah blah blahs...
i'm self-loathing again...
u may think "how pitiful", but is that helping me? no...
and if u do try and help, and i give u the cold shoulder and say "no, thanks", or "i don't need it", should u be insulted? well, mah bad for pushing u away, but at least u tried and MAYBE u shouldn't stop trying despite what may result for bad or for worse...
who says what is more important than what is said
my back hurts
friends fade... away
memories r forever... as long as u remember
i dont' know where i'm getting at... so i'm just going to sleep ;-D
c-ya:-)
-j
:: j 2:34 AM [+] ::
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