:: Dnubirom .....reverof dna dne eht tilnu won ::

:: Saturday, December 28, 2002 ::

this vaca. isn't entiresting, very.... i might as well not write about it.... this sux... so unproductive and not doin' what i said i would do.... need get out of here.... but where?
Drumline was kewl... and Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers were really kewl...... the tree scenes were purty slow...... HA! Pippin and Merry... just practically stayed on top of that tree the whole 3 hours!... well..... the funniest part is when the Trees were fighting the orcs and then the tree caught on fire... When the Dam broke and the water was gushing out... on the bottom of the screen, the tree on fire dove into the water... dat was punny..... ok then....... LADY CRAPSIDIES>..... seriously!


c-haou... what the f?


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:44 PM [+] ::
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GEEZ,... that popcorn gave me mad gas!!!!


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:30 AM [+] ::
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Holding hands.... Footsie.... Innocent Kiss... and i thought i would get Cuddling...... vvhatever..i 'll blog later... maybe vvhatever

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October 12, 2047
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c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:49 PM [+] ::
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i'll talk about my week later.... i'll probably forget so then my next blog would be short... all i wanna say is:
i...... usually... have crushes..... on those i rarely meet..... dang... after seeing that pic... it was like "damn, her family clamors her...." vvhatever.... freaks-in-a-mythologies.... it's all infatuation, i say... i say so cuz ....... i don't wanna get hurt? .... yeah, vvhatever... it's all infatuation. so there!!!:-P

wait... maybe clamor is the wrong term... vvhatever.................... i should practice what i preach.... i should....


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:54 PM [+] ::
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Edward's recent blog:
i hate calculus, i hate calculus, i hate calculus~!~!!~!~!~~!!~~!~!!~!~.... fuck... daym... i studied a lot (a lot in my standards) and i was fucking lost in my fucking test~!~~!... what the fuck?!?!?!... daym
*thumbs up!
need i say more?


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:10 PM [+] ::
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there's laughter in my head... i asked my mom what puteh was... and she was like "what...?" and then "ohhh... puti means white..". and then she looked at my bed and said "hey, u better fix that" then i say my usual, "I WILL....." and then she goes... "yeah, that means never.." and left the room. i smiled and laughed ha ha.


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:06 PM [+] ::
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oh wow, it's almost 12:30... i guess the previous blog should be yesterday's... blha blah blah.. g'night
OH!, i should try and say the names that i've learned & STILL REMEMBER.... /..//... ok, Quarter, Dime, Nickel, PENNY!.. or PENNEY! that's how i'll always remember it..... and then ... another michelle, but this time, i remembered the last name... de Castro.. i think.. i hope,... i ponder. i wonder.. ok then... 2! 2 names i remember ! 2!! HA HA HA HA H A HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(Count's laugh..(Count=Sesame Street)


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:33 AM [+] ::
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ok. sooo.... today was the other 2 choir shows....i videotaped some of them and i did purty ok... i would go detail, but i'm kinda tired.....
my comp..... hmmm don't want to go into that either.... but yea... i know i didn't say Good Show, Good Show to everyone... so GOOD SHOW, GOOD SHOW to u! yeah, like Optitrishtic,..... i was lookin' for her before and during the second show... and then now she said she was sick.. that sux a bunch... ok vvell.. anyhoo.... while i was lookin' for her, i thought i saw her,.. but it was just her "twin".. Jamie (did i spell that correctly?)... and yeah.. .edward and randy came to the first show... chris came to the second.. alfredo came too.....jacob also.... i between shows... most peeps went to Cerritoes Mall to eat, Rochelle gave us a ride there.... she's Nottlerite... i ate, passed out napkins, got refills, got napkins and passed them out.... got mints... and stuff... the restrooms had no paper towels so i used the last paper towel i had...... Christine is Harold, but she doesn't like that (Harold is the hunchback mechanic in the BatCave....) cuz she knows cars more than i do.. and stuff... but her friends call her Barhomie, so es all doog... whoops ha! good*.... yeah and when i got home, my mom was mad cuz i didn't call her at 4 like i was supposed to, but my phone wasn't activated and i proved it to her...... also, she said the only way to get a car is getting no C's in my report card... sheesh! i dont' know y, but i ALWAYs get ONE C.... it's kinda likea freaks-in-a-mythologies! oh vvell.... vvhatever.. i would need it anyway in the Puture........ so es like... Dec. 10 was the due date for SCHOLARSHIPS to USC and JAN.10 is the due date for the applications! DANG IT!... now i have to start sayin' i'm goin' to do it again.... oh vvell... i guess i'll do it, some day..... yeah ok...so now what? ummmmm es purty cold.. tomorrow is a District show, but my sis isn't in the mood, or not feeling too vvell, since she is my ride to get in... sooo... i guess i'll work on HW,, maybe and video editting stuff.. yup yup.... ttyl


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:17 AM [+] ::
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ok... so how should i start this one..... a) oh, how fun has it been.....or b) guess what OPTITRISHTIC did!
i'll tell ya later.... ok.... Yesterday was a thursday....... 4th period worked on flash... 5th period physics TORQUE... gotta compromise with DISTRICT and THWACK.... 6th.... played CHESS with freddy! ... man, that was a gooood game.. lasted about an hour..... had to stop go to 7th per. and watch Mississippi Burning, while continuing the game on the blackboard...... *fart,,,,,,,,.... ok so i blocked him MANY MANY TIMES... and when i thought i had him.. i played around with him, which was my mistake... i played around by not eating or killing him right away.... damn it.. i should've cuz then he wouldn't gotten his queen back and i would've still been alive... i did that, i did that, that's my fault, i did that..... and then went home and went to take a TEST!..... if u want to know the outcome of it... u may want to look at that person's blog that u want.... on the way home, i played my victory song (BATMAN THEME SONG , BABY!!)(not the 60's TV show one...) then i didn't take a picture and i found out the pic u take after ur first test(written) is the final pic.. so that sux a bunch,.. i'm goin 'to have to call them up and ask if i can take another pic....ok now.... then got home... and drove to Josephs and watched their choir practiced... delivered dominics back pack.. Mary Magnaline... (Magnolia) wrote a BATMAN on my hand... i met Juju, and Christy?... and Christine? Melanie? Yeah, i forgot ...sorry a bunch..... then i took my first passenger... i was takin' her home and the street was blocked... woodruff heading towards south.... the police were blocking the lane i was on.. i had to turn left... so i was thinkin' of switching lanes to the left.... but it was yellow lines and stuff. so i signaled right and the kewl lexus let me through and i got through and then accelerated too fast.. abrupt.. sorry.. and then on the way there... her mom called, they were goin' to go to Cerritoes Mall, and we just passing there... so i played it safe and turned left into South Gate Plaza, and i told her about me being the Wingman and the fountain stuff mission stuff.... kewlio.... so we got to the mall and chilled in my sis's car... (i'll get my BATMA17mobile someday).... her dad came and we said good-byes and thanx... then i went around the mall and headed for home..... then when i got home.... D-Money said he got his Busy-ness Cards and we were all happy and stuff. he blogged.. i was goin' to.. but i got hungry so now i'm bloggin' now...... and then CSI was kewl and all...... i could've done HW.. but didn't i said i would do it today, but didn't, i say i would do it this weekend,.... we'll see :-/..... oh and, when my mom and dad tried to fix the charger for my cell phone... they couldn't buy one, so i got a whole new phone!.. same # but i haven't activated it, and i still have to transfer the #'s from the old one to my new one... gotta put a BAT sticker on that too!
now today,... got out at about 1:30 ish..... in the morning, D-Money gave me one of his Busy-ness Cards.. it's great cuz the word is gettin' out and stuff. ... i had 2 left, i thought i had more in my bag but i was wrong... we gave a busy-ness card to Mrs. Knego and Ms. Arias.... if u want a party, call the one u want , if u want to be saved by anything... try me, BATMA17(not BATMA18), anytime... if Lonlism is attacking or even if BOREDISM is attackin' u, i'll be there, if u call my name,... i'll be THEREEE!!!!.... (jackson 5)... yeah, and HW... and if u really r in a life and death situation, i'll be there... and i'll be there faster, now that i can use A car.....then, 1st period Young Frankenstein, 2nd Office Aide and tried to study for Civics... 3rd, there was an exam but it's hands on and there's only a limited # of Bread Boards (Electronic Class). i wanted to go first, but didn't sux a bunch, so i'll go monday... 4th played games instead of doing flash...., 5th was goin' to work on stuff, but we watched Nova about catapults.. i fell asleep abit but it was entiresting, very..... 6th test... purty simple... no 7th... and then home... my sis got her wisdom teeth out so i got the car.... ate KFC first.... anyway... went to Josephs and watched some of the show.... he asked me to videotape him and her, but I MISSED IT!!! sorry!!... i was goin' to.. but dang it... i wanted 3 angles... now i'm down to 2... there's 2 shows tomorrow...... so i'll drive to that... anyway... i met new people... Optitrishtic's "twin" .... rhymes with Amy or Amie with a consanant... = JAMIE or.. i hope i spelled that correctly!.. any way... i met more peeps.. but damn, ic an' remember... it's a DIABOLICAL SCHEME.. *clench fist in air.... in the end, i talked to Kate and that other girl dammit... i dont' think she told me her name anyway... i hope.... so then.... she calls me Freshman or Senior.. kewlio and all.... then on the way home.. the heater/defroster wasn't workin' or somethin' and i couldn't see so i was like pressing the correct buttons.... and THEN u gotta turn it ON by turning the knob to 1 or 2 or 3 or 4 setting... so i did and it started blowing.. but i still couldn't see well, even after using the wiper blades... and THEN i turned on my headlights... yeah, that helps.. :-P.... and then it started gettin' cold and the fog was still not clearin' up... so THEN i turned the knob from Cold to WARM... that helps too!... so then i drove home safely and soundly and wearing my seatbelt.... GOOD SHOW, GOOD SHOW EVERYONE!... oh and Randy followed me outside to look for some Money... and i found him and i turned around and i ran into Randy's shoulder.. i started to bleed from my left nostral, but es all good.. i'm BATMA17.. *thumbs up!..... and es all good.. saw lots of girls and i remember MOST of their names... so es all goooood.... please, please, keep reminding me..... oh also... OPTITRISHITIC BROKE MY BATMAN INSIGNIA THAT I've ALWAYS HAD SINCE I WAS 6 YRS. OLD!!!!!! then we found out it was detachable.. BUT... one of the things that holds it together was broken anyway!... it still holds together, but now it's weaker... saddened.. but i'll live... i'm BATMA17..... yeah.. and then driving thing happend and all.. and then got home... and then my parents and i talked about car options and reminded me about Not to drive anyone who's under 18.. sorry eberyvody, but i dont' really want to take the risk anymore.... i mean come on now... shoots-in-a-mythologies.. i just want to keep my CARd!!.. just now, my sis comes in and gave me a BATMAN insignia ornament by her BF... i'm thinkin' of hangin' it in the car.. we'll see.................what to do, what to do... PCN... don't know... BRAVEVISiON.. hmmm.....don't know.... anyhoo... now i'm home and i blogged a good one, i believe.. i remember names better through nicknames... but now... that u know that... if everyone has a nickname, i might start having trouble to remember those too!!! AHHH....!! oh vvell... District show Sunday.. 2 Choir shows tomorrow.... and i have to do HW.... entiresting, very..... so es like... ttyl... oh and my stalker count is rising! sweet shibby of all sweet shibbyneseness-ness..


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:45 PM [+] ::
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ok,.. nothin' special.. except Procrastination.. i wasn't goin' to write anythin' but i just made up this somethin' somethin' so.... uhmmm before that, i'... i have one homework due friday and i'm still not doin' it? yup,... sux a bunchh...... AMAZING RACE 3 is amazing and kewl... and Lilo & Stitch is kewl..... ok back to my quote thing-a-ma-gig...:
U always leave an impression in history especially the people around u.... but for it to be known to all forever, ur actions and and work must be recorded and protected by u, or someone impressed, or someone.... just someone.
*thumbs up!


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:34 AM [+] ::
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ok, it's been a while... so let's just keep it quick.... Friday... BraveVision meeting.... I went to Sophmore Lock-in and filmed... es all kewl.. had fun..... hanged out with everyone...... i never went to my lockin', but vvhatever... Sat... Cousins came over..... one had a car accident(someone hit her car when it was parked... new car: Toyota Corolla, and she's not insured......) so.... then afterwards.. DISTRICT SHOW.... purty kewl.. es all goooood and all..... Sunday... church and tried to do homework but didn't... i did some, but not all.... Monday... school.... i didn't do my WS and i forgot it at home anyway... thanx to those who helped me out....... then i didn't even bother doing the essay..yet..... about an hour and a half ago.. i was like... "screw this HW.. i'm watchin' LILO & STITCH!"
es alll good... that movie is great... MIxED EMOTIONS... sad, laughter, dramatic, awwwing... and all that sad goodness stuff.... but there's no other disney characters.. i thought there were other characters like in the commercials and previews before... vvhatever..... so thas all good... i would've written a lot more before, but i guess it's ok cuz i ge to shorten it up and summerize... now i'll do HW... maybe........
also, i got my new lenses for my glasses... it's really really strong, but i didn't really wanna say anythin', mainly cuz my eyes WILL get worse anyway.. sux a bunch... so now......... I'm kinda hungry, but i'm tryin' to resist midnight snacks... so es like..... yeah.. kewlio and all....
also, Kappas came over, but it was like vvhatever.... .... eh..


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 2:19 AM [+] ::
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ok,... so i didn't feel like writing in here recently... cuz i'm tired and lazy now... but after readin' Leon's blog it made me feel happy and inspired to write here again... i dont' know if i'll write long but we'll see, i'm tired..... yeah, so ain't it kewl when people's name r mentioned, it shows that u have some sort of impact on their lives.... so AGAIN.... i meet so many people at one time and then never see them again for over a week, so it's very difficult to keep track of names and match to faces..... so let's see if i remember names ..... Julie, Krizia, Trish, Michelle x 3, Mariel, April, Carrie, Grace, Christine x 2, Diana, Amanda, Jessa, Jenalyn, Joanna, Francesca, Brigette..... ok so yeah,,....... ok i've never actually met u, but u've probably seen me or have my card..... but yeah,. ... i just took the phone list from PCN yesterday... and just wrote them down... so i kinda met u, but now... so yeah.... ummmmmm still learning faces, bare with me...... ok ok o k ok . .... Trading Places... tiring afterwards, but es all good... u can get the gist of it from Leon... ok ok ok ...... Block A wasn't the first class so i went to the wrong class. it started off with Block D... psychology (u can check out what i did with Leon's Day and Kym's xanga), PSYCHOLOGY IS KEWL.... WHEN I GROW UP, I'M GOIN' TO GET A DEGREE IN PSYCHOLOGY AND NOT CHARGE ANYONE.... cuz if psychologists really truely wanted to help u, then they wouldn't charge u... but of course they charge u so they can pay there bills and other necessities, and stuff, but not me.... i'll just live off somethin' else. and i'll aide all ya'alls problems cuz i'm BATMA17, i can save u anytime...... and then it was this Death and Dying class.. that's a religion class... they told ghost stories, then break... and i gave Martine the drawing of her... she likes it, i'm happy... and others want me to draw them too, u just have to come up to me and ask... and then afterwards we have to talk about what u want, u can't just say u want a pic and that's it.... we gotta talk and plan what u want and how u want it so that there r no mistakes..... and then it was........... hmmmm......... Gen. Biology... that was kewl.... they were learning cell reprod. and mitosis and all that..... the teacher made the guyz sit closer with the girls so we can see the book and everytime the teacher asked a question and IF i knew the answer i would tell the girl next to me.... ummm what's her name... they said: "good job, (name)...." well i would tell her the answer and if she raised her hand and answered she would be right... cuz u know y? I'm BATMA17... so then what made me feel kewlio and all was another girl said... "well, yeah, she knows! She has BATMA17 with her" and i'm like "YEAHHHH!" that's right, I am BATMA17... ok so.... then it was Sculpture class, that sucked cuz it was boring and stuff. the teacher was monotone and no feeling.... i sat alone... 2 girls behind me were talkin' about how a waste of a day Trading Places is and then when i looked across the room i thought i was see double... and i said that kinda out loud. .. and both girls looked at me.. and then i looked down and it took me awhile but they were twins... it was kewl cuz they had the same expression while doing that wire thing-a-ma-gig ... the teacher did this purty kewl drawing of a person with spirals and not lifting her pencil... she said it was a "gesture" the guy next to me was like "isn't that ur school mascot?" (jester).... so then we got wires and made.. stick figures? then it was lunch, finally, that was a waste of a class for me.... Dominic and others were saying Aerobics class was kewl and all..... and then... it was lunch.. pizza and all. Linares told me to shave by tomorrow.. .blah blah blah... i talked to Julie and her friends and everyone else.. it was someone's B-Day and i gave her a hug, and then i bought 2 M&Ms by Michelle.... (so many michelles) oh and that wire thing i made during Sculpture class and was my only friend and buddy that i played and talked to with during that class was givin' to Angela... She's kewl too and she wanted it, so that' kewl and stuff.. *thumbs up!!..... and then Algebra II that was kewl.... i worked with Kymee, Bob, and the girl next to me on simple Slope-Intercept forms and substitution.. i was just saying out loud how "I'm glad it's not calculus" there's actually #'s as answers in Algebra!! (cuz Calculus, u have to simplify eq'ns into another eq'n.. i never really understood it so that screwed me over....) (my plan for bosco guyz to say hello to the joseph girl who took my spot, failed... she either didn't go or stayed at joes to go to a funeral.... )anyway...... after Algebra II... went to Lit and saw my friend Courtney and we had a Baseball game about Macbeth... Suzette was in the other team and stuff but we won 1-0 and i whispered to my friend what some of the answers were........*deep breath... wow back into the spirit of writing again.... sooooo....... then school was over.... i didn't leave there until around 4... i stuck around and talk to Yvette and her friends.. and one of their friend's is Christine A and B's cousin.. and stuff. they look alike and alllll and then the next day (yesterday) was PCN practice after school.... it was funny cuz when dominic came, i asked y he didn't wanna come earlier and it was because he wanted the potato chips to himself... and then...... Jay, Edwardo's lil bro, was talkin' funny ish about Edward and his leadership... Christian a freshman was saying it's boring and left.......ummmmmmmmmmm Edward did his best, but i know all of u dislike him for vvhatever reason u have.. and probably some of u just heard rumors about him and stuff..... well,... just give him a chance.. ya'know he's trying and it is hard to teach a group of 52+(yes,52+ i counted how many signed up and i know not everyone there signed up)....... so like vvhatever... and Edward, i'm telling u, don't always blame people, and just saying that u want to be blamed so u can seem modest (yes, modest, dont' lie) won't work to it's full extent... be a helper and help ur fellow presidente and stuff.... and then today...... BraveVision dramaish.. yeah, u can say i'm "playing" both sides but i'm really trying not to.. what i'm tryin' to do is tryin' to have a comprimise... but we'll see what happens by the end of next week..... this is what's good about being neutral.. Pro.. i'm neutral... always tryin' to find the midpoint... Con... i'm neutral (no not neutered, ha!), i don't choose sides and in doing so, both sides can hate me for that..... ever seen Dogma? the demon didn't choose sides during the Battle for Heaven and in doing so, God sent him to Hell, when the war was over.... vvhatever.... wow, wrote a bunch and stuff........ i'm sleepy and all.... ttyl Puture plans: Fri. PCN meeting, BraveVision Meeting... Sat.. something... DISTRICT SHOW. finally..... Sun. church and stuff.. Mon. Meeting.. Wed. PCN again..... Thurs. (secret).... also...
be forwarned... something is amuck.. i sense it, but i dont' know ..... i can't pinpoint exactly where it's comin' from.... it MIGHT be at the Joseph's Sadies dance... MIGHT BE... so not for sure... but dont' worry ... I'm BATMA17, i can save u anytime....... and of course not all of u believe me...... but vvhatever.. it's up to u
ONE MORE THING..... if u want to know the real reason for me goin' to Trading Places? it was NOT for handing out my Busy-ness cards... :-P.. the real reason was cuz the Jokester was there and i had to make sure he didn't stir up and instigate any trouble, and i made sure he didn't.. so Good day, Citizens!!!


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 5:31 PM [+] ::
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does anyone know what procrastination is?
That's right... it's listening to the Jackson Five song "I'll be there" over and over again..... for hours at a time. While finishing UC applications, and writing the personal statement the same night.... doing it on the day it is due.... well, last sat. Nov. 30, but there's an extension.. till today... Dec. 2nd..... YEAH!.... I'll be there...
it's a good song.... TIME AFTER TIME and I'll BE THERE are BATMA17's songs!
cuz... if u fall, i will catch, i will make it... TIME AFTER TIME.... and whenever u need me, I'll be there...... just call my name, and I'll be THEEEEEEEERE....


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 3:42 AM [+] ::
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so far, went to church.... watched a movie and ate at Denny's... (it was a way to get out of goin' to the Mother-Son-Brunch thing... i'd rather watch the movie)
HARRY POOTER was toight (*harry potter)..... it was purty kewl... i liked that spider scene and the ending.... the sword scene reminds me of me...... Harmimie.. or vvhatever u speel her name is ..... cute... like her character and all...... she gave harry that hug that was cute, but y didn't she give one to Ron?..... vveird.... oh! and what was kewl.... and this pertains to anyone who remembers the cover of the Crystal Cave book...... the picture of the cover is on the wall in one of the rooms.... ya'know when that witch/wizard lady went into the room with the kids and announced that no student should be out after 6:00..... it's in that scene...... that was kewl..... i'm conPused about some things though.... like if the Uncle and Aunt and Cousin doesn't like Harry... y keep him at the house and bar him in?......./../../.,../,/,.,.. ummmm there's others..... so the spider didn't want Harry and Ron to leave so that it could feed it's children?.... and the car.... what's up with that... it was kewl and amusing, but y is it still running....? there somethin' about Alan Rickman (the actor who plays the Potions teacher......) and somethin' else with that other guy (the actor who plays the scientist in Armageddon and the bad English guy in The Patriot)............ vvhatever... it was still a purty kewl movie even though i don't read it...... wonder what else is missing... and if ur wonderin' about the same things... Ask Edward, he may know... he has read the books.......... sux that the actor died so he can't film the next potter movie... so.... how many potter movies will there be? as many as books that have been written? vvhatever... gotta do my UC apps... they're really due Dec 2nd.... and today is DECEMBER!! that's kinda likea crazy shiznets..... entiresting, very.... so es like es all good..... what else happened in the movie..... the ending was long, and satisfying...Approx. 2hrs. 30 min..... Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers is coming soon, that's purty kewl too.... so es like i really can't recall on what else to say..... so yeah....


Which HP Kid Are You?


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 4:16 PM [+] ::
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tagboard added, site remodeled a bit.....


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:01 AM [+] ::
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Life is just weird like that..... infinite possibilities.. fair and unfair... luck? fate?.... those who work hard, don't achieve... those that don't, do..... and vice versa, vice versa..... i have no muse...... no instigation.... yes, i procrastinate and i dont' like it.... but i'm not doin' MUCH about it.. i'm doing something, but obviously it's not enough... if only my hands could type as fast as my thought process in my brain......... vvhatever..... vvhatever happens, happens, and i'll kick my anal later in the Puture.....


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:50 PM [+] ::
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yeah, we lost... 38-8..... should've went on the cheerleader bus... sux a bunch... we lost cuz i have field pass.... our scoreboard was on the visitor's side.... the whole band wasn't there..... i didn't film the cheerleaders..... i couldn't go on the lift.... that guy with the trombone and makes that sound when there's a kickoff wasn't there....... there were too many roadies on the band bus.... the players ididn't run through the banner with the balloons..... and everytime loyola kicked off the ball would go pass the endzone and we would always have to start at the 10 yard line.... no chance to run back.... there was no spirit in the crowd.... the "hardcore" fans weren't hardcore cuz of the rain and their gfs.... sux a bunch... oh vvell..... so es like UC applications are due tomorrow.. i was goin' to do it now, but i'm sleepy
g'night


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:40 PM [+] ::
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let's see.... yesterday we bought a lot of pepsi and mountain dew and diet pepsi for the party...... we didn't even use 5 bottles and we literaly bought 35 bottles(there was a sale....
a few were left at my cousin's house and then the rest is for us.... i think it'll last us, my family alone, till Christmas...... today i wanted to wake up early and do my college applications... i still have to write my personal statement... but no.. i woke up at about 11 AM..... so i still SHOULD edit some stuff for our bosco.org website. it's purty sweet what my teacher did.... it's all interactive (i don't think that's the precise word of articularityirityriy) and stuff.... so today is the game.. i'm leavin' in about 4 hours... and i'm goin' to eat(food is warmin' up)... yeah.. i prefer warm food.... i dont' know.. it just tastes good that way....... sooo errr ummm..... Yeah.... u get a lot done if u just wake up early... oh vvell... i didn't ummmm yeah... so i guess that's it... nothin' else to say....


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:37 AM [+] ::
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watched THE RING..... purty kewl and freaky, but i was ready for it..... thanksgiving was alright......waste of a day though... i could've gotten a lot done... but still i procrastinated.. now i must wake up early... or work now.... i should wake up early actually... i don't need to... but it's good to get SOMETHING DONE AT LEAST.. MOTHER's FREAKER!!!!


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:01 AM [+] ::
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MY REVIEW of 8-MILE (i'll keep it short cuz i'm hungry and the pizza is warming up....)
it was a purty good movie... short; APPROX. 1hr 20 min. ..... inspirational lyrics from the theme song and all... but what got me to like it the most was the very ending......
he told that black dude and stuff..... but that wasn't it...... he told his friend that he needs to do his own thang...... but that wasn't it..... it was the HERO WALK..... that's what i call.... Clark Kent did the hero walk in that one episode........... with JTT(johnathon taylor thomas....) he did the hero walk after telling on lana and chloe..... i've done the HERO WALK (:-P) es true.... ask me about it sometime........ then the movie abruptly ended.... and when i heard the song and saw the credits... es kinda likea whoa......... some or most peeps don't like the ending cuz it ended abruptly.... i liked it cuz it ended abruptly....... it's an unfinished story which will go on.... his life will go on......... that's the movie... i don't know much about his real life... anyhoo
finally got pizza and hot dog from costco..... been cravin' it...... and i got new contacts for my eyes today.... my glasses r now gettin' new lenses.... everytime i go to the eye doctor, my eyes always gets worse... vvhatever.... so yeah...... keep the PEACE IN..... *thumbs up!

oh yeah forgot.... BIRDS OF PREY MIGHT be cancelled... tha sux.... yeah it sux and stuff but it can't suck that much... it still has room for improvement...... i have to watch that and Amazing Race 3 that i recorded today.... so es like..... *fart 'scuse me..... silent......ummmmmm i have a lot to do this weekend... but i'm just procrastinating... anyway....... wow i i actually wrote more than one event today... crazy shiznets...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:35 AM [+] ::
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entiresting,very....
i says to myself, actually thought to myself: damn it she's the wolf! .... then, dammit she DIED..... that's depressing... i'm saddened..... she was or is fine too.... kinda likea freaks-in-a-mythologies....... Then, Whitney is MIA... so i'm like wow... thas purty kewl... i'm happy now...... but she's still dead so... es nuetralist now.... ninga wha? so es like. this..........
ummm forgot what altruism is... tis es: Unselfish concern for the welfare of others; selflessness.
Zoology. Instinctive cooperative behavior that is detrimental to the individual but contributes to the survival of the species.
ok then.. *thumbs up!


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:02 PM [+] ::
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HOLY FREAKS-IN-A-MYTHOLOGIES!!!!!!!
THAT FREAKIN' GIRL/WOMAN/FEMALE. .. BLAH BLAH BLAH... INDIAN GIRL!!!!
KAYLA ON SMALLVILLE IS FREAKIN' FRAGGIN' HOT, U FREAKIN' FRAGGIN' SHIZNETS!!!!
AHHHHHHHH SHE'S HOTT..... MOTHER'S FREAKER!
UGLY - UNDENIABLY GOOD LOOKIN' YOUNGIN'
FAT - FINE AND TEMPTIN'

ANYWAY, today's kewl and all... got my field pass for the game friday and...... got into trading places.... i've never been this excited about school before :-P


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 9:25 PM [+] ::
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i'm a giddy school girl anticipating to open my bf's present!


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:03 PM [+] ::
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Let's see, i'm tired of running...... i built a rocket,... and i have to pee....


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 6:59 PM [+] ::
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YEAH! fun times, fun times......


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:09 AM [+] ::
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YEAH! we won! ........ we played Mission: Impossible.... but it wasn't really Mission: Impossible.... well, judging what objection we accomplished, it is possible.... and thas kewl........ YEAH! ummm ttyl


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:06 AM [+] ::
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i just got home from TGIF in LBTC..... 'twas my parents anniversary... and all..... we got out of school early and asked edward to take me to josephs ... he did and stuff... i gave a lot of my busy-ness cards and stuff... and stuff,. and stuff. i stayed with lots of peeps and talked to lots of peeps.......*scratch head...... what "strikes" me the most, which IS a DIABOLICAL SCHEME is that when i was walkin' Gilbert to the street while he was goin' towards his cousin's house..... I left the group i was talkin' to....... 2 girls 2 guyz, who were just waiting for their rides and stuff.... so i left them for like 2 min. and when i came back... all four were gone.. i didn't even notice them goin' out of the parking lot.... man, i need to work on BATMA17's perceptions... and stuff. so like i came back to the Janitors of the school, feelin' kinda likea freaks-in-a-mythologies cuz i didn't know where everyone went..............i feel purty sleepy now too... oh yeah... sadness, but it's ok... when i checked my e-mail, my new friend (everyone is a friend of mine, but once i know ur name by heart, then ur considered my new friend...).... my new friend "ness" e-mailed me and said she can't be on BraveVision... oh vvell. also BraveVision played today.... es all good.... i expected mixed reactions and stuff.... but what really got me was from him... He told me they were goin' to take over cuz it sucked... it didn't suck too bad, MAN! DUDE..... yes, progress is slow, but geez, louis..... anyhoo.. i plan to have a meeting with my fellow peeps..... and my other fellow peeps.... i have my pros and cons for each side... i try to be neutral, i want everybody to be happy... but in order to do so, there must ALWAYS be COMPROMISE and SACRIFICE... soo.. yeah.... let's see how my "leader" skills are..... not to be conceited, but if my ideal job in the Puture is Directing.... A director is a leader... other than executive producer and producer, but they just handle the schedule and money budget..... so i have to work my social skills (Public Relations skills towards PCN) towards the conflict, or possible BIG quarrel in the future... let's see what i, BATMA17, can do... I can save u anytime....
If you fall
I will catch u
I will make it
TIME AFTER TIME!


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 8:22 PM [+] ::
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I dropped Calculus YAY!... now to go on with my life and hopefully get past a 3.5 anyhoo.. Birds of Prey was good, but i didn't like that the good guy was the bad guy cuz it's too much of a cliche to me now.... and i use the word cliche too much now anyway..... i'm hungry and i've been craving pizza and hot dog from cosco.... hmmmmm ok i would write more, but i musn't procrastinate! and this sux cuz usually when i say i'm finally not doing what i don't like to do... (get it so far?) i go back to doing it..... sux a bunch.. but we'll see... HAPPY DAYZ, CABRON!!!


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:13 PM [+] ::
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I'm having a good day... let's see what happened so far:
stayed up till 3:45 AM , i went on top of my roof and watched the stars..... and the 14 SHOOTING STARs from like 1:45 to 3:30 AM tis was purty scary at night to be alone and all, but i'm BATMA17 and it was a nice night, ... clear skies and a full moon.... (what's a blue moon?) anyways..... went to sleep WARM and SNUGGILY in my bed..... and then i woke, good sleep, but not enough... school was kewl..... Essay for lit class. and then calculus, told my teacher couldn't really handle it... so now i'm in the process of gettin' out of that class..... so then Electronics: my teacher got a hold of one of my business cards which was kewl, he's thinkin' of gettin' some too.... and wh'at entiresting, very is that i'm usually the quiet guy, but i was so hyper, i was kinda crazy and outta control.... i wasn't loud, but if u asked me a question i would give a wEIrd answer..... maybe aliens did something to me earlier...... so i gave some Busy-ness cards, then i had to try and get it back........ cuz i needed some for Josephs, so i got them back and went to josephs, and that was FUN TOO!..... had lots of entiresting conversations, and hopefully more citizens know my name that i will be there when they fall... and other stuff..... remember: If u fall, i willl catch u, i will make it..... TIME AFTER TIME>... I'm BATMA17 i can save u anytime..... so u don't want the card, don't throw it, pass it... so it's keep it, or pass it, put the card in good use, my friends! so then i gave some District CDs to help promote, and i saw David's sister too, and she's not helping promoting,..... but es all good, she's an avid fan member...... Regime #3? or somethin'g armyish like thing she's in... vvhatever..... i don't eve get it.......entiresting though, very.......so i got picked up at Carl's Jr. and i plan to take a grip of cards to school... and then on Friday, i'll bring a grip then too... and give it all out.... Friday, alas is my last day there again, i didn't go there as often as last year, but it has been fun...............oh ummmmmm yeah anyway.....................i went to sleep, woke up. Burger King is here now, i'm not into Burger King anymore, either cuz they're really going down hill or the one we go to just sux...... vvhatever.. it's been a while......
She f---in' hates me!!!!!
And She tore my feelin's like I had none
and ripped them away!!!!
La la la la la la la love!

ALRIGHTY
HAPPY DAYZ, CABRON! ~ good poem Noel, like it muchos! but it's not for me *thumbs up! It's for her *thumbs up......


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 7:04 PM [+] ::
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ok so,... i just finished watching Dominic's and Vanessa's Video for Dancing, and it's late... (this is a good way to remember new friends, so as to not forget their names.... if i do forget ur name, i'm sorry, i just meet a lot of new people and then i usually don't see them for a loooong time, my name is easy to remember... so props to u!) so my new look on life philosphy is when, i'm not doing anything.. work on video stuff. F--- GRADES!.... i lost hope in that last year........ so..... there u go.. so as to not waste my life anymore... tonight is a special night... It's the METEOR SHOWER. ... i'm excited i'm gettin' ready for it... the peak is supposed to be 2:30AM... so there ya goooooooooo.. oh yeah.. there ya go


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:31 AM [+] ::
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my away message says: if i had a girlfriend, i would go over to her house tonight and stay there from 12:30AM to 3:30AM..... we would go up on her roof or on the grass and look up at the sky tonight.... it's a special sight.O:-)


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 7:54 PM [+] ::
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THERE IS NO USE IN CALCULUS.... FOR ME!!! well, i researched a bit, and calculus takes time, which i don't have....... and i still don't know fully what it is used for and stuff...... well, no one is telling... come on..... when we all get jobs, there will always be references then, and maybe the experience at the job will better our understanding... right now, it's screwin' with my GPA so i will drop the class A-HOLES......... ok.... as i've said in previous entries, i don't like talkin' about schooll.... so let's change the subject.... CRAP!....... i have to do HW for SCHOOL... i have to do my application, teacher recommendation, and personal statement FOR SCHOOL... i have to EDIT THE BRAVEVISION FOR SCHOOL!....... i have to take time for SCHOOL!!! DAMNZ it ALL!>......... let's see PCN is thursday.... the 21st is this week right? ok well any i'm recording all that and stuff...... ummmm i'm still procrastinating. and all, and i don't even know who reads this.. not that i want anyone to really read it, but it'd be kewl that someone is writing my life's story...... in the future..... ok well......ummmm yeah........ let's see if i can make use of my time today....


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 2:52 PM [+] ::
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ok so,..... Senior Car Wash... i went to sleep and woke up and my sister reminded me, i'm like DANG IT, i'm sleepy./////... so i went and filmed, and it became FUN!!! it's always fun when my camera is around, it's only not fun, when people don't want to be seen..... so es like i'm kewl like that cuz i won't abuse or be a perv, i MAY act like one, just to have fun, or sometimes not purposefully be annoying, but hey, if u don't want to be filmed, so be it, i respect ur privacy, and if u do anything on the camera, heck, i won't show it to anyone..... if u tell me not to show it to anyone... otherwise i'll just have to ASSUME,... and when somethin'g bad happens, it's just goin' to make an ANAL out of U and ME... dang, how many times have peeps heard this before,... it's gettin' all used up i think... I THINK,... well, maybe u haven't heard it yet but yeah... ok..... so i had this plan to start working early for a change... but it never happened, procrastination hits me again.... but i'm just goin' to sleep soon.... so es like,... OH! yesterday i got my busy-ness cards..... FREE 250 BUSINESS CARDS + shipping and handling, it's worth it.. i got my cards to give out now... and don't be a stranger, and don't be an A-Hole....... i'm up for anything.. it's only boring, cuz ... i guess i have nothin' to talk about..... but hey u don't know until u try.. and that goes with everything... so yeah...... Calculus.. ahh crap i remembered. i'm to "research" and check what the heck calc is used for in life... once i find out, i'm goin' to REALLY decide whether it's worth my time or not so as to drop that shiznets...... ok then... well the party the other day... mostly black people inside the house and then white people outside the house... dominic was all crazy with these freshman white girls and they got scared when the helicopter light shined on top of us....! MAN, dont' get scared just act kewl, if u got nothin' to hide, then don't act like u got somethin' to hide... they can really only get u if ur BREAKING THE LAW.... a party is not BREAKING THE LAW... just distrubing the "peace"(sleeping neighbors).... any whooo dominic dance with these black chix on a street corner, that was funny, then one big one danced with me and then dominic danced with us, then toste got made and had to take all of us home and stuff.. but es all good, he's a good sport, ... ALSO ... i missed power rangers today, i heard it was this one kewl rerun episode where ALL of the Red Rangers come together, i just wanted to see since they were all kewl in the past..... that reminds me from kate's profile (i think it was hers) TMNT were kewl too! Michaelangelo.... the party dude...... oh and if u have trouble wondering if it's michael or micheal....i learned that EL at the end of the name means For God .. or somethin' God thing-a-ma-gig.... RaphaEL....... and all those other saints...... so how do u spell wierd? or is it weird? ei or ie? vvhatever..........................................................so es like....... now what? i want to finish this before Sun. arrives so keep the PEACE IN... HAHA.... ttyl


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:51 PM [+] ::
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YEAH!!! PARTY....!!! SHIZNETS... freakin' cops.... oh vvell.... i didn't bring my camera in though, it would've been tight...., but i had my reasons
HAPPY DAYZ, CABRON!!!! check out the links to get more detail


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:33 PM [+] ::
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toight anal game!!!!!
i'm hungry.....


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:37 PM [+] ::
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I'm a loser and a failure......
i can't do it.... Jokester and Procrastination, just bombards me one after the other... i feel so bad now that i can't edit the BraveVision in time...... sux a bunch for me........... i can't do it....... i'm so tired, need sleep, but I'm BATMA17, yes i am......... and i am human and i need my necessities of sleep....... i've said it in my away messages before:" I'm not goin' to die of bad eating habits, i'm goin' to die of stress....." i could just n... i could win if i just manage my time better..... there's never enough time, but there's always time....... i'm weak... *sob...... Friday was the best time to show an episode because it is a day after the game.......... now i don'[ tknow i'm thinking and pondering... an idea just popped up..... but it's possible, but should i?......... nah. ... maybe i shouldn't......... it'snot thati can't but i'm ... i can't sleepy.. y am i typing... because ihave enough time to do this but not edit..... editting takes a long anal time peeps.. it's so difficult..... i probably would be able to finish if and only if.... there was no such thing as homework.... now i'm blaming homework..... which is true, everytime i think of it, i feel sleepy and shiznets like that........ but when i say screw it and not care of my grade........... hmmmm calculus..... that's the only real class i'm having a hard time with... BUT I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN SOLVE SIN COS !!! AND LIMITS AND SHIZNETS LIKE THAT..... Physics is getting more difficult but i believe i have a better chance in that than Calculus... Lit..... i don't turn my HW on time, i'm getting a B, i CAN get an A... Calc F--- that shiznets...... Electronics, I should get an A cuz it's such akick back class and direct... but one test can screw me over... but i can get an A! Website design... do the freakin' work, which i do.. and all u get is an A...... 5... Physics... B+ but hey, this HW will bring me down cuz i'm not gettin' it all the way.... so i might be stuck back to a B, but IT IS possible i'll get an A....... Civics..... started rough at first, but if i just read the material(which is purty long and boring, and even if i do read it, i probably won't be able to retain the knowledge....) an A is possible, but i'll most likely get a B... and then Social Justice.... pshh....do the freakin' work and u get the A... it's all there...... man all this would give me 3.5... but if i take out calculus......22/6 = 3.666666... hell thas freakin' better...! A-HOLE.. THAT's IT... i've had it with calculus, I'm dropping that class. i don't freaking care!!! i'm NOT goin' to use it in the future anyway! *fart... 'scuse me...... and i could use the extra period to do HW and not have HW the rest of the day... and shiznets F U ALLLLL ..... F THIS.. i'm dropping it..... if i just do my HW in Calc sure i'll get a C and it's equivalent to an B, but hell, when test day comes.... i'm goin' to have blank page and i'll feel sorry for myself even if i do get that C.... F THIS.... F U.. no not u.... U not U. THIS!!! BLAH ........ok things to do......... crap, BraveVision... it's almost 1:30AM.... i won't be able to even start the Rally... i feel so ashamed........ SHAMBLES!!,, (whoa, never ever used that word before...) SHAMBLES!, it's a diabolical scheme!*raise hand and clench it in the air.........hmmmmmm what's the best day to show BraveVision next week?........ Thur. may be a good day..... white schedule no 7th.. hmmmmm it's purty lagging with the Luau and rally, and homecoming game... but if or when they defeat mater dei, then everyone would be in a good mood.... ok so.................i'll see or vvhatever... who reads this anyway?


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:25 AM [+] ::
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ok, so i don't have a lot of time... i'm just waiting for my food to finish heating up....
so i have a lot to do before 6:50AM tomorrow........ and i procrastinate badly... i procrastinate and i hate it..... so this is what i'm goin' to do while Kazaa download B.I.N.G.O. sounds oks..:
Talk to Kobz- I'm doin that now, Buy tapes for the game tomorrow.... and labels? why did i put labels... ?i forgot
oh yeha, this is a list of what to do so i don't forget....
Blog, which i 'm doing right now and procrastinating still
there's a football game tomorrow vs. Mater Dei.... i'm goin' to need to get a rid tomorrow.....
put colored ink in the prniter and do the President Prject for 6th period Civics............
then do 7th period HW and get that out of the way, then my personal statement for 1st period.... that was due last week, but my teach is kewl like that with late work....
then quickly go online and check out some internships at this place, at this time i would talk to my mom about USC crap (i WILL be accepted, and I WILL reject them.... u can ask me y later)(freakin' A-HOLE AP calculus... i don't know why i'm still in that freakin' fraggin' class, acutally becasue, i hate becker, cuz he makes me stay in that class, i'm not goin' to try anymore in that class... vvhatever)(i don't hate peeps, i just do it to instigate and to see what the other person is really made out of... if he wants to help me, i'll accept, but we'll see how good of a tutor he is.....)
so after that i'm goin' to watch Birds of Prey and record Amazing Race 3...... and hopefully do my Physics HW at the same time, which i doubt, so i'm just goin' to do it after watching TV.... then finally EDIT BRAVEVISION Episode III... i should've done it over the weekend, the day before yesterday, yesterday... but NO i suck.. y ami doing HW first? cuz i should... i'm forcing myself... i'm getting fat........ i need to work out too.. i want to get toned, but i look st00pid working out and i only do it at night... while i work and save the world and such.... so.........THURSDAY
hopefully, while the finished version is rendering, i could do some Calc homework.. I HATE IT HASIET asdasdfasdfasasdf
I HAVE TO Asdlfha;sdhf;lablahahsdl;fjao;sd fi hate it.!!!!
then save the world, and sleep during 4th period Website Design...... i still have to do Alo's tapes for the BraveVision section on bosco.org.... so i still have to get approval from Linares if i could play it on Friday... it's probably goin' to be 25 min. freakin' long...... i may have to stay at school......
so after that go to the football game and record that, i hope i get good shiznets on it.. I WILL AND SHALL GET GOOD SHIZNETS ON IT!!!!!
then edit taht........ after that..... FRIDAY(oh yeah i rememeber, y i have labels, it's district labels for the CDs)
anyway........ i hope i get to play the episode that day.... then i should go to D-Force and help out on openning night for them... sux i haven't been there, cuz i've been "hella" busy and stuff. and procrastinating which sux... sock me in the arm and don't tell me y... just say blog..... and then i'll know what u mean......(make sure there's nothing in my hands though... just dblah it) anyway.......
Then after all said and done,,, watch 24 on tape, and then watch Amazing Race 3 on tape and then Sat. is Senior Car wash and i'll film it, but i'll make it as, "this is stupid, y am i filming this" segemtn... ok segment*


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 3:31 PM [+] ::
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oh gosh y can't i stop procrastinating and just do my freakin' work!.... well, in the meantime check out i've been doing.... it's a waste of ur time....


Twisted MovieNut (11:00:29 PM): i fuckin hate computers damn them all to hell
Twisted MovieNut (11:00:33 PM): =-O
Twisted MovieNut (11:00:41 PM): u know why
BATMA17 (11:00:57 PM): ....y?
Twisted MovieNut (11:02:24 PM): cuz right now i was trying to register and i gave my complete address and it said i needed to correct it and it couldn't have fuckin symbols which it fuckin didn't and i tried to create profile and it wouldn't let me damn u collegeboard.com damn u!>:o
BATMA17 (11:03:04 PM): did u press Go Back?
Twisted MovieNut (11:03:42 PM): yes
BATMA17 (11:03:52 PM): that f---ed u up even more
Twisted MovieNut (11:04:07 PM): how
BATMA17 (11:04:08 PM): whenever u do an application or a registration or buying things...
BATMA17 (11:04:11 PM): NEVER EVER GO BACK
Twisted MovieNut (11:04:53 PM): but no wait i went straight through it from beggining to end and it still didn't let me register fuck!
Twisted MovieNut (11:05:01 PM): why
Twisted MovieNut (11:05:06 PM): :-\
BATMA17 (11:05:16 PM): cuz yes, ur goin' back in history of previous places u visited.... but everytime u click next or back, it save a lil bit of data at a tiem and sends it to theirs server...... they probably got many of the same information which will probably clash with ur other same information... czusing problems for urself
BATMA17 (11:06:16 PM): if u make a mistake... there should always be button... ON THE WEBSITE that says "go back" or more approriately "edit" or at the end of the registration or whatever ur doing u can fix ur mistake later
Twisted MovieNut (11:06:45 PM): that's fuckin stupid then why even have the back or next buttons if u can't use em!
Twisted MovieNut (11:06:56 PM): >:o
BATMA17 (11:07:10 PM): just to double check if ur registration went through call the 1-800 # or vvhatever # they have and confirm if it went through
BATMA17 (11:07:36 PM): also,... try and go to someone's house who has DSL or cable, so that there's less error and u can get it and out and on with ur life
Twisted MovieNut (11:08:14 PM): no i didn't even register yet i was creating a profile which iddn't go through so the n i could begin toregister UNDERSTAND?
BATMA17 (11:08:33 PM): i don't know do i?
BATMA17 (11:08:35 PM): i probably do
Twisted MovieNut (11:09:05 PM): THSI IS THE MOST TYPING U HAVE EVER DONE IN CONVERSATION CONGRADULATIONS!:-)
BATMA17 (11:09:07 PM): well start over
BATMA17 (11:09:10 PM): restart the comp.
BATMA17 (11:09:13 PM): and put on a smile
BATMA17 (11:09:24 PM): CongraTulations
BATMA17 (11:09:45 PM): do u not want me to help u out, to understand the mistakes
BATMA17 (11:10:10 PM): ok
Twisted MovieNut (11:10:28 PM): WHY JUST BECUZ I MESSED UP ON THAT CAN'T I JUST RESTART THE E APPLICATION PROCESS WITHOUT RESTARTING COMPUTER
BATMA17 (11:11:09 PM): yeah
Twisted MovieNut (11:11:13 PM): too much hassle
BATMA17 (11:11:19 PM): but i want u to turn it off, before u hurt its feelings
BATMA17 (11:11:29 PM): ur comp. is crying on the inside
Twisted MovieNut (11:11:33 PM): kay here i go again
BATMA17 (11:11:39 PM): and when it does, its circuits can blow up
Twisted MovieNut (11:11:49 PM): lol wtf:'(
BATMA17 (11:11:59 PM): and u can die, leo.........(thinking) go ahead go on with ur apps and don't turn it off
Twisted MovieNut (11:13:12 PM): stop bein funny how is a computer gonna messup just cuz i fuck up on a applicationm no offense but that is the dumbest pile of shit i''ve heard
BATMA17 (11:13:38 PM): is it, leo, is it?
BATMA17 (11:13:49 PM): does ur printer work?
Twisted MovieNut (11:13:58 PM): a computer can recover from viruses i think it could recover from this simple little mistake
BATMA17 (11:14:09 PM): no leo,
Twisted MovieNut (11:14:14 PM): why
BATMA17 (11:14:23 PM): computers can't always recover from viruses
BATMA17 (11:14:27 PM): they get amnesia
Twisted MovieNut (11:14:30 PM): sort of
Twisted MovieNut (11:14:43 PM): sometimes they can
BATMA17 (11:14:45 PM): does ur printer work?
Twisted MovieNut (11:14:51 PM): okay thanks nick burns
BATMA17 (11:15:09 PM): yes and computers can't always recover from viruses
Twisted MovieNut (11:15:14 PM): "the company computer guy"
BATMA17 (11:15:23 PM): i don't work at SNL i live in Cali.
BATMA17 (11:15:45 PM): Nick Burns thinks computers doesn't have feelings
Twisted MovieNut (11:15:45 PM): i know glad u got the joke though lol
BATMA17 (11:15:47 PM): i believe it does
BATMA17 (11:15:51 PM): r u gettin' angered
BATMA17 (11:15:58 PM): u gonna cray?
BATMA17 (11:16:03 PM): u gonn cry?
BATMA17 (11:16:06 PM): gonna cry?
BATMA17 (11:16:10 PM): u goin' to cry?
BATMA17 (11:16:17 PM): go ahead cry, let it out
BATMA17 (11:16:26 PM): does juan go to ROP still?
Twisted MovieNut (11:16:36 PM): no not really stop it stop it:'( i want my mommy!!! bahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Twisted MovieNut (11:16:36 PM): lol
Twisted MovieNut (11:16:44 PM): u swear
BATMA17 (11:16:47 PM): man, u really cried?
BATMA17 (11:16:51 PM): and u swear too?
BATMA17 (11:16:53 PM): tsk tsk
BATMA17 (11:17:01 PM): does Juan go to ROP still?
Twisted MovieNut (11:17:20 PM): yes i did come on man give me a break no i didn't
Twisted MovieNut (11:17:30 PM): no he doesn't
Twisted MovieNut (11:17:50 PM): rop has gotten better since u two left
Twisted MovieNut (11:17:54 PM): tsk tsk
BATMA17 (11:18:01 PM): dang, i'm tired of makin' fun of u, where' juan when u need him
BATMA17 (11:18:05 PM): does ur printer work?
Twisted MovieNut (11:18:37 PM): j/k batty u try but i am the champ with baggin on both of u fags
BATMA17 (11:19:09 PM): OH GOD.... this is the perfect timing
Twisted MovieNut (11:19:10 PM): pretty much but it acts up sometimes superman i mean batman
BATMA17 (11:19:25 PM): does ur PRINTER WORK?!?!?
Twisted MovieNut (11:19:42 PM): i already answred damn it!
Twisted MovieNut (11:20:14 PM): why u so interested
Twisted MovieNut (11:20:48 PM): hold on buddy be right back;-)
BATMA17 (11:20:51 PM): man, say it in complete sentences
BATMA17 (11:20:57 PM): and y all the faces?
Twisted MovieNut (11:21:12 PM): don't know i like faces
Twisted MovieNut (11:21:39 PM): they're coooooooool (retarted lagh uhuhuh)
BATMA17 (11:21:40 PM): i want u to print this conversation and show it to everyone at ROP to show how good of a bagger u r
BATMA17 (11:21:42 PM): DO
BATMA17 (11:21:43 PM): U
BATMA17 (11:21:47 PM): UNDERSTAND?
Twisted MovieNut (11:22:13 PM): yes i do QUESTION IS DO U?
BATMA17 (11:22:28 PM): yes, i'm the one saying it, so ..... maybe
BATMA17 (11:22:34 PM): go ahead print from here on out
Twisted MovieNut (11:22:34 PM): and don't try to slip that sarcasm with me
BATMA17 (11:23:07 PM): .............:-$........... my digital smiley lips r sealed
Twisted MovieNut (11:23:11 PM): why waste of paper i only print out conversations with people i like
BATMA17 (11:23:23 PM): exactly
BATMA17 (11:23:27 PM): u like guyz right
BATMA17 (11:23:44 PM): ?
Twisted MovieNut (11:23:49 PM): taht comeback was weak
BATMA17 (11:24:01 PM): then print it out
BATMA17 (11:24:05 PM): and show everyone
BATMA17 (11:24:09 PM): how good u r.....
Twisted MovieNut (11:24:14 PM): i think i'll print that one out to give rop class a good laugh
BATMA17 (11:24:25 PM): no no no, u can't give a piece of the pie
BATMA17 (11:24:31 PM): u gots to be giving and give the whole thing
Twisted MovieNut (11:24:54 PM): at ho w bad u are but u think ure really good das the sad part
BATMA17 (11:25:10 PM): YES!
BATMA17 (11:25:13 PM): EGGSACTLY
BATMA17 (11:25:15 PM): der
BATMA17 (11:25:27 PM): u finally figured it out that i was baggin' on myself the whole time?
BATMA17 (11:25:31 PM): geez, louis
BATMA17 (11:25:41 PM): is it all clearence, clarence?
BATMA17 (11:25:57 PM): so what r u waiting for?
BATMA17 (11:26:07 PM): ur wasting ink and paper as long as u and i type more and more
Twisted MovieNut (11:26:40 PM): to make this conversation better u gotta enjoy the good parts of the pie and take the bad moldy parts out namely i mena u! bye dude gotta go
Twisted MovieNut (11:27:06 PM): drop by class tommorow peace
Twisted MovieNut (11:27:08 PM): 8-)
BATMA17 (11:27:21 PM): so
BATMA17 (11:27:25 PM): ur not goin' to print it out?
Twisted MovieNut (11:27:49 PM): Note to Self: Give hugs not drugs, Up with Hope Down With DOpe
BATMA17 (11:27:57 PM): yes, remember that
Twisted MovieNut (11:28:07 PM): i will
BATMA17 (11:28:21 PM): so, u will print it out/
BATMA17 (11:28:27 PM): doobie doobie doo.....
BATMA17 (11:28:48 PM): d u think i'm stupid...?
Twisted MovieNut (11:28:50 PM): good talkin to u i had a horribly great time there's an oxymoron for u mr. i know english perfectly
BATMA17 (11:28:53 PM): wait wait wait
BATMA17 (11:29:01 PM): don't answer that, ur brain will.......
BATMA17 (11:29:03 PM): anyway
BATMA17 (11:29:04 PM): go ahead
BATMA17 (11:29:06 PM): print it out
BATMA17 (11:29:09 PM): ,.. i'm waiting
BATMA17 (11:29:24 PM): perfectly?
BATMA17 (11:29:28 PM): perFECTLY?!??!
BATMA17 (11:29:31 PM): ok
BATMA17 (11:29:33 PM): i'm dumb
BATMA17 (11:29:34 PM): and stupide
Twisted MovieNut (11:29:35 PM): u want me to lie or say yes to that question
BATMA17 (11:29:36 PM): but no
BATMA17 (11:29:39 PM): i'm stupid
BATMA17 (11:29:42 PM): my sister is dumb
BATMA17 (11:29:48 PM): ummmmmmmmmm
BATMA17 (11:30:06 PM): u really can't think for urself so u always gotta ask the person asking the question what the answer is, eh?
BATMA17 (11:30:15 PM): i'm saddened
BATMA17 (11:30:17 PM): but not
Twisted MovieNut (11:30:22 PM): alright man tired of pre k chat with u bye bye now
BATMA17 (11:30:24 PM): no time to be saddened out of ur......
BATMA17 (11:30:28 PM): pre k?
BATMA17 (11:30:31 PM): pre calculus?
BATMA17 (11:30:34 PM): or pre school?
BATMA17 (11:30:39 PM): or pre kindergarten?
BATMA17 (11:30:45 PM): or....... pre.... fetus?
BATMA17 (11:30:51 PM): g'night
BATMA17 (11:30:53 PM): c-ya:-)
Twisted MovieNut (11:31:09 PM): there u go agian thinkin u know everything no wonder some people in rop thought u were concieted and uh hum bad director j/k bye
BATMA17 (11:31:20 PM): u weren't kidding
BATMA17 (11:31:24 PM): that's ur true feelings
BATMA17 (11:31:28 PM): conceited... i dont' know how
BATMA17 (11:31:51 PM): but i would like to here how u would back it up.... mistakes and faults can only be fixed if told
BATMA17 (11:31:57 PM): so if u want me to fix my attitude
BATMA17 (11:32:10 PM): what backs up ur ...... thing-a-ma-gig?
Twisted MovieNut (11:32:20 PM): yea same reason i don't know how i am how did u put it ah yes person who staels ideas
BATMA17 (11:32:32 PM): ohhh!
BATMA17 (11:32:34 PM): no
BATMA17 (11:32:35 PM): wait
BATMA17 (11:32:40 PM): let me think/////........
BATMA17 (11:32:47 PM): steals ideas?
BATMA17 (11:32:53 PM): where did that come from?
BATMA17 (11:33:01 PM): REFRESHH!!! hit REFRESH!!!!
Twisted MovieNut (11:33:11 PM): u started callin me a pryer
BATMA17 (11:33:15 PM): ohhhh!!!
BATMA17 (11:33:19 PM): pryor
Twisted MovieNut (11:33:21 PM): PRYER
BATMA17 (11:33:28 PM): ok... u got urself there on that buddy
BATMA17 (11:33:31 PM): oh my mistake
BATMA17 (11:33:34 PM): pryer
BATMA17 (11:33:46 PM): yeah, look it up again in a dictionary
BATMA17 (11:34:26 PM): weren't u goin' to leave?
BATMA17 (11:34:57 PM): *burp
BATMA17 (11:35:01 PM): okie dokie
BATMA17 (11:35:03 PM): pokie
BATMA17 (11:35:06 PM): al rokie
BATMA17 (11:35:12 PM): salmonela
Twisted MovieNut (11:35:14 PM): ACTUALLY I INDIRECTLY CAUGHT U IN YOUR OWN BULLSHIT I FORCED U TO REACT TO SOMETHING THAT PEOPLE THOUGHT OF U AND GOT AN HONEST ANSWER FOR ONCE OUT OF U CUZ U THOUGHT U AREN'T LIKE THAT JUST LIKE I THINK I'M NOT A PRYER EVEN IF I WAS A PRYER EVRYONE IN THE DAMN BUISINESS IS
BATMA17 (11:35:24 PM): http://phazeone.sytes.net/
BATMA17 (11:35:44 PM): ummmmmmmmm
Twisted MovieNut (11:35:47 PM): LATER WIERDO
BATMA17 (11:35:50 PM): let me reread that real quick
Twisted MovieNut (11:35:56 PM): :-\
BATMA17 (11:36:24 PM): so am i? or am i not?
BATMA17 (11:36:33 PM): wait
BATMA17 (11:36:37 PM): i thought u were leaving
BATMA17 (11:37:01 PM): and what business
BATMA17 (11:37:07 PM): and what am i talking about
BATMA17 (11:37:13 PM): is the narcoics still in my brain
Twisted MovieNut (11:37:13 PM): THAT IS IF PRYER MENAS ONE WHO STEALS IDEAS JUST ASSUME IT DOES EVEN IF I AM WRONG BOUT DEFINATION KAY LATER WEBSTER!
BATMA17 (11:37:17 PM): how long does it last?
BATMA17 (11:37:20 PM): r u being angered?
BATMA17 (11:37:22 PM): lonely?
BATMA17 (11:37:25 PM): *Fart
BATMA17 (11:37:27 PM): 'scuse me
BATMA17 (11:37:37 PM): do u express ur self in Bold and Underline?
BATMA17 (11:37:43 PM): y do u leave the Italics out?
Twisted MovieNut (11:37:57 PM): YEA ALSO IN MINE MUST GET SLEEEEEEEEEEEEP ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ(PASSE DOUT ON KEYBOARD):-$
BATMA17 (11:38:05 PM): no ur not
BATMA17 (11:38:07 PM): ur such a kidder
BATMA17 (11:38:15 PM): hehe hehee blehheblah bleh bleeh blah blue
BATMA17 (11:39:08 PM): no i'm right... pryer doesn't mean what u said
BATMA17 (11:39:13 PM): and not once r u a pryer today
BATMA17 (11:39:30 PM): *yawn
BATMA17 (11:39:39 PM): r u gone yet?
BATMA17 (11:40:03 PM): r u printing this yet?
BATMA17 (11:40:29 PM): lalallalalalallalalalallaaaaaaaaaaallalallalalalaalalalalalaaaa lalallaallalaalalalala *yawn
BATMA17 (11:40:38 PM): if i were an animal,
BATMA17 (11:40:43 PM): i would be a toothpick.........
BATMA17 (11:40:47 PM): it's true
BATMA17 (11:40:53 PM): *ahem
BATMA17 (11:41:01 PM): *scratch head.....
BATMA17 (11:41:28 PM): doobie doobie dooooooooooo
BATMA17 (11:41:42 PM): doobie doobie.... doobie doobie doooooooooooooooooo
BATMA17 (11:42:06 PM): doobie doobie.... doobie doobie doooooo.. doobie doobie... doobie doobi dooooooo......
BATMA17 (11:42:23 PM): whoops i messed on the typing
BATMA17 (11:42:40 PM): if there was animal.... what would it be
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BATMA17 (11:42:46 PM): no ur not
BATMA17 (11:42:49 PM): ur not sleeping
BATMA17 (11:42:53 PM): ur seeing what i'm writing
BATMA17 (11:43:01 PM): or typing
BATMA17 (11:43:07 PM): ummmmmmmmmmm
BATMA17 (11:43:18 PM): what shall i say?
BATMA17 (11:43:24 PM): i'll just type this
Twisted MovieNut (11:43:24 PM): GO AWAY LET ME BE!=-O
BATMA17 (11:43:29 PM): ohohhhh!
BATMA17 (11:43:34 PM): so u want to be left a lone now
BATMA17 (11:43:37 PM): unlike before
BATMA17 (11:43:42 PM): when i was doin my own shiznets....
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BATMA17 (11:43:48 PM): u wouldn't stop
BATMA17 (11:43:53 PM): hmmmmm
BATMA17 (11:44:02 PM): what a predIcament this tis es
BATMA17 (11:44:06 PM): *scratch head
BATMA17 (11:44:14 PM): okie dokie pokie
Twisted MovieNut signed off at 11:44:21 PM.
BATMA17 (11:44:49 PM): he either signed off or just blocked me... let's check.. www.aol.co.uk
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BATMA17 (11:46:09 PM): nope
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BATMA17 (11:46:22 PM): he really did sign off... okie dokie allochokies
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BATMA17 (11:46:34 PM): my annoyances have paid off today.... why?
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BATMA17 (11:49:50 PM): a) i know what i'm talkin' about and doing or so it seems
b) i am procrastinating right now which sux, but what r ya gonna do? *shrug
c) a lil anger out of him, which i successfully have done.....
d) he thinks i'm dumb, but he's wrong .. i'm st00pid..
e) he doesn't fully understand what i'm saying.. which is (fill in the blank) and in him not understanding makes my mission a success, and since i do actually know what the freaks-in-a-mythologies i'm saying, that's bonus!!!! YYAY hip hip hooray!
to the left to the left..... to the right to the right, to the back, to the back, to the front to the front, now slide baby slike, slide baby slike, now hip baby hip hip baby hip
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BATMA17 (11:49:58 PM): i am finished, g'night
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BATMA17 (11:50:03 PM): c-ya:-)
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well, that's it... ttyl .. i think.. freak, if u read this, u must really be procrastinating on something!! DO UR WORK!!!! mothers freakers..!!!!


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:59 PM [+] ::
...

hmmm..... i'm debating whether to start writing stuff here....
what r my latest problems? showing my feelings, procrastination..... freakin' A-HOLE laziness...... I got to get my priorities straight, and wastin' my time what Final Fantasy, Power Rangers, and other old school stuff have been doin' so far.... CRAPSIDIES.. I'm BATMA17............
hmmm i realized that i never really publicly showed my blog to anyone....... so no one is really reading it..... except one guy, who i don't knoe if he checked out the site yet.... but like i've said before, i'm not really a journal type of guy... i think faster than i type and i don't know why i'm still typing, but i think it's a form of Procrastination... I got my Report Cards today.. thas kewl... and the reminds me......... whenever i talk to anyone..... and the conversation is sucky or is goin' down hill. ... or i just met the person for the first time... i really want to know about them.... but it always leads to school... it sux, i know... y do i say how's school? F---! i shouldn't even freakin' care about school, especially if it's the weekend... but like i said... i want to get to know them.... and how r u? isn't goin' to break the ice... mothers freakers! alrighty i'm out.... gots to edit Episode III of BraveVision


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 10:37 PM [+] ::
...

batman alwayz comes to my rescue! [thankx for bein such a goOd homie!!]

that's right, that's from a good friend... and
that's right, I'm BATMA17, i can save u anytime... If u fall i will catch u, i will make it.... Time After Time...


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 4:31 PM [+] ::
...

felt like putting up my sonnet poem:

I am away, the outcast of this world.
All actions with consequences, I leave.
To the bottomless pit, my life, I hurled.
Then, a chance to return, a mission, I heed.
Days come and go, life is different now.
Alive and well, kicking, screaming, I live.
But life is different now. No End. Foul.
With such power, with such gifts, I give.
I give hope to the hopeless, and all that.
I give ish to the evil in this world.
Some people know, but don't. Some do, but can't.
Those that sicken this place, I must unfurl.
To live as how I live is a bonus.
To live how I live is an onus.


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:57 AM [+] ::
...

things r usually more fun with my camera around.
I'm BATMA17


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 11:42 PM [+] ::
...

i realize my blogs r stupid...
other peeps blogs r more entertainin'
i won't write in her anymore, unless somethin' really really really kewl happens... ttyl


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 1:10 AM [+] ::
...

so eerrrrrr, how do u put up those links? (9:21PM)

........
*fart (9:27PM)

I think i found it... *yawn (9:28PM)
*fart..

alrighty, i'm progressing (9:35PM)
uhoh problem(9:36PM)
EXCELLENT It's fixed... (thank u, website design.... and HTML) (9:39PM) now continuing......


OK JUST LOST INFORMATION DAMMIT...... CRAP THIS IS GETTIn' complicated, i'll finish off what i have....(9:49PM)


alrighty, i'm tired of being bored.... i'll stop :-P (9:55PM)

there was probably some other way to link it easier, but oh vvell....


i also just noticed that the time is off by a bit.... oh vvell... What r u ya goin' to do? *shrug


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 9:30 PM [+] ::
...

dang, i'm so bored that whoever has a blog site and they're like a friend of a friend of a friend, and i don't even know them, i'll just link them to my page... so here they are


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 9:18 PM [+] ::
...

i was goin' to post some happy news, but the happiness didn't come....
i was hopin' i would go out with peeps tonight, but nope... ohh vvell


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 9:15 PM [+] ::
...

OMGGGBOF!
oh my goodness, gracious great balls of FIRE!
i'm actually writing in here again. probably cuz i have nothin' else to do....
this is a good place to schedule and have "keep in mind" stuff on...
well, since my last blog i've been avoiding blogging cuz this thing was meant to be all about my encounter with Depression. Now, i'll make it into a "keep in mind" thing so that when u talk to me, u can ask me, "Hey, how's it goin' with that one project?" Why a project u say?, cuz i'm usually doin' or at least plannin' a project.....
well.... right now, my away message says this:
"gee golly gosh....
not a lot of peeps on-line.
must be mid-term week.(*scratch head)
I have to pee. .brb
back
so anyway,
i love midterms
i get the most sleep out of the whole school year... other than vacation time, but usually there's some project for school which i still do for the last minute. It's kewl cuz after midterms, there's actualy NO WORRIES at all!!!!
well, i am away, so if u wanna chit-chat or talk about vvhatevers, i'm up for it....
just stay on-line."
yup that's what it says.... so errrr. midterms are great! except dang Civics .. i have HW so i'm goin' to stall and procrastinate again...
That reminds me. Peeps get confused with the word procastination and that other word.... ummmmm crap i can't rememeber. it starts with a P and has the same idea but different definition.... same idea ? different definition? what's up with that? well, yeah, i was goin' to explain the difference but i think faster than i type, so i'll save the burden from my hands..... well that other P word means somethin' like stealing one's ideas and not using ur own words.... Copying and all that...
To copy one, is to gain none.
Yeah, ok so anyway.... i'm happy again.......
errr things to keep in mind....
+ I have to return to ROP one day.... If i return, i have to make a quick montage to Billy Joel's "We didn't start the Fire"(good upbeat song)...
+ I gotta keep up my support as Verbal Support at St. Joes....
+ I gotta write a script for Martine, Nychel, and Kate.... no time now, i'll probably get start writing more ideas in Dec.
+ Make the Music Video for my friend's band, District (longbeachdistrict.com)... That's been stalled cuz i needed clips from the Vid Game Half-Life....
+ I have to help with the production of my friend's idea for a movie: Sex-Lies&Life....
+ Write my script for Lit class..... it's really tight and i've had this idea since freshman year.... i should put bits and pieces here some time, but.. i dont' want anyone to steal my ideas.
*fart
+ I'm filming stuff for PCN starting Nov. 21st..... I'm Public Relations with Dominic.... i dont'know how i got that... but yeah,....kewlio.....
+ And other secret stuff: like saving the world... but almost everyone knows that i'm involved in worldly ...stuff...... yeah so... blah
errrr. songs? peeps usually recommend songs...... Ahh hell y not? u don't like my songs then don't listen sheesh......
Billy Joel's "We Didn't Start the fire"
Any remix of the song "Time after Time"
Faye Wong's "Eyes on Me" & the remix. "FFVIII"
Emilia's "Big, Big World"
Abba's "Take a Chance on Me"
Chicago's "You're the Inspiration"
The Beatle's "Hey, Jude"
Shirley Walker's "I Never Even Told You" (BATMAN: Mask of the Phantasm)
my friend's band DISTRICT songs(ask me for a CD, if ur really interested)
These songs are some that r just entiresting at the moment....
Seriously, my preference is harder music (not too hard, but hard)... not really soft.... unlike da POP TEEN IDOLS out there.... they just over exaggerate their music.. it's crap.... they say they have it bad, but i don't believe it's that heart-breaking.... it's just out for the white girls..... hmmmm maybe i don't 100% mean it that way, but vvhatever... Christina Aguilera was kewl, but now she's gettin' too ghetto......... i do Not really like HipHop or Rap..... there r exceptions to those though........ some have really good rythm to it... Punk is gettin' old and some of them r gettin' too much like da POP TEEN IDOLS out there.... Ex. New Found Glory.... talkin' about love... how love hurts, how you don't need her/him to love.. blah blah blah...... F IT... i'll let fate choose that for me...... I gots no time to waste anymore on that shiznets, i'll let it come when it does come. Right now, I'm concentratin' on my own shiznets...... i'm not goin' to deny it, i do get lonely, but hey..... that's what friends r there for... to kick it with u.... as for a special gfriend.... i have no one in mind.... i need it, but not to the point where i cry over it.... i dislike when peeps use their profiles to say OH HOW SAD AND SHIZNETS... well dang.... it's not a MOVIE..... ur all corrupt by the ideals of a happy ending, tragic ending, romantic ending movie!!! hard to get away from movies now, but it's hard to say ur not influenced by it..... i am, but at least i know what reality is....shoot stop spreading the guilt and sorrow.... move on,... dont' wonder just do...... but think first... dont' wonder... dont' waste time... ask and get ur answer.... don't get frusterated if u don't like the answer. u asked and u got ur answer... if u demand, well, yeah, it shows initiative, and if u use the right moves and tone of voice u might impress them but dang.... that's risky.....also..... just be urself... compromise with the other..... that's what it's all about... sacrifice a little, get a little, and maybe get more than what u want...... well, anyhoot....i should practice what i preach, but i don't cuz i don't have anythin' or anyone to practice on.... but what really annoys me are Proms... F IT...... it's supposed to be fun.... it should be one big party.... Proms are like... its' an obligation to stay with ur date... just to be courteous and all.... that sux... if ur date sux, the whole night sux, but if u have to choose wisely u may have an OK night(just cuz u wasted ur time by "choosing wisely")... but if u do, u may not get who u want (it backfires) and u might as well just stay home or be a stag.... a group of stags r kewl cuz ur not alone and ur in packs.... nothin' can bother u cuz ur with a bigger group... but what i'm sayin' is ... y does proms have to be so .... not formal, but ... y do u have to ask someone out to go to a formal? cuz it's formal, cuz u ask someone out... that's what bothers me. if u kick it that special guy and girl... great! no one will bother u if u show some PDA, not too much PDA(that's just dang, ur makin' peeps who feel bad already feel worse)...but those who choosessomeone, not as great as u wanted it to be, well, ur one night that's supposedly big, isn't anymore....... and to those who always complain about not having someone, shut it and just be a stag.... go with a group of stags of course but hell.... yeah well... its' still months before then.... sooooo vvhatevers..... things change..... i MAY oppose what i say on this in the future but yea.... i was kinda repetitive before, but i'm just tryin' to say what i say.....
OK
back to music: so RECAP: Seriously, i'm into harder music.....
Honestly, I have no ideal music...
yeah, and stuff like that...
U hear about that teacher from that one place who did an observation noting that the most students who does trouble or low grades are african-americans and they say he's racist.... well, he DID do an Observation, and he is noting what he has seen from his experience... vvhatever
and then a year or 2 ago, some black families wanted compensation money for what their ancestors have endured back in the days.. W.T.F.!?!?! they're just takin' advantage of equality now... abusin' it.... yeah i'm ramblin' again but vvhatevers........
so y is it insulting to say "midget" to a .... midget? just wonderin'... no hate, just curious.....(Pandora's Box, cat that gets killed, blah blah blah) y do they prefer the words "little people" or that other word i can't remember.... dang.... anyway.... what do u say about families? black families or african-american families? So conPusing........ yeah well,...... ok...... i guess i'll shut up now....
Honestly, i don't intend HATE... it's just hard to ask a question in which u/i wonder about nicely......
hmmm....dont' WONDER, don't ASK... well F U then... i will wonder and i will ASK.... i wanna know.... Ignorance is bliss..... well, if it is.... i don't want bliss.... i want to know what everyone knows, even if it causes pain(i'll take the risk, i may regret it, but i am i askin' it upon myself and i'll take responsibility for it)(Again, Pandora's box...)
vvhatever
Holloween.... Third annual patrol around my neighborhood.


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 12:33 AM [+] ::
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entirestin', very........
i evaded all attacks, and i stated my voice, took some offensive.... each of us understand each other, but there's no compromise.... let time heal? let the silence heal?
vvhatever..... possible progression, we'll see.... is DEPRESSION a virus? a virus that must take it's course and phases... before it leaves... there's not a cure..... it's a virus. THERE IS NO CURE TO A VIRUS, as THERE IS NO ENDING TO DEPRESSION. IT's dorment... it resurfaces.... but it takes its place..Then it leaves. No cure to the common cold, no cure to the flu..... u can't kill IT.....IT just leaves... comes and go...... we'll see... we'll see.....
I SHALL RETURN.... I'll return.......


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 5:03 PM [+] ::
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OK.... soo DANG! WTF? freakin' A-HOLES! took me a while to choose a name now.....
vvhatevers.. so like...... Others have started blogs, y don't i?......... I never thought i would be doing this(*farrrrrrt) 'scuse me... "Isn't it your turn to say what's on your mind?" ~ that's what it said when i first entered here.... so i thought.... "ahh hell y not?"so i never thought i would be doing this... but in the state of feelings i am in now, i SUPPOSE i should write it out....... dang, it stinks....... ok, before i get to the state of feelings......
I'm BATMA17(pronounced BATMAN)....... i am... really... I'm in pain right now because of a constant..... a constant barrage of attacks at me....... or produced by me?.... what's wierd, is i live in a fantasy world..... i won't elaborate....i promise to u, the reader, that i won't delete anything... i'll just add and add,.... i hope this is a remedy so...... happydayz.... think happy..... helps..... but..........it's not helping me recover to my full extent........ Recently, i'm takin' this ROP class with these peeps....... i gave that up... or i'm stalling with it because of the attacks......... I'm a realist.... how can i say i'm a realist once i said i live in a fantasy world..... i'm a realist cuz i try to be fair....... think positive and negative..........outcomes, results, over-analyze.... that can be a weakness of me.... last week Thur. the 17th, i learned that some view me as a perfectionist.... i guess i am..... especially my work... filming, and editting.....school has no purpose for me anymore..... SATs degrades a person...... no matter if they did good or not..... those who do good most likely spent lots of money on reviews and crap like that just for a single day test..
BAH! i want to say more but i can't type as fast as i think..... u can argue with me these points when u see me i guess, if it bothers u that much........ so! i'm just babbling.... i was hoping i would babble so i can just get out what i'm sayin'g..... so i'm saying that i'm just doing this so i can let out the feelings i am in as of now, as it has been since Thur. the 17th.........
so i'm in this ROP class..... i put that on hold.... i got to josephs to be verbal support.... but i CAN'T do the job well due to IT.....ok
let me get me a book, i wrote lil stuff, i'll write what i wrote and hopefully elaborate on it.....
I have these writings in this book that i wrote a couple days ago.....they'll be in quotes....:
" DEPRESSION " --that's underlined
then "PRE " --with lines marked towards -->
" Thur. -Accept offer(set up) " --Now, Thur. night.... the 17th i get this phone call......
gosh, i'm gettin' hungry... anyway Thur. 17th i accepted this offer to help my friend (sister's bf's cousin)'s spanish film project.... hmmmm
well, i'm good at film and editting... i'm not an expert, but i will get there..... i've had this project earlier in the year, my first film short HOODWINK.... it's not bad since it was my first time..... so she asks me to help film it, that's all and give advice.....i accept
" Sat.-Offer Commenced(set up) " --So Sat. afternoon, my eldest sister(i have 2 older sisters 21,23; i'm 17(no 17 doesn't mean the 17 in my SN, i've had this SN since like 7th grade or somethin'....) so i ask my sister to borrow some money($20) for the tapes to film with... i didn't have any tapes to use(i like keeping the tapes i film, it's my peeve.....it's a history of what i helped worked on and filmed) she gets stressed out A LOT, she DRIVES A LOT and all this other crap she has to put up with..... well, yeah, sux for her, but ........ so i buy the tapes at the store, and she wants her money back cuz it's her lunch money..... she tells me to get money back from the girls, from what i understood.. there's some form of miscommunication..all i thought of was ' fine, i'll get ur money back'.... so i get and pay the tapes.... (I am in no interest of money..., i just need money to buy tapes.. so like if u want me to film anythin' i'll help u out, just give me money for tapes... no profit for me, the only reason i would ask for money would be for FOOOOOOOOOOD(i'm not goin' to die of bad eating habits, i'm goin' to die of stress.... .....wanna know the level of 'expertise' i'm in? i'm filming the PCN and makin' some sort of Documentary/memories kind of thing.... long process, will be worth it, will be really worth it if i get out of this feelings i'm in)so i go to my friend's house and then her friend's house and we commence shooting... but first planning.. out of the few projects i've worked on.... IT TAKES TIME... NO PLANNING=CHAOS so i try and warn them.... i get money from one of them soo......they try and film it and plan it along the way,which is ok and stuff, but i knew it would've takin' half the night to finish filming and we had till 10PM, it was already 8:30ish..... i didn't want to take control and be bossy, ya'know? it's a project, it should be fun(all things should be fun, it can be fun, but it's how u do it and stuff and stuff to have fun and work at the same time) i didn't wanna be shady and tell them hey, stop screwin' around and get to work.... i didn't care..... it's not that i didn't care it's just i wanted them to have fun while doing the project, which it was.... it was funnn......so we don't finish and i get creeped out from the story of The RING blah blah blah....... I go home for the night, and on the way home i give my sis $10.... 5 from me, 5 from my friend(4 in this spanish group;St. Joes- 3 juniors, 1 sophmore)( i dont' know y i'm tellin u this, maybe just to give u an idea of who these peeps r) the other 3 would pay later in the week..
" BATTLE " first off, after like 20 min. of typing and since my last 'post/save' everything i written from here on out got deleted. WHY?!?!?!? DEPRESSION and because this book fell on the keyboard and deleted it... all of it so depressing, anger anger, sadness----==-- must continue writing, it MAY be my remedy...
continuing.....
" BATTLE " -- the word has a line that goes to:
" Sun. -The talk; limited Power; Turndown; Cussed out; Turned Down (Suprise Attack) " -- After goin' to church (*YAAWNNNN- i yawned cuz i just did, not because of church HONEST!) and comin' home to eat lunch, my sister gets a call from her BF. He's trippin' , that's what i thought when my sister relayed the message to me..... she said that he was wonderin' y I would charge the girls $20 just for one tape($20=4 medium quality tapes) when all they needed was one.... i wasn't charging them, i was just tryin' to get money back for my sister... and besides i'm doin' them the favor or doin' the task of filming and editting it.... what's 4 dollars among all of them?(maybe a lot but i wouldn't have known) vvhatever.. it was pretty much debating of the money issue..the BF is wonderin' y his cousin and her friends have to pay... my sister is NOW thinkin' the same thing.. i'm like, hey u wanted ur money back, i'm just doing that......so my sister and I raise our voices and she gets stressed out... she's about to leave to her BF's house..(the BF just moved back in with his cousin and her mom), as she was out the door, my mom heard all the ruckus and told her to come back inside..... my sister continues to walk, she has the tendency to ignore what everyone says...... so my mom catches her before she enters the car..... my mom wants to know what what's the problem between us.... so my mom, my eldest sister, my other sister, and i talk..... ........ Result: Mom: Pays my sister back her money, and tells me that I CANNOT FILM ANYTHING ANYMORE... limiting my powers... my source, my energy, she wants me to bring my grade back up(I got my first F and i'm proud of it... i got all the letters of the grading alphabet..... I WILL bring my grades back up... it takes time, so until then, she won't let me film or help OTHERS... i'll give her the grades she wants, but final Report Cards only happen 4 times a year.... so i can't wait.... this just brings me down... depressed... DEPRESSED to the eternity DEGREE.... so, i have encountered a new enemy.... DEPRESSION... (DEPRESSION is to BATMA17, as BANE is to BATMAN....... Bane weakened BATMAN before attacking him, thus breakin BATMAN's back.. and destroying his moral...)DEPRESSION set me up and Suprised Attacked me.... (well, i like BATMAN cuz he earned his strength... out of all he's been through he's still a mortal, and still kicks anal!!!) so my mom limits me... my eldest sister: gets her money from my mom, since i dont' have a job and can't pay her back and my only funds is really from my mom... she leaves gives the 5 back to my her bf's cousin..... and so that's that... My other Sister: she thinks i shouldn't have takin' the offer in the first place.... she also believes that my eldest sister didn't explain to me well on the money issue, who should pay who... which i agree, because then this wouldn't have happened, i suppose...... j: i'm depressed and my powers are gone and i have nothin'.... i fight back, but to no avail.....i go to my room and go online and i IM my friend saying that i can't help her with her group project anymore..... she's bummed(i think), i'm bummed..... then my mom comes in and ask about how it came to this... and right then i get IMed and cussed out by my friend's cousin, my sis's bf(his comp. and her cousin's comp. are side by side).. so i'm like.. dammit, i could show it to my mom, but this incident should pass,,.... so i save his dignity by just minimizing the box and putting up an away message... my mom asks what happened and i explain her the story... after doing so, she doesn't care and doesn't let me do anythin' still.. she leaves.....i read what he put up and he cussed me out....(i have it saved on my comp., but i can't put it up here...) he basically says WTF? this is BS u said u would help her and now ur backing out... ur ungreatful(ungrateful) no appreciation..... he leaves and comes back saying i wanna hear what u say ... i say somethin' like ... stop blaming and stop makin' enemies.... and then he says BS... his next line..' if u wanted money u shoudl ' then he nothin'... then he signs off.... that made me feel bad, but i would think he didn't know the whole story( YEAH YEAH, some of u who take initiative would've cussed him out, but i thought about it and said, nah... too depressed, it's a small thing.....it'll pass) so yeah, he cussed me out and left..... and after saving it and rereading his convo. and the convo. with his cuz... it was just a total downer (i was thinkin' of sayin' that like a ... with an accent or somethin' total downer... vvhateber)
" Attacks Cont. "-- this pertains everything since then.... (i know i'm writing a lot, but maybe this will be the only entry i'll post up...) this is a remedy ... i hope......
" Mon. - Stupid Move; Bat Comp. Crash (After effects) " --So monday was no school(21st)..... i went with my depressed business and i thought it sucked about yesterday and i was gettin' better. I wanted a zip drive in my computer so i called my mom if she had an extra external one at work.... she did and brought it home....i tried to install it... simple disc in disc out...(disk or disc? whatever) so when i tried to restart the computer..... it wont' get passed the start up page... with the blue bar it won't go all the way to the end and it just stays there. i can't even get to the Username/Password screen.. That's a bummer too...... so since then i've been in the family comp. with mom sayin ENOUGH, go to sleep....... shiznets......*ahem
" Tue. - Limited Power; fight back (weak)=(lost) " -- so i lost everything the day before, all the multiple projects i've been working on... music video.. BraveVision.... and other projects... all lost or.. just not able to access it...... in the morning i was a total crap gettin' ready for school... my mom saw this and asked what's wrong... i answered honestly and she said that's a dumb reason to feel sad.... cuz of school and being limited..... she said i brought this upon myself... did i? if i did my HW and gotten at least a C grade would it have been different, if no one suggested my friend to me and she didn't call me up for the offer... if i didn't accept the offer.... if my sis's bf didn't put ideas in my sis's head on y am I CHARGING the group $20...... weak.... the BARRAGE of ATTACKS CONTINUE....
" Wed. - No BATCAPE still; little help; hope " -- i've been lookin' for my Batcape for quite sometime and i miss it... i wanted to used as a costume for this memorization thing we had to do for class... extra credit for some sort of costume, i could use it..... so i ask my mom where it was again... she didn't like the tone of voice i was using so we argue and she says it's gone and she lost it... and i'm like y u gotta lie?... just tell me where it is, or where u think it is and i'll look for it myself.... no help from her.... (just writing this arouses my anger and hate again)...... (must think: no HATE, just FUN.....) lil things r just messin' with me now...... Depression......( i forgot what else to say.....DANG IT!)
" Thur. - Forgetfulness; lightsaber(source)lost; Hides near me; in me. " so i practiced my line really well, and i had it all down, with my lightsaber, on account of not having my BATMAN cape.....(i've had that cape since i was six) ... so i go to school and forget the lightsaber at home...... it was next to my back pack all ready to go..... now in class, when i felt confident enough to recite it, i forget and just pace the room and CRAP...... some of u know what a fool i acted... i felt bad... but i tried to not let it get me down....
" Intimidation; False Hope; pain..... sad, glad, happy, HAPPY, DEPRESSION..... "-- Later that night was a district show....... (longbeachdistrict.com) at LBCC.... they played much later than they were scheduled too.. whoops... so before they were goin' up, 3 ladies talk about what movies they worked on... they showed a montage(clips of movies) of it... Collateral Damage, Eyes Wide Shut, 40 Days and 40 nights...(i think one of the ladies was the actress who played the prostitute hitting on Tom Cruise in EWS..(y did abbreviate that?)..... anyway.... i was a little nervous goin' up there to talk to them, initially, cuz the band i promoted wanted me to give them each CDs and tell them that the singer wanted to talk to them after they play... one of them was some music person, i guess.... so i had to capture their attention somehow.... so i thought and thought..... i knew i wouldn't be able to talk to them during the show cuz then it would've been too loud.... and also, they wanted me to film the (2-song) show.... so, i thought of a way to get their attention... i jumped over this bench and i let my foot fall back so it could hit the back of the seat and trip.. and so i fell flat on the floor... my right leg and arm as cushion..... so i get their attention and tell them what the singer wanted me to tell them,...then i was goin' to state my business, sayin' how i'm interested in film too and stuff and if there's any internships at the place they work..... they said some inspiring things before i went up to them......but then the host gives them the mic.. so i'm like uh oh gotta get off the stage now.... so i go away stupidly with arms flailing.. adrenaline? or stupidity? (DEPRESSION &/or the JOKESTER?)(Jokester is just a thing that makes me go overboard with the funniness.... annoyance or unintended insult....) anyway,....... so when they finished their talk, the band was about to play so i got the camera and filmed them and hoped that the ladies would stay.. one did stay, but wasn't interested with anythin', the other 2 left...... so all this while my mom is callin' me and my middle sister's cell phone,... i keep mine on silent.... so i get in trouble for goin' out a thursday night.... when the band's set was supposed to end by 6, it ended at 8:30.. so now, pain grows in my right knee and right wrist....(i limped since then and it still hurts now) so i got home around 9 and i expected an arguement but i would've been whatever.... but nope, my mom gave me the silent treatment.... it was better that way.... so like ok..... at least she's doin' one good thing by not arguing and raising our voices again... i think my dad talked to her, so that was kewl.....(dang, i wanted to apply an appointment for a driving test yesterday (friday) but i didn't, fell asleep,.... oh vvell)
I wrote all those things in quotes in that book thursday night..... other things on there r "Saddened, Disgruntled, D.somethin' ,......To defeat it, I must forget/ignore it. Killing me. Dying. Kill me. Cry;, Anger, lost, It's preparing me, isn't it? Ungrateful? Can't Ignore Can't Forget Can't WIN Can't Overcome Losing. It's All Inside.. EM NI RELLIK A" .....(*stretching)
a part of my friend's band lyrics:" Mistakes all made, pushed u away. So far away.... ... Searching for my remedy. "
I've put some away messages pertaining to DEPRESSION, but i added and added and it couldn't hold that much info. so it delted.. now it says: DEPRESSION continues in the depths of my thoughts and in the fathoms of my body..... This is really a never ending battle:-( (so errr.. yesterday was friday......) no real lost there, i guess. I tried to help my friend with editting... i didn't succeed...., i took a nap and missed to call the DMV....... i stopped goin' to ROP classes, i stopped being Verbal Support at St. Joes......(after a long silence) ok so...... one more thing :-P
with DEPRESSION comes regrets, with regrets comes low self-esteem, Low self-esteem comes no initiative, no initiative.....

alrighty... so... also, i'm sad that i don't have my Senior Seminar tape that i recorded, i had to give it up because it was a private matter. i added some stuff to the Constitution of Brave Vision..... i will get my tape back.. i will be happy again...... happy dayz, cabron!!!!!
I SHALL RETURN
ok..... so hmmm i feel better(*deep breath) i guess. ummm hands r tired..... and this is my blog.... Sat. morning..... Oct. 26, 2002.


c-ya:-)


-j

:: j 4:03 AM [+] ::
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